dear theo

idk what im doing 75% of the time and i'm blue

[citysuggestion]

making a new blog bc the wrong people have access to this one. send me a message if you want the url, love u.

[skygrl]

[citysuggestion]

i dont know where to go. i want more

[citysuggestion]

its conditional, hollow, incomplete. 

[haleyincarnate]

I want to be in love but I don’t think I deserve it.

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go to write it down, and either you over dramatize it, or underplay it, exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones. At any rate, you never write it quite the way you want to.” - Sylvia Plath

[olearypoetry]

“You ripped me open piece by piece taking always taking.”

— O. Leary

[erogape-deactivated20250604]

“All change is not growth, as all movement is not forward.”

— Ellen Glasgow

[erogape-deactivated20250604]

“I want to be the rough clothes you can’t sleep in.”

— Ada Limón, from The Noisiness of Sleep

[citysuggestion]

i hate phone calls and i miss you all the time

[standardlovers]

you know what hits me about the "on purpose on purpose im going to love you on purpose" "i'll take care of you, it's rotten work, not to me not if it's you" "im going to love you without a single string attached" "i don't know where to put it all the love i have for her, i'll take it" "i walked in love with you with both eyes open choosing to take every step"?

they all have the same desire, they all desire for someone to Want it, for love to not be an accident or something that happens without recognising it, they all have the overtones desire of wanting someone to deem you worthy of love, to see you and meet you and know you and Want to love you, to make that choice and stick by it because loving you or being loved by you is something so deeply worth it and fulfilling and moving and powerful that they Want it, in their soul they crave to love and be loved

they're such varieties of the basic desire to be wanted

they say these things and they mean "love me because i am lovable" not "love me because you find me desirable/you have realised you already do/you want something from me" etc

it's "love me because i am me and you are aware of that" and it's something you can just scream to someone when you can't find another way to say "i am choosing to love you because loving you is something i want to experience no matter the outcome"

love them . On purpose, on Purpose and by choice and intentionally you will Love Them

[citysuggestion]

and no one cared, no one noticed

[citysuggestion]

im out of words to say

[citysuggestion]

fuggin sad tonite hm!

[longestnight]

thin isn’t beautiful and there isn’t too much of you. the world lied. there isn’t enough of you.

[citysuggestion]

overwhelmed with feeling

[citysuggestion]

nothing i say holds weight with you