Unspoken

Caffeinated wallflower

[chuchaitiu]

To the right person, you will always be enough.

~Odes to my younger self, Chelsea MT

[thepersonalquotes]

[chuchaitiu]

When it finally sinks in that the person you love has somebody new, your world stops. You shrug it off but everytime the thought resurfaces, your world stops. This is the constant battle that you have with your mind that nobody knows but you.

~Sleepless thoughts, Chelsea MT

[chuchaitiu]

And in these cold nights, I feel the emptiness of the hole you left inside me scream with pain.

~Sleepless thoughts, Chelsea MT

[chuchaitiu]

Been a month since but still can't sleep well at night. One of the worst feelings in the world is not knowing what you did wrong to deserve pain. It's a lingering thought that I keep ignoring day by day to keep me moving forward. No matter how much you try to push it down, being alone at night resurfaces the questions and the pain and it is frankly exhausting. Will I ever find love again?

~Sleepless thoughts, Chelsea MT

[chuchaitiu]

Trapped in a loveless marriage in a country with no divorce messes up your whole mental health. Life is too short to be forced to live a life where you have to lie to everyone and yourself everyday. It just takes away your soul piece by piece. One day you'll just wake up feeling like life has no meaning. All because you married the wrong person.

~Sleepless thoughts, Chelsea MT

[chuchaitiu]

Never going to be the strong woman again. I want to be the happy woman. The soft woman. The kind of woman who doesn’t always have to carry the weight of the world on her shoulders. I want to laugh without holding back, to smile without forcing it, and to feel light again. I don’t want to always be the one who hides her pain just to look tough.

I want to feel safe enough to cry when I need to, and to ask for help when I can’t do it alone. Being strong all the time is exhausting, and I don’t want to keep proving myself anymore. I want to be free from always needing to show how strong I am. I don’t want strength to be the only thing people see in me.

I want to live with peace in my heart. I want to enjoy the little things again. I just want to be me. Not trying to be unbreakable, not hiding anymore, but free to live and to finally be the woman I couldn’t be when I was busy trying to stay strong..

[chuchaitiu]

We convince ourselves that letting go is strength, that silence is healing, and that distance will somehow quiet what lives inside us. But the soul does not forget what it recognizes. You can distract the mind, stay busy, smile through the day, even choose no contact, yet the heart still whispers their name in the quiet moments. It hurts because the connection was real. Because some bonds are not meant to be erased, only understood. And letting go of someone your soul still reaches for feels like betraying a part of yourself.

Sometimes you don't leave because you stopped loving, you leave because loving hurts too much. The mind chooses distance, but the soul keeps whispering their name in silence. You try to be strong, pretend you're healed, pretend you've moved on... yet every quiet moment reminds you why this connection was never ordinary.

This is what soul bonds do, the bond stays even when people walk away.

~Twinflame guide

[chuchaitiu]

The most dangerous type of anger is created inside someone with a good heart.

~Anonymous

[chuchaitiu]

They were aware it would hurt you, yet they still choose to do it. So what will you do about it?

~Odes to my younger self, Chelsea MT

[chuchaitiu]

Mistreating someone and then getting offended when they tell you they were hurt will never make sense.

~Sleepless thoughts, Chelsea MT

[chuchaitiu]

If someone truly loves you… why do they need to hide you?

Love is supposed to make you feel chosen, not hidden. Protected, not silenced. Honored, not edited out of someone’s life.

When you’re somebody’s secret, you become the soft place they run to — but never the home they commit to.

And that’s where the pain begins.

Because you will give real feelings to someone giving you temporary comfort. You will build dreams with someone who won’t even build a future. You will fall deeply for someone who can’t even stand beside you when the world is watching.

So tell me… is secret love still love, or is it the slowest heartbreak wearing a beautiful disguise?

~Joe D'Mango

[chuchaitiu]

A lonely night like this, makes one realize that maybe death is kinder than this life.

~Sleepless thoughts, Chelsea MT

[chuchaitiu]

[chuchaitiu]

Why does it feel right every time I let you in?

Why does it feel like I can tell you anything?

We can't fix it if we never face it

What if we find a way to escape it?

We could be free

We can't fix it if we never face it

Let the past be the past 'til it's weightless.

~Daytime LSS

[chuchaitiu]

Between these moments of silence, you don't realize how often I just sit to admire how beautiful you are. Your voice, your smile, your eyes, your arms, your humor - what you are is nothing less than the bright sun, and I am in awe.

-How I dream I'll be when my soulmate meets me

[chuchaitiu]

There's not enough time to play it cool for we are all in a moving train. My love will know my obsession towards him, in his every move, and his every word. He will learn love anew as he will feel reborn in my arms when we touch, when we kiss. I will never let a day go by without him knowing that his smile brightens up the darkest corners of the universe and that his presence is a testament of my purpose to exist. I will love him so as soon as the strings of fate moves to finally let us meet. A love with no regrets. A love that is destined for a thousand lifetimes.

~Sleepless thoughts, Chelsea MT