Breathing in the scent of you’re elegant musk cologne Washed with the faint smell of sweat You’re all over my sheets I swear I’ve washed them thirteen times Drenching them in bleach to discard The color of your eyes that burns into my skin every time I lay my head on that god forsaken pillow As I try to curse away your presence With a loaded gun in my head But I can never pull the trigger Because you are all I’ve ever wanted And when I’m awake at midnight I try to from my body against you And I realize that the only time I see you is when thick fog covers the electric sky I feel an ache because that circle reminded me of you because you were my stars, my home and I was your moon I wanted a witch hunts Flames blazing, burning your skin into the shape of my lopsided smile A irrational apocalypse caused by broken hearts and shattered glass As a match strike sandpaper I felt a spark ignite behind my eyelids As they fluttered back and forth in sleep that only involve you barricading the longing to move onto someone who will love me like you never would But you chuckle under your breath and It confuses my breathing and heart rate quickens the closer you get And I fall in love all over again But I didn’t know I loved you When you said you loved me. And I never kissed you but I continuously think of the burn mark that would be branded below the lobe of my ear Because those hushed words you passed through my head became bricks that were made to collapse Just like our love was fated to die out just like the spark I dreamed of for the past year.
Fuck you and your empty words
