Is It Really So Strange?

31 | Michigan | queer af

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no one did it like she does.

[ciggystardirt]

Love the path she’s chosen

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Nobody could ever understand this level of obsession. Fuck I don’t even understand it. You’ve put my through unspeakable things and yet I still feel like a dog at your feet. Fuck a trauma bond, what the fuck it THIS. I’m the victim, you’re the abuser but here I am dreamin of a kiss from your first.

[anna--ahha]

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wish I was somewhere stuffing my face so I had a full belly and being festive and happy and cheery with a wonderful family and then I remembered I have the shittiest family around and I hate when people tell me I’m just a whiney brat. uh hello, I am laying in bed watching movies for the 4th time today. go fuck yourself

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all within a week I’ve been accused of things I didn’t do. I was raped, the girl I really like was so mad at me for thinking I messed around with her best friend. we over came that, we all got drunk had a good night her best friend told me she doesn’t wanna be mad at me bc she likes being around me, we had a good fucking night woke up with hickeys. she got all weird again, I snapped and wound up at the psychiatric hospital, she apparently said the feels weren’t there the day after I left of us drinking. my dad has relapsed on drugs. I’m just dying inside. I can’t handle life. I need somebody to hold me, but there’s no one to even provide good worlds to me

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Damn

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Met Jonny Craig the other night it was great, and met Kyle Lucas and he awkwardly shook my hand and held onto it for a long time 💅🏼💕

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Jonny Craig - Marvins Room. yes yes yes.

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Jonny Craig - Marvins Room. yesss my favorite 💕

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“I’d rather be with you in hell than without you in heaven.”

— Mahbod Seraji, Rooftops of Tehran (via thelovejournals)

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I’ve finally found myself in a spot in life that I don’t have any attachment to my ex’s. Tho I do sometimes think about my first love, probably the only ex there’s no bad blood with but last night while my partner was touching me I felt this connection that reminded me of the first time I had sex with my first love. It felt right and magical. Man do I love women

[nicollekidman]

i have so much beef with the concept of time 

[undisclosedgalpals]

Sugar and Spice

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Wish I knew who the fuck I was anymore. Maybe I never really knew who I am to begin with but this shit is getting old. I’m 26 and closer to dying, no sense of direction. Just existing.

[wallacepolsom]

Wallace Polsom, Ancient Evening (2019), paper collage, 17.3 x 26.2 cm.

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Update on my miserable life

I am in a happy loving relationship 🖤🥰

[serious]

[memehumor]

Another one of Trump’s tweets that didn’t age well