Game ON!

Full disclosure... I'm not to entirely sure why I have this blog But I'm glad you're here.

[cindyella-blog]

When you put hella hard work into a character only to lose muse

find me @c.indererlla on aim or @cindyella on peach

[cindyella-blog]

Terrible Choices

"I can't believe you just did that."

"You're going to do WHAT?!"

"Let me count the ways that this is a bad idea..."

"Please tell me you're joking."

"You are going to have a LOT of explaining to do over this one."

"You can make all the excuses all you want, but you really fucked up this time."

"So... I did something that might have been a terrible idea..."

"Do you think we could just forget last night?"

"I'm not sure what happened, but I have a feeling I know who was behind it."

"You know that little voice inside your head that tells you not to do the thing? Listen to it next time."

"You're not a teenager anymore. Stop acting like it."

"What's the worst that could happen from all this?"

"Do not talk to me again."

"It really wasn't THAT bad a decision, was it?"

"Yeah. Okay. I screwed up. Now what do I do about it?"

"Don't try to pin this all on me. WE did this. You were involved."

"You don't have that little voice that tells you when something's a bad idea, do you?"

[text] What happened? Everything's a blur.

"Please, please tell me what I did wrong."

"That was just a giant clusterfuck, wasn't it?"

[cindyella-blog]

‘ you’re not just your mistakes & you deserve to be happy. ’

+ @jinvory

There was something about what the woman said that made Cindy wipe at her eyes trying to stop the tears that she knew would fall is she dwelled on what was said to long. “Thank you... that’s very sweet and kind of you to say,” she spoke honestly.

[cindyella-blog]

jxbberish:

                              ❝ i would buy you delicious food anyway. ❞ though the nudge isn’t strong enough to make him waver, he takes a step to the side and hides his budding laughter in the edge of the fur-lined hood attached to his jacket. ❝ what are you up for ? i’ve been craving rice cake soup ever since i got to seoul. ❞ his hometown is a primarily seafood-oriented district and, while he appreciates the dishes made with distinct breeds of saltwater fish, there comes a time where the remainder of his taste buds ache to be satisfied. ❝ but, out of the goodness of my heart, i’ll let you pick what we should eat. ❞

                             ❝ mask and gloves. ❞ he responds when his composure has been drawn in once more, turning his head to look in her direction. ❝ that’s the gist of it. i never huffed, but i never used a mask either, and you inhale chemicals whether you like it or not. ❞ the mention of his deteriorating health serves as a reminder to plan a consultation with a doctor – lack of insurance in america gives him no other chance except, well, now. ❝ aerosol can burn too, if you’re not careful, ❞ he extends his right hand out, allowing her to observe the scar that runs from the metacarpals to the very tip of his middle and index fingers. ❝ that’s why you need the gloves. ❞

                            aware of the temperature, he doesn’t mind when she moves closer to him in an attempt to gather warmth, and reaches to pull her in. he can’t let the kid freeze, and this lessens the chance of either catching a cold. ❝ you shouldn’t doubt yourself. doubt festers into lack of confidence, and that is what makes a piece look bad. ❞ in his experience, lack of experience had never mattered to the artists that showcase their work in public areas ; security in oneself is of the utmost importance. ❝ but if you make a mistake, or you don’t like what you make, i’ll show you how to change it into something nice, okay ? don’t worry too much about it. ❞

“You are the best,” She smiled brightly before laughing as he took a few steps to the side as she nudged him, “Rice cake soup sounds really yummy actually so let’s get that.” That was the first thing that Karina had taken her to get when they lived in San Diego and she actually really liked it,  “I don’t want your heart to like grow three sizes today, I mean it’s already growing pretty big since you’re going to teach me how to tag something.”  

“Masks and gloves... but really neither have I, I’ve just heard about it... and why don’t you use a mask you’ll wear one if I wear one won’t you,” she asked tilting her head to the side as she listened to him. “Aerosol burns... like the whole hairspray and stuff...,” she asked running a finger on the scar lightly and shaking her head. “I will definitely be wearing the safety gear that you recommend because my fingers are my job... can’t play video games with out fingers.”

Relaxing into his side when he pulled her closer trying to steal the body heat that he was offering her. “Okay okay no self doubt will fester and linger in my brain,” she teased softly, “I’m gonna do the best artwork that you’ve ever seen just you watch and wait! Thank you.. again... I honestly don’t know if I can ever thank you enough for doing this and like even being in Korea in the first place you’re making it so much better to be completely and utterly honest.” 

[fashion-and-film]

[spctlessminds]

‘  all i need is for you to stay by my side.  ’ ‘  all of the love songs remind me of you.  ’ ‘  all of the words in the world can’t show how much you mean to me.  ’ ‘  boy,  could i use your love  &  affection right now.  ’ ‘  concept:  we’re both awake at 4 a.m.  i call you to hear your sleepy voice.  ’ ‘  cute thing that you do:  the most stereotypical giggle  &  then hiding your face.  ’ ‘  don’t let this be temporary.  ’ ‘  don’t worry about me.  i just want to know you’re okay.  ’ ‘  every day i get to see your gorgeous face is a good day.  ’ ‘  everything about our relationship feels so natural  &  perfect.  ’ ‘  feelings change,  but mine about you won’t.  ’ ‘  hey,  guess what?  i love you.  ’ ‘  hold me tight  &  tell me you love me.  ’ ‘  i always daydream about living with you.  ’ ‘  i am so exhausted,  but i’d sleep so much better with your arms around me.  ’ ‘  i can’t help but imagine living with you years from now.  ’ ‘  i can’t keep setting fires to keep you warm.  ’ ‘  i could listen to you talk about the things you love forever.  ’ ‘  i don’t think i’ll ever stop wanting you.  ’ ‘  i don’t want those memories any more.  ’ ‘  i forget who  &  where i am when we kiss.  ’ ‘  i get that warm,  pleasant feeling in my chest when i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i hope with all my heart that you love me like i love you.  ’ ‘  i hope you feel the same way you make me feel.  ’ ‘  i just want to softly cuddle with you  &  count the freckles on your cheek  &  i want to run my fingers through your hair.  ’ ‘  i know it’s getting scary,  but you’ve just got your perfect self out of bed  &  do the best with what you’ve got.  i believe in you.  ’ ‘  i love looking into your squinted eyes while we laugh.  ’ ‘  i love when you give me little kisses on my hand  &  cheek  &  neck.  it makes me feel so loved.  ’ ‘  i never thought i’d deserve the love you give me.  ’ ‘  i think you’ve shown me what love really is.  ’ ‘  i want the only thing between our bodies to be our love.  ’ ‘  i want the only thing between our love to be our lips.  ’ ‘  i want to bury my face in the crook of your neck until we both fall asleep.  ’ ‘  i want to listen to the beautiful song of your voice for hours.  ’ ‘  i want to make you just as happy as you make me.  ’ ‘  i want to wake up to your smile.  ’ ‘  i want to wrap my arms around you at 3 a.m.  &  tell you i love you.  ’ ‘  i want you to be my yesterday,  my today,  &  my tomorrow.  ’ ‘  i want you.  ’ ‘  i will always love you.  even when you don’t think it’s a possibility,  i am going to love you.  ’ ‘  i would sleep so much better with you right next to me.  ’ ‘  if only you could see your angelic self from my perspective.  ’ ‘  if you frequently play with my hair,  i might just fall in love with you.  ’ ‘  it’s amazing feeling the warmth of your love.  ’ ‘  it’s okay to have a bad day every once in a while.  ’ ‘  it’s so much easier to fall asleep when you’re in bed next to me,  running your gentle fingers down my back while we softly smile at each other through the darkness.  ’ ‘  i’d wait a lifetime to be in your arms.  ’ ‘  i’m all yours.  always.  ’ ‘  i’m always going to support you.  without even a second thought,  i’ll be there when you need me.  i want what’s best for you.  ’ ‘  just knowing you’re there comforts me.  ’ ‘  just thinking about how you make me blush.  ’ ‘  keep in mind all the things that you have to look forward to,  babe.  ’ ‘  kiss me under the starry sky.  ’ ‘  let me know if you’re in love with me too.  ’ ‘  let today be the day that everything changes.  you are capable of so much.  ’ ‘  let’s go on a cute,  cliché date.  ’ ‘  let’s sleep together under the stars.  ’ ‘  make yourself  &  your own happiness you priority.  ’ ‘  make yourself happy before you worry about me.  ’ ‘  my kindness isn’t weakness.  ’ ‘  my new years resolution is for all our arguments to be settled because i know you’ll still have my love  ’ ‘  oh,  what a privilege it is to matter to you.  ’ ‘  our love could make flowers bloom int he dead of winter.  ’ ‘  pet names are my weakness.  ’ ‘  start setting boundaries.  enough is enough.  ’ ‘  thank you for caring like nobody else ever has.  ’ ‘  thank you for caring when nobody else has.  ’ ‘  the world is going to do something amazing for you.  ’ ‘  there are times to power through it  &  there are times to say no.  ’ ‘  when i look at the stars i can’t help but think of you.  ’ ‘  when you look at me,  the butterflies flutter.  ’ ‘  you are my happiness  &  you don’t even know it.  ’ ‘  you are my starlight.  ’ ‘  you are the one i’d do anything for.  ’ ‘  you are what puts my mind to rest when i can’t sleep.  ’ ‘  you don’t need anyone to rescue you.  you can do it all on your own,  babe.  i know you can.  ’ ‘  you feel like home.  ’ ‘  you have a smile that lights up my world.  ’ ‘  you have no idea how proud of you i am.  you’ve done so much for everyone.  thank you.  ’ ‘  you stole my heart,  but i’ll let you keep it.  ’ ‘  you’re made of stars  &  you’re my favorite constellation.  ’ ‘  you’re my favorite notification.  ’ ‘  you’re my home  &  i’m homesick.  ’ ‘  you’re not just your mistakes  &  you deserve to be happy.  ’ ‘  you’re so much more than good enough.  don’t ever doubt that.  ’ ‘  you’re soft  &  sweet  &  too good for me.  ’ ‘  you’re something special babe.  you can make a difference.  ’ ‘  you’re the happy part of my days.  ’ ‘  you’re the one i’m looking for.  ’ ‘  you’re the one thing i think about when i wake up every morning.  ’ ‘  you’re the reason why i want to get up every morning.  ’ ‘  you’re waking,  talking,  living,  loving poetry.  ’

[softangelprincess-deactivated20]

Creepily in depth "Get to know me!"

[silyeogs]

insane-lycute:

Colours: Red- What is your biggest kink? Orange- What are your turn ons? Yellow- What are your turn offs? Green- What is your sexiest trait? Blue- What traits in someone else do you think are sexy? Indigo- Have you ever had sex in a public area? Violet- What’s your favourite thing to do after sex? Grey- What is a bad experience you’ve had sexually? Black- What’s something sexual you regret doing? White- Do you like roleplaying? Pink- What are your favourite sex toys?

Months: January- What is your favourite thing to do on a rainy day? February- Ever been alone on Valentine’s Day? March- Ever found a 4-leaf clover? April- What is the worst prank you’ve ever had done on you? May- What’s your favourite flower? June- What is your first thing you do when summer starts? July- How patriotic are you? August- What was your worst sunburn? September- What was your worst beginning of a school year? October- What was a Halloween costume you’ve never done but always wanted to do? November- Who is your least favourite family member? December- Worst gift you’ve ever received?

Numbers: 1. Name one thing you miss. 2. Name two foods you love. 3. Name three things you can’t live without 4. Name four things you wish you didn’t have. 5. Name five of your favourite attributes. 6. Name six places you want to go to. 7. Name seven names you adore. 8. Name eight things that bring you comfort. 9. Name nine people you wish to meet or you wish to see again. 10. Name ten things you would do again.

Animals: Lion- Are you dominant? Lamb- Are you submissive? Kitten- Are you a Little? Wolf- Are you a Daddy/Mommy? Bird- Are you into bondage? Monkey- Are you into spanking? Kangaroo- Do you like to ride? Dog- Are you into doggy style? Horse- Are you into strap-ons (giving or receiving)? Rooster- Are you into three(+)somes?

Seasons: Winter- What are your favourite pjs? Spring- Do thunderstorms soothe or scare you? Summer- How bad do you sunburn? Fall- Does crunching of leaves calm you?

Weather: Rainy- Are you a squirter? Thunderstorm- Do you moan loudly? Sunny- Are you comfortable with complete nudity? Snowing- Do you use ice cubes during sex?

Foods: Oyster- How high is your sex drive? Steak- How easily wet do you get? Eggs- Do you like morning sex? Burger- Are you a top or a bottom? Orange- How sweet do you taste? Pineapple- Do you swallow? Popsicle- How much do you love giving head? Taco- Have you ever done it with a girl? Sushi- Have you ever eaten out?

[cindyella-blog]

“ There must be something you fear .. ... Personally I can't stand spiders! Just the sight of one -- horrible ..! ”

+ @nanakomtsu

“I guess I would fear… people? I feel like that’s a horrible answer to give someone because it’s so… rude but I fear people more than anything else in the entire world,” she answered with a shake of her head picking up her cup of coffee. Somehow she and the girl across from her had sat at the same table and decided to get to know one another with asking odd questions.“Hmmm what do you think is the worst thing that could happen to you?”

[cindyella-blog]

"Hey, Pizza Monster."

“Yes it is I,” Cindy said with a small laugh.“I am the pizza monster what can I do for you?”

[chgknim]

to @cindyella​ from x

Being late was one thing, but getting yelled at for it when it wasn’t even his fault, blame it on traffic - was another thing. He couldn’t check not even a line of the script because of all the calls his manager was getting during the ride so he supposed there would be no end to the director’s nagging for the whole afternoon. however, regardless of the scene they had to react two times, everything went well - much to actually the whole set’s surprise. cut. one word three letters changkyun’s been dying to hear and a loud relieved sigh leaves past his dry lips as he bows towards the staff, before heading to the screens. 

he’s so focused on monitoring his performance that he doesn’t  even notice his partner beside him, eyes widening instantly as he straightens himself up the moment he hears her voice again.  “ah sorryㅡ Cindy, nice to meet you.” givings her a small bow, he then recovers his previous position, half leaned towards the screen. “I’m I.M, from Monsta X.” he ends his introduction with a smile. “have we met before ? or are you like.. new in the industry ?”

[cindyella-blog]

Watching her self she cringed slightly at the over acting and the just completely cringe worthy facial expressions that she had to make for the commercial. She wasn't even supposed to be one of the girls was supposed to be in this type of situations or even an actress. But for some reason that she got chosen to be the female protagonist. Maybe it was because she played the earlier dating simulation app that the company let out and that she had a rather small following and she would make the company more famous and game get more into the public eye. After introducing herself to the male she stood there for a second trying to think of who he was.

The few seconds that she took to think made the light bulb go off in her head. That was who he was. “Oh that’s where I’ve seen you before.. and no no I’m nothing like that, I was just the gamer chosen to help promote this I suppose, since I have been playing it for a little while before and you must be one of the base models,” she said answering his question with a bright smile.“ How did you get roped into being a base model for one of the characters if you don’t mind me asking?”

[museinspo]

[cindyella-blog]

I don’t know if people are still interested in our threads but I will be doing the replies and the starters that I owe... please don’t feel obligated to reply.

[smarginatura]

[cindyella-blog]

Muse fc chaning to Xuan Yi.. other notes to come

[callsyoumine]

here’s a list of some plots that i really really want. i’ve credited the original posts where i’ve gotten most of these from!

age gap aus: (cr.)

You live in my building and are so attractive let me always offer to carry your things up the stairs since the elevator is broken in hopes you’ll invite me in.

I’m a new Intern and my boss’s spouse is super foxy.

You’re an 800 year old vampire and I just turned 18.

I’m in desperate need for some cash so I became a Sugarbaby.

You’re my parent’s boss and I accepted your advances because I didn’t want them to get fired but you actually were just interested in me and you’re sorta cool.

We met online, hooked up and it turns out you’re my best friend’s aunt/uncle.

secretly dating/fucking aus: (cr.)

I’m your boss’s child.

You’re a really close friend of my sibling/parent/cousin/roommate but we also really hit it off?

We’re coworkers and usually that wouldn’t be a problem but I’m your boss, so stop looking at me like that.

You’re my RA and you signed a contract saying you wouldn’t hook up with your residents but can we overlook that for just tonight? and next week? and for the rest of the semester, maybe?

We hooked up after the office party even though there’s a strict no dating rule and honestly? we shouldn’t keep doing this but it was really fun.

soulmate aus: (cr.) / (cr.)

All of your dreams are your soulmate’s most significant memories from that given day.

Your soulmate’s hair color is the color of your eyes. the color of your eyes also changes to match the color of their hair if they dye it.

You wake up on your 18th birthday with the first words your soulmate will say to you tattooed on your body so you’ll know them when you meet them.

apartment aus: (cr.) / (cr.) / (cr.)

Your apartment is next to/above mine and I can hear you and your partner dancing and singing and the bed moving and you two laughing and talking in hussed tones and it won’t let me sleep so I bitch about it to you 24/7 and one day it stops and one day turns to one week and then months and I haven’t seen you smile in forever please let me in, I’ve been knocking for ten minutes.

I walked in on your ex yelling at you so you grabbed me and kissed me  so she’d go away and I’m kind of freaked out I literally just met you last week.

I accidentally took your laundry but just so you know you have awesome taste in underwear.

The walls are really thin and i can hear everything you’re saying could you please shut the fuck up new neighbor.

One person keeps showing up at the others place because they claim there’s always pokemon lurking there but really they just have a massive crush and wants to see them all the time.

famous aus: (cr.) / (cr.) / (cr.)

Plot where muse a is famous as fuck and creates a fake fan account on twitter/tumblr to feel kinda closer to fans and it’s all good and no one really knows it’s him and he’s getting to know what fans want from him but then enters muse b, who’s so completely in love with muse a and his music. The two begin to talk and they become friends and soon they’re texting constantly and she tells him everything and fangirls about her idol to him and they’ve both caught feelings really badly. So one day muse b gets a little scared that she’s being catfished so she asks muse a to video call her. Out of fear of losing her, he agrees and, surprise bitch, it’s her fucking idol.

We’re bandmates and we’re both straight as fuck but we’re currently on tour and it’s been a busy six months with hardly any time to go out and meet people, wanna hook up? It’s better than nothing, right? — But oh shit we’ve been at it for two months and the sex doesn’t really feel meaningless anymore and I have no idea what to do because aren’t we supposed to be straight?

I’m a radio host who indirectly mentions you and flirts with you on my show but you’re so goddamn clueless, please just notice me I’m so desperate for you it’s kind of sad.

[boxofrpmemes]

Give my muse a nickname!

Make it cute, embarrassing, or annoying- anything goes!

[originalinsuit]

The Number Game

Send me a number from 1-500 and I’ll tell you how I feel about you in a post without anyone knowing your identity.