a yumedanshi's diary ♡

20 🌱 he/any neos 🍄 [click to view my carrd!] 18↑ 🌿 self-ship / yumeship blog (^_^)/ ⚣ 🐾 pr*ship dni

[chuunibyouboy]

   . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ ↟ 𖠰.𓋼𓍊 🌱 𓍊𓋼𓍊.𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔

   welcome to my selfship blog!!

HELLO ! (^_^)/ 〜 one of the names i go by is niko! (he/any neos) ⚣ ∞ i am 20, seasian 🇻🇳, and a socially anxious borderline on the autism spectrum!! searching for adult moots and friends!!! :))

🌱⋆｡˚ [my carrd]: extra info, dni/byf, and my super long f/o list!

🌱⋆｡˚ [tag master list] ... a continuous work in progress !!

. . . just to be safe - please DNI if you're under 18 or anti-anti/uncritical of your interests or their creators. BYI - i intend to post: suggestive/adult-oriented content, exploration of grey/dark themes & mental health, stuff related to being an irl & fictionkin + canon/canon selfshipping.

. . . my intent is to make this my little self-indulgent corner of the internet but i hope that we can be friends ! 〜 ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

[chuunibyouboy]

addicted to making playlists about my selfships

[mrs-goemio]

Just a little Pride Month doodle of one of my newer selfships! XD It’s actually my first time drawing these two, so aaaa I hope I did them justice! I’m planning to draw a few more of my selfships for Pride Month later too, but for now here’s Jenson and Kencho! I think I’m gonna call their ship name JenKen because it sounds cute. 💕 They’re a little silly together and somehow still find time to hold hands in the middle of a zombie apocalypse. Honestly? Couple goals. :D

[mrs-goemio]

Kinarby anyone…? 👀💕

[chuunibyouboy]

is it gay to like when the manifestation of your mental illness is mean to you :(

[chattercap]

Here's the yandere LI of my upcoming psychological romance game! Geist is your ✨affectionate✨ gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss ghost who has followed you ever since childhood. He doesn't like other guys...or other people. But he ✨loves✨ you!

MINDMINDMIND is a supernatural, psychological romance game about a man who has stalked you ever since you were a child. You call him Geist. When you befriend a new boy at college, Geist will do anything to keep you in his grasp. I'm developing it for NanoRenO, and it will be released on March 31st!

[chuunibyouboy]

rambles incoming!!! redoing my pinned because ... hashtag new era!! ITS BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE I WAS ACTIVE EEK

i always get nervous to post because social anxiety + i have an issue with taking up space ;_; especially because i'm often too shy to interact with others so i dont think anybody knows who i am. so like who is this dude??? SO I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE PLS SOFTBLOCK TO UNFOLLOW IF U WANT BUT I WANNA SHARE WHAT MAKES ME HAPPYYY!!!!! I AM GOING TO TAKE UP SPACE!!!!! RAHHHH!!!!

AM I OVERTHINKING THINGS; ABSOLUTELY but WILL IT MAKE ME FEEL BETTER TO POST THIS ANYWAY: YES

also, i think i got a lot of followers purely cause i did an art g//veaway thing a while ago... i like drawing for others but please don't feel like you have to follow me just because i did!!

i think i also want to officially note (again, mostly for myself) that d.enji is no longer my main focus, i still love him AND c.sm as a whole. however, the way f.uji.moto handled a lot of part 2 & the whole end portion of the manga genuinely upsets me to the point where i've lost a lot of interest in it!

so currently, i unfortunately don't find comfort in my selfship with d.enji :( my focus tends to jump around these days anyway so i don't think it's a good idea to center my account over a single interest anyhow >_<

[chuunibyouboy]

hhhi............... im bac.k.... (againnn...)

[chuunibyouboy]

me and my qpp @beckyofthevalley with our daughter collei for her birthday !!

[mrs-goemio]

I’m actually SOBBING over how unbelievably cute this commission is!!! It’s my stinky baby sleeping on me and he looks so soft and peaceful and sweet!!! That little smile, that tiny blush, oh my gosh he looks like an actual angel. Shshshshh I wonder what he’s dreaming about. Probably something cozy and happy. My sleepy little stinker. I’ve been wanting cuddly art of us for so long and this captures it perfectly! This is exactly how we cuddle too. He’s always so warm and I get cold really easily when I sleep so holding him like this feels so right. I even cuddle my Sanji plushie the same way because it helps me feel safe and warm. I love him so much I could EXPLODE!!!

Art by @ghfyffh2 on Crepe I seriously adore their art! :’D💞

Taglist: ask to be added or removed!

@100shark @katsenbergs-soulmate @vergils-beloved @mr12xu @zoroscanonhusband @a-sasi-selfshipper @brutally-loving @mahitosoulmate @frankys-wife @brahms-and-lances-wife @flusteredladylover @starshakez @pigeonbksimp @multiversal-selfshipper @fictodreamer @chuunibyouboy @ams-puppy @literally-just-there @sweet-samnang @uravichu @jpeg-indulgence @strawhatwife @faerie-circle-ships @dabisblueflamebaby @avatarduck @starlos-soulmate @cowb0yluvrr @mitsurikisser @justfrankie3 @cellienmaycry @meandmyhusbandos @crescentpotion @askewhammer @dexbian @lawismyhusband

[too-many-eyesandwings]

To all polyamourous self shippers/yumes

this how I imagine you all sleeping together with your many lovely partners. Ie a love pile

[chuunibyouboy]

SHES. FINALLY HOMEEEEE

[chuunibyouboy]

ppl supporting my selfships makes me so happy 🥹🥹

[100shark]

BOO tomato tomato what's wrong with them???

Tag list

@somefunkyaxolotl @leenunzio @vergils-beloved @grimauxiliatrix624 @heartsfromcyber @zoroscanonhusband @willottie @lucciet @lyndexv @fandaniel @feppepurin @maspaz @fate-rarely-calls @bizarrescribblez @heartmatic @moxanji-real @cartoon-leafe @tyrianluda @dexbian

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[chuunibyouboy]

who remembers this (real) chainsaw man panel ☝️

[chuunibyouboy]

i miss denji so bad

[chuunibyouboy]

so. even though i should be studying for upcoming exams . lumiere reruns are calling my name and i'm being reminded of how deranged i feel about him. /affectionate

[chuunibyouboy]

LUMIERE!!!!!!!!!!!

IS HOME!!!!

But at what cost.