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the arcana is the means by which all is revealed.

(you are the only one who can kill me)

hi. hiiiiii

#i've been hiding from all my socials and ignoring my dms for months which circle of hell am i going to end up in when i die 😍#so much going on !!! so little going on !!!#it's not even depression atp i've just fallen into a cycle of laziness and unwillingness to take responsibility #which i then blame on my (imaginary) depression and my (imaginary) issues #YAYYYYYYYYYYY #first t shot on friday the 16th though !!!!! i have no sense of self-preservation anymore :)#sorry for venting i bet no one's reading this though LMAO this blog is long dead <3 and that's okay <3 #nikti.txt

logged onto tumblr.com to scroll through the forcemasc tag for half an hour and promptly log off for another unknown span of time again #thisismylifenowapparently ?????

#the longer i stay closeted the weirder i get #one day i'm gonna hit peak weirdness and maybe actually do something abt it #not today though i need a place to live !!!!#also hey i wrote more abt this in the replies #nikti.txt

hnfnnf. djjsnsk

#I'LL COME BACK EVENTUALLY I PROMISE #KINDA ROTTING WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY PREPPING FOR UNIVERSITY #WHICH IS SO SCARY BTW HOW DID I GET THIS FAR #GAHAHHAAHSHSHDHHHHDHDHDHD #nikti.txt

lil note for myself: password for old vent blog is 270888

#god i was reading through it and !! it is so gross and stupid !!!!!#i admire the brazen attitude and i respect getting your emotions organized !!!!!!! but let's stay away from the noncon next time !!!!!!!!!!#some stuff on there is super funny though hashtag trans rights #thinking abt it my instagram spam was just a replacement for the blog huh #.....how long is it gonna take me until i stop using my spam as well #nikti.txt

just changed my mobile theme from lisa to yusuke cause i was looking through my old blog one day n was like "damn this is a banger gif set" so here we are.. also changed the bio a lil cause my carrd is down :]

#no one gaf but Here We Are !!!!!!!!!!!!!#Suffering Constantly !!!!!!!!!!#at least i'm graduating this year heehoo thinking abt which uni i'll pick and prom and graduation and work so much to think abttttt #nikti.txt

yeah the suffering never ends

#“wow i love life i'm doing great!!!!!!” i was then eviscerated into 20 million pieces (depression <3)#yeahhhhhhhhh #i should get back into using tumblr. eventually #nikti.txt

unhappy 2/2 to the ship that has been consistently haunting me for nearly 6 years now god i hate them (love them <3)

#shuake will always exist in my mind no matter how faint of a presence it has #p5 #nikti.txt

got gifts from friends and i feel comfortable with my life despite not knowing where to go... life gets better :'3

#nikti.txt #i'm so hopeful and dopey rn watch me come back and regret posting this in two months

i'd give anything you'd ask of me no matter how much it'd hurt but you don't even ask

#When Does The Suffering End #nikti.txt

i want a friend i want someone to wait for as they finish eating or go to the washroom i want someone to commiserate and laugh with in equal measure i want someone to casually hang out with like in the movies it's all i've wanted my entire life

#nikti.txt #i log onto tumblr to be sad reblog a few things and log off

ventowol

🦋

#p3

franklyshane

the torture does not end.

#p5

iria04

"A new game has started"

#p5 #thinking of ng+ akira rn </3

nebulotics

my piece for @/oneconclusion on twt :=)

#p5

squeakitties

being an online weirdo is fucking awesome because you get to befriend other online weirdos. just now saw a sexual motorcycle post and i was like "hey i'll send this to my buddy, The Motorcycle Fucker" and sure enough it was a smash hit

cator99

scratchygoddess

#yes. yes it is.#don't believe me? lemme have a bite and you'll be convinced real quick

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