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rachel, 25, human.

[cindaay]

11:08 pm / love 2 see my friends doing what they love ♥️ (at The Plough and Stars) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsg_D4xFYFl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rhq8o6xkqwxy

[gfwayu]

i hate how reward systems never work for me like i can’t just say “if i finish this assignment i can have a cookie” bc my brain is like “…..or u could just have one right now” and i can’t argue with that logic

[truestoriesaboutme]

Self-imposed deadlines don’t work either because I know the guy who set them and he’s full of shit

[carrionbeast]

[beachdeath]

#maybe 50s jello food actually was a sublimated expression of female rage

[cindaay]

I won’t go into a terrible amount of detail, mostly because I don’t think I could even if I wanted to, but, tonight was a special kind of fucked up.

Nothing .........insane, happened, per se, but just, an escalation of events that led ultimately to me missing the thing I had been looking forward to for a month or two. Because of something that was completely out of my hands, but came down to being my responsibility. 

I am used to bearing the burden of everything but I feel like I’m about to snap.

Lots of feelings lately.

Nothing to really do with them.

[cindaay]

I had typed out a pretty long, pretty shitty attempt at putting my recent feelings into words but then I deleted it all because I have Expedition Unknown playing in the background and I have such a huge crush on him that I can’t focus on anything else. GOODNIGHT

[cindaay]

7:44 pm / slut for stripes (at Brighton) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnpSyHDF_Ao/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1w42fflkw5mhs

[cindaay]

10:12 am / everything looks it's best after it rains 🌧 #02135 (at Chestnut Hill Avenue) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnmRUOjFNWU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8sr3bld0nrap

[wackd-archive]

[hungryjokerr]

[tr0picalst0rm-deactivated201605]

What it’s like dealing with customers in retail

[methodical-coffee]

[horrorandhalloween]

[classichorrorshit]

[plasticblisss]

[swordoftheberserkgutsrage]

[truelovevip-deactivated20190324]

being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.

[cindaay]

2:39 am / 😀 Gin Grin 😀 📸 @jacquijade (at 02135) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm7Ws9UlGSJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fklg4ivnrvpe