call me Bubble/Gumball/Any batshit insane combination/variation of both. Get Silly. she/they pronouns.
i make art! sometimes in krita, sometimes in mspaint.
brain is currently filled with fools gold and rainworld, sometimes homestuck.
well uh. i do make art but i decided to make an artblog just because. proper update to my pinned post coming in 50 years
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my art blog: @bubblegumballart
my artfight: https://artfight.net/~CircularBubblegum
my fools gold madoka magica au that spawned out of nowhere
#puella magi pyrite magica
"...time [is] flowing and even folding back on itself, an overlapping series of cycles, periods of dormancy intersecting with growth."
Expand the time frame you use to gauge productivity and success -> don't be afraid to cycle back to old projects or let a passion go when it's not giving you what you want/need
Slow down. Stillness helps neurodivergent minds process the huge quantities of data we take in.
So twitter is going to the shitter even more so I'm gonna upload some older posts, making this the first one as a gijinka thread. original caption: "Know what, fuck you un-bones your brothers"
the continuation
People liked papyrus a lot...sans failed at staying awake
Alphys and Sans over the Doctor Megalo lense
wig snatched cause a lot of people kept saying he should be bald
unrelated but people found it funny how I went about designing the two
and, of course, the absolute insanity that was sans' shirt
I wanted to get a grip on what messy black hair actually looks like. It's till a work in progress(mostly kicking habits), but it was still good to learn more bout the topic
logging onto tumblr like heyyy i'm thinking about the same character i've spent the past few weeks thinking about. no change here. just wanted to let yall know
is there nothing more pure and beautiful in this world than a freak with a really obvious obsession for a rarepair that's so strong you can tell they would captain that boat even if they were the only person on it
a lot of phm fandom sadism tends to be focused on grace and, like, i get it, he's got a lot in common with one of those stress toys with the eyes that pop out of its skull in a way that's kind of cute and kind of viciously satisfying when you squeeze it, but the amount of times i see rocky being overlooked or even being the one to lead the efforts to violate his hard-won and precarious safety - with the best of intentions, but at the end of the day, well, he's an alien with alien cultural norms and values that might affect his judgement [pause while i roll my eyes] - it does honestly make me wonder if we watched the same movie. especially the scene where rocky tears down the only thing protecting him from dying in prolonged and hideous agony with his bare hands to save grace from suffocating in adrian's gravity. yeah, he has unimaginably horrific (try to conceive of being alone, truly isolated in the most literal sense of the word, for 46 years. you can't.) abandonment trauma and outwardly lacks much sympathy for grace's boundaries (which are themselves the product of a lifetime of experiences more nuanced and not necessarily beneficial to him or anyone else than uncomplicatedly right), but he values grace; values his life and everything that entails - his comfort and safety and happiness, his desires and needs and opinions - while he values himself very little by comparison. so many of his efforts to connect with grace cost him just as much, if not more, of his comfort and safety, but he does it anyway because he loves him beyond rationality and because he would rather die than be alone again, and that isn't hyperbole. rocky would delay his return home by years if it meant that grace could make it back alive, even if he'll never be able to see it. rocky would do anything in his power to fix a problem, including die trying. grace understands that rocky isn't responsible for the deaths of 23 people, we as the audience understand because grace explains it to us, and any reasonable person would also understand if the same facts were presented to them, but rocky doesn't have that kind of faith in himself. rocky will make sure that if it has to be even one more, it won't be grace, or adrian, or any other eridian or human he could have saved if he was only good enough to fix it. because if he can't, then what's the point of him having survived, just to be left alone again when everyone else is gone?
"ohhhhh grace doesn't love himself enough to let himself say no" he literally says no. quite firmly. it's actually pretty significant to the plot of the entire story that he says no. you're thinking of one Rocky Thee Eridian.
