centipede

MDNI. preferred 20+ ◇ he/him ◇ i am freaky but at what cost

[cieliotrope]

Hi, this is a kink blog. Please read this post if you wish to interact, thank you 🖤 Ik it's long but bare with me...

Minors, Ageless, Maps/pedos, Zoos, Necros, Terfs, Chasers, etc. will be blocked.

Just a goth southern tguy with too many perversions for sane people and not enough for insane people. I am a lonesome freak awaiting my knight in shining black rubber armor.

You can call me Ceil 23 ▪︎ he/him ▪︎ sub autism + ocd + tourettes 3 years on t Pansexual, bisexual, idk, whatever you wanna call it. I like mascs a lot, but dominant fems are wonderful too.

Feel free to send an ask or message, I'm always down to talk and make friends, tho I don't check my notifs super often.

Flirting/nsft dms are welcome if you're 20+, just be respectful. If you think we might be compatible, I'm down to chat.

I post almost only kink/fet related content. Mostly rambles and fantasies, but I may occasionally post some kink art, poetry, and trans topic related stuff.

Stuff I'm Into: medical, military, petplay, forcemasc, praise, bondage/restraint, sensory deprivation, praise, power dynamics, cnc/dubcon, coercion, dumbification, intox, soft degradation, a bit of humiliation, did I mention praise already? Masks, especially gas masks, rubber/latex, gear and uniforms

Interested & exploring: exhibitionalisim, somno

NOT Into: feminization (of myself specifically), detrans, misgendering, excessively dirty and unsanitary stuff (contamination ocd bruh moment), excessive violence and gore, piss, scat, vomit, abdl

I want to add that I don't immediately judge anyone based on kinks, you can be into something I don't like and we can still interact as long as each other's boundaries are respected. I'm also open to discussing things not listed in either sections above, just be mature about it pls.

Thanks for reading <3

[cieliotrope]

I really just want to lay down with someone and try to find every single scar on each other's bodies and tell each other where they came from. I want us to be the only other person who knows how every mark came to be. I want someone to glance at my hand and remember that the white line on my thumb is from my cat when he was startled, and the one right next to it is from a plastic vhs cover. And I can look at their skin and know that scar was a stray dog, that one was a cigarette, that one a rusty nail....

[cieliotrope]

having a medical fetish stemming from past medical trauma is great and all until you get brand new medical trauma that just makes you start having panic attacks every time you jerk off

[cieliotrope]

oh to be the pool boy of a dubiously rich middle aged bisexual couple

[cieliotrope]

dom who pets my head while talking about me to their friends as if I'm not there... bc dogs don't understand what people talk about. They only know "sit", "roll over", "treat", and "good boy."

[cieliotrope]

Do not settle for someone who is not comfortable in their own queerness.

If they are not comfortable with their own queerness, they are not comfortable with yours.

I'm so sick of seeing my trans and queer friends get with someone who can't bring themselves to introduce them to their family or friends because they are ashamed. You should never settle for being someone's dirty secret or experiment. I don't care how hot they are, how much you want to make it work. You deserve better. If someone is scared to love you, leave. You deserve to be with someone who can love you and themself proudly. I know it's hard. I know you are lonely. I know how many of us truly feel that we will never find someone who meets our highest standards and so we lower them. But I promise there are people out there capable of loving you properly, and you will find them eventually. Patience is the hardest part about finding love, but it is absolutely crucial if you want something real and fulfilling. You should not have to teach someone how to love you. You deserve true unapologetic love and nothing less. Do. Not. Fucking. Settle.

[cogneartive]

can i please get more pictures like this. this how it feel

[cogneartive]

more examples

[cieliotrope]

Workout progress pics

Don't have an actual routine yet, mostly just daily pull ups and then chopping wood every other day. But still come a long way from the completely shriveled twig I once was lol. I'm happy so far, don't think I've ever felt this comfortable taking pictures of myself. Testosterone I love you. can't wait to get bigger and stupider :P

also btw the filter is a replica, non-toxic so dw.

[cieliotrope]

distorted and muffled moans through a gas mask is so unbelievably peak, it makes me wanna keep collecting even more just so i can hear the difference in each one

[cieliotrope]

Hold me down as you stick it in

[malpractices3]

[cieliotrope]

as the happy trail grows more prominent so too does my own happiness :3

[realjohnnytruant-deactivated202]

more trans man tops. more trans men being called daddy. more trans men gym rats. more phalloplasties. more diy hrt. more high protein diets. more body hair, more muscle mass, more boxy clothing. more dick pumping. more trans men in leather. more trans men being animalistic and sadistic and dirty and mean during sex. more het t4t porn.

[sin-an]

Just „taking a walk in the woods“ that ends with both of us moaning and gasping for air behind our gasmasks as we grind and push up against each other in a foxhole, smearing our camo with grime and dirt while we desperately hold onto each other, fighting to get our belts open in time.

Slapping our palms over the exhale valves of the others gasmask, fighting for the spot on top so desperately you could think our lives depend on it.

He won’t stand a chance, I’ll put that mutt in a headlock, push him down with my full bodyweight and fuck him so well he’ll forget how to speak.

[thunderstruck9]

Gottfried Helnwein (Austrian/Irish, 1948), Untitled (Hämischer Arzt und Patient) [Untitled (A Malicious Doctor with a Patient)], 1979. Watercolour on drawing cardboard, 45 x 35.2 cm

[cieliotrope]

The other day my friends were telling me they could tell my muscles were getting bigger, one told me to flex for them and they all hooted and hollered when I did. The kind of joy I felt being acknowledged in that way was something else, I couldn't stop smiling like an idiot. I WILL become the hunky himbo faggot boy I always wanted to be and nobody can stop me.

[cieliotrope]

I try hard not to be a nihilistic romantic but it is very very difficult in this age when you are someone who wants to have sex but not in a sex way but also yes at the same time and its extremely freaky but also the clothes stay on and also it's evil and scary but in a sweet loving way and it's so queer that you can't even comprehend what's happening anymore

like how am I i supposed to express that on a hinge profile