Hello! I saw you're taking request so can I request chuuya and dazai that are like on edge and are about to break down and their s/o comforts them, giving them words of affirmation and hugs and kisses then they start to cry both tears of joy and sadness?
Take your time and don't rush yourself, take care please and thank you š„°
BEING WITH HIM DURING A DIFFICULT TIME
character: Chuuya
genre: kinda angst to fluff
Chuuya was the kind of person who would pretend to be strong even when he is at his lowest, and you knew this too well. For the past few weeks, he had been rather tired and dull, and on being asked about it, he would not accept that he has been down lately. This hurt you a lot, for Chuuya was someone who was always there for you, and it only felt fair that you should be there for him when he needs it.
You were busy with some paperwork at the Mafia base one afternoon when you heard your subordinates talking among themselves about Chuuya leaving work early that day. It was a rather alarming news for you. Chuuya, who is dedicated to his work more than anything else, who finds comfort in it more than anyone else, left early for the day?
Immediately, you requested for the rest of the day off and headed to the place you two called home.
Chuuya didn't expect you to be back home early like him, and when he heard you call out his name from the main door at four in the evening while he was resting in bed, he was surprised. He didn't understand why you would be home hours before your shift ended.
"Chuu," you say as you enter the room to find him curled into a ball on the bed, facing the opposite wall.
"Please leave me alone," he said, and something about the way he said it told you that he didn't actually want you doing that.
You sit on the bed and place your hand gently on his shoulder. "I'll be here if you need anything, okay?"
"I thought I told you to leave."
"I know you need someone with you now, and I'm most definitely not going to leave you alone."
Chuuya made a sound of disapproval, but didn't shake your arm off himself.
An hour passed as you sat there with him on the bed.
"Chuu," you began, when you decided to ask him about it. "What is it that's troubling you?"
Chuuya shifted slightly from his position but didn't utter a word.
You slowly caress his hand, waiting patiently for a response.
"I'm...I'm tired of it all," he finally said. "Tired of doing the same thing every day, tired of trying to act like it's okay, tired of bottling things up like it doesn't affect me- I'm tired of it all."
"You need a break," you say slowly. "I understand how you feel, you badly need a break. How about I ask Mori-san about it, hmm? He'll agree for sure. I mean, you work so hard day and night, sacrificing everything dear to you, you certainly deserve a break."
"Of course I don't have to," you say, which shocks him internally. "I want to, I need to. Why? Because you mean so much to me. Because you were always there for me. Because I love you more than anything else."
You can feel him shake a little and hear him sniffle a little, which breaks you.
You pull him into a soft yet warm hug, and he buries his head into your shoulders, crying softly.
"Thanks, y/n," he says slowly. "I needed the hug and your words." He pulls you closer to himself, and you kiss his forehead. āShh, itās alright now.ā
a/n: I got way too late with this one :( sorry, also, I'll try getting the Dazai one done soon.
