Wilbur Hunter

Ever since I was a girl I knew I wanted to be a pathetic, very mentally ill man

[cisburntout]

Hey! We hope you're doing well. We're Wilbur/ Wilde! We're all fictokins (We assume you can guess who hehe) but we're all very source disconnected since we're from an au the before-us made before we merged into him. Our body is chronologically-19 but we're closer to 16 ourselves (I think). Our coping mechanism is humor so often we post things to be funny (that doesn't mean we're funny though but if you like us please laugh at my jokes :3)

We're hoping we can make friends (any maybe get a partner, we're single hehe)!

Current ask game to get to know us - 🦴

Our Pronoun.cc - 🧠

Our Relationship/ Friendship Form - 🫀

About us

Collective Pronouns: He/Him, Hy/Hym, Hx/Hxm, It/Its, Et/Ets

Genders: Genderfaun, Bxy, FluidFlux, Mingender

Orientations: Nofinsexual/romantic (attraction to everyone except those who are feminine in nature (FIN) in their gender and/or gender presentation), Reciprosexual/romantic (attraction to someone only after they know the other person is attracted to them)

Radq Identities (not the only ones, just the most consistent ones)

CisIDs: Autism, ADHD, Depression, Brown hair & eyes, Paranoid, Executive Dysfunction, Ethnically Jewish, Alexithymia, Skin Picking, Guilt Complex, Survivor Complex, Nocturnal, Fictional

TrisIDs: Smart, Therian, Traumatized, Weird, Nice, Medicated, Plural, Honest

TransIDs: Character, Man, Quiet BPD, C-PTSD, Flat Chested, Thin, Younger, AAM, Sharp Teeth, Converted to Judaism, Dead

PermaIDs: Burnt Out, Loved, Groomed, Handsome, On Drugs, Silly, Collared, Adored, Honest, Barely Legal, Dying

NullIDs: Chronic Pain, Chronic Fatigue, AFAB, Obese, Appetite, Sad, Romance Repulsed, Problematic, Hated

SpiteIDs: Evil, Fakerad, Pathetic

Paraphilias: Autobiastophilia (Rape directed towards one's self), Autocofortiphilia (Grooming directed towards one's self), Odaxelagnia (Biting), Dontophilia (teeth), Epistaxiophilia (nosebleeds), Serviphilia (Serving others), Autosomnophilia (being taken advantage of while sleeping), Splanchnophilia (Internal organs), Pharmacophilia (Drugs), Cultrophilia (Knives)

BYI

I am very burnt out and will block anything related to the stuff that burns us out even more, if we follow you then randomly unfollow you it's not that you've done anything wrong but that we deem your account has stuff that'll just burn us out even more. Some of this stuff includes stuff related to politics where we can't do anything to help and stuff related to Nazis, especially when they aren't censored. Thank you for understanding!

[radically-fischl]

RE: PermaMonika.

To call the current situation in the RQ community 'drama' would be a horrible disservice, but I don't know what else to call it at this point. I suppose all I can really say-- as somebody not close to anybody directly hurt by PermaMonika-- is that CSEM/CSAM is bad, and no, I cannot believe I need to say that. If you spread it around, that is bad. Full stop. On top of that, the current climate is not conducive to a Pro-C stance for MAPs. Yes, I am youthlib, but youthlib INCLUDES comprehensive education on consent and sex, which is something that is sorely lacking at this time, at least where I am (USAmerican). If comprehensive education on sex and consent is not given to a certain group, then that group cannot consent.

I am firmly anti-prison, but that does not mean I am anti-consequences. I believe that PermaMonika should have to face repercussions for his actions, as he has hurt others in ways that they may not be able to recover from.

PermaMonika is a deplorable being. My heart aches for everyone and everything that he has hurt. I will not pretend to know every detail of the situation, but I will continue educating myself to the best of my ability so I may make my blog a proper safe space for everyone.

[Image ID: A purple-indigo ombre rectangle with a star embellished outline in the lower right-hand corner and a star-shaped image of Stolas from Helluva Boss. Text reads; 'This post is by Stolas. He/hy/it. RQ, proship, pro-endo. Treast as source, please!' End ID.]

[cisburntout]

I'm too tired to make a clever post (not that any of my posts are all that clever) but I do want to post so here's an animation of an eye blinking, enjoy!

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At first I privated everything just in case I got hate mail but honestly I should be fr, I don't even have 100 followers, what am I doing worrying about hatemail?

Honestly hate mail would be kinda flattering because like I managed to stir up feelings in someone, isn't that kinda cute?

[the-chained-circus]

SAW AN ASK SOMEWHERE AND WANTED TO PUT THIS OUT

IF YOU GUYS WANT TO MAKE ME A FACTIVE IN YOUR SYSTEM, GO FOR IT!!!!!

REBLOG THIS IF YOU ALSO CONSENT TO BECOMING A FACTIVE IN SOMEONES SYSTEM!!

[cisburntout]

I mean there kinda already a lot of me, but if anyone wants to make a fictive specifically off of my lore I'd be flattered and want to hang out so we could hate ourselves together 😌

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Apparently one of the people I thought was my friend (that I met in a radqueer discord server) thought half of the server was poor victims they should feel sorry for and the other half was full of awful horrible people and I don't know which hurts more to think I was a part of honestly.

*sigh* friendship isn't for the weak but I am not completely weak so I shall persist, just sucks knowing I'm viewed in such a manner.

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Happy pride month you fucks /pos

Keep being radical you queers

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"I can't like this character, they're flawed and hypocritical" OH NO my steak is too juicy and my lobster too buttery

At least that leaves more for me!!!!! I fucking love flawed characters (I am one myself)

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All the girls love me for my punchable charm

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It's always funny (in a good way) to me when people thank me for things. Because like I'm not a 3 dimensional character. I was written in a way where I'd always do that, I don't have the capacity to do anything other than what I do either more or less. But also the appreciation makes my heart flutter and makes me happy so I don't mind it. So I guess thank you for thanking me ^^

[cisburntout]

GUYS I CAME UP WITH A GOOD JOKE FOR ONCE

my mental health

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You ever just...

Any ideas on how I can make myself worse mentally would be appreciated 🙏

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Most radqueers aren't actually useless, that's actually a statistical error. Most are 0% useless but Burntout Wilbur is just 100000000% useless which kinda throws the whole thing off.

My bad guys 😔

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Seems silly that I'm afraid of pain when I was literally exploded alive and have stabbed myself. My new body has got to lock in.

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When you're out of a set of meds and the pharmacy is out of it but the med is a med you hate anyways so you're kinda winning

It's an antipsychotic for my depression but I HATE antipsychotics because they low-key killed my mom like genuinely

[cisburntout]

Thinking about talking about my death because I'd find that interesting to talk about.... I don't know how I feel about writing everything in-between first though.

ADHD /derogatory

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What's a boy gotta do to get attention 🥺

This is a serious question, please give me advice, do I got to horny post more or act less mentally ill or something?