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Her

People always say you never forget your first love, and it took me forever to learn they're right, I mean I talk to her, we still chat, we're pretty good friends. I'd say she's the only girl I've ever been able to talk to, my brain doesn't allow my mouth to say the things I need to get out unless I'm talking to someone I feel safe talking too, like shit, I knew no one gave a single fuck about my problems my whole life, until I met her, yeah she cared cause we were dating but really we were close as all hell anyway even without the attached label as Girlfriend, she was totally more, she was like my best friend, In complete honesty, I loved that the best, fuck the sex, fuck the money, fuck all that. Any day of the week I'd pick her company cause we could about anything and we'd laugh so fucking hard. I figure we'll never be together again cause some people arnt lucky enough for second chances, it's unfortunate though I feel like the lessons we both have learned made us better people but idk, I think she likes her boyfriend but it isn't the same she felt with me. I know there was something more we had or else we would never talk after what happened too. But we do, and we laugh, I never feel awkward asking to call or FaceTime her. I love it. But yeah life plays out how it should, all I know is I'd have her As a great friend preferred to nothing at all