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God and Containers

God made

one: sky two: sea three: land

he made things to fill the containers

sky: birds, bugs, and such sea: fish, reefs and such land: animals and trees and such

and he saved the best for last.

he made a container called man. in this container he filled it with His breath.

man was the container in which He lived in.

this was no longer when man ate from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. by death: God meant that he and man will be separated. there will no longer be Him in us. like sky without birds, bugs, and such, like sea without fish, reefs, and such, and land without animals, trees, and such. death.

but Jesus came and tore the veil.

and now we are the containers of the Holy Spirit, our Helper.

happy monday.

puppy

me: umma. i want a dog sooo baddddd. umma: get one.

me: REALLY?! umma: it's your money.

whoa...

dear parents,

i understand that i look too young to be a teacher. i understand that i don't know how to discipline your child in the way that YOU would want me to. i understand that my stoic face and dry humor is not what you want your child to be greeted with when he/she walks through my door at 7:45am.

BUT I AM HUMAN AND I HAVE FEELINGS AND YES, I AM YOUNG.

IF YOU CAN DO ME THE DECENCY TO CHILL OUT WHEN YOU SPEAK TO ME DURING BACK TO SCHOOL NIGHT... i would simply be grateful to be communicated to as if i were human.

i get it. but seriously, i am someone's daughter too.

as much as i might be a first year teacher... I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING MORE THAN WHAT YOU THINK I KNOW.

give me the chance.

life at mid-20

everyone is getting engaged.

okay, obviously not everyone. but a lot of people are getting engaged.

i, unfortunately, am a fail flirter. i dont know how to bat my eyelashes. i dont know how to linger gaze. i dont know how to graze. i dont know how to fake laugh (sorry guys). i dont even know how to continue this list because i just dont know.

but what i think i DO know, is how to love Jesus.

so that's all im going to focus on. because it's all i know. i may not be great at it, but the steps are there for me to follow.

i know how to read the Bible and i know how to get on my knees to pray.

ain't nobody got time to learn all those other tricks.

i can only hope that this is the way.

teacher life

spending my prep-time looking up cute puppies on craigslist.

tots for tooting

when a student sitting "criss cross apple sauce" just leans over, one buttcheek in the air, and just let's one out like a boss... like BOSS.

saw this happening in slow motion, but figured it'll be a small toot since he's a small tot in 1st grade... but it was like an old man fart.

i couldn't hold it in. literally burst out laughing, bent forward, hands on my knees, dying.

and then it didn't stop throughout my next two classes.

what a cutie. now he's going to be all scared to fart in public.

On a Roll, Honor Roll

Stay on the Honor Roll of Honoring God.

in everything, Honor Him.

immersing

the hardest lesson in life: humility.

how to learn true humility: stay close to the feet of the King's throne. you realize how nothing you are and how everything He is.

my age

when people ask me if i'm some age under 25, i get so giddy.

im getting old.

diamond in the rough

when i find out some students go to church...

they just suddenly become my soft spots.

exhaustion

after shouting, faking mad, faking annoyance when students are being funny... faking sternness, faking interest

thinking about going to the gym is hard work in itself after being in a classroom of 20 for 8 hours.

the heartless teacher life

when i send out a video to the parents of their students' improvement and works of the week... and i just get a video per reply of their child performing somewhere someplace.

i reply, "impressive! i am so excited to work with _______ this year. such great things ahead!"

copy paste copy paste.

with episodes of keeping up with the kardashians playing...

first day of semi-class

had my first day of summer camp class.

love students want to kill all students love students.

it's a scary emotion to go back and forth from with all of them in one room for three hours.

need more brainstorming options. tried to stay after school to sit and write out some ideas... to get kicked out by the janitor. hahahha.

getting sent home for doing extra work.

unconditional

God loves us unconditionally

our parents are the physical form that love us unconditionally here

yet our greatest struggle is knowing that we are loved. it sets us up in weird paths, runs in circles and sinkholes of feelings.

how weird is that.

that girl

i've realized this past relationship, i unravel and think too much.

it's not time yet.

stolenwine

Loving her will not always be easy. She will weave herself into bad poetry some nights to keep you from seeing her without her skin. One day, you will see her without her skin. She will pull on the edges of herself until she has come completely unraveled on the kitchen floor. She does not need help picking herself back up, but the company is nice every once in a while. One day, she will show you what it means to be made of something so easily pulled apart. Some nights, she will need herself more than she needs you. There are stars in her eyes that burn like hell if you bury yourself against them for too long, do not let this stop you from seeing them. She will not always be easy to convince, she will wake up each morning wrapped around the worry that your heart stopped beating for her over night. She will love you with everything she has ever had. Do not take her away from herself.

on loving firecracker women, Emma Bleker (via yesdarlingido)

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