所以我求求你
别让我离开你
3:23am hits
Heart weary mind uneasy
Days long past
Maybe one day it’ll last
But maybe not now. Not ever.
Sit still and watch the days go by
YOU ARE THE REASON
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所以我求求你
别让我离开你
3:23am hits
Heart weary mind uneasy
Days long past
Maybe one day it’ll last
But maybe not now. Not ever.
Sit still and watch the days go by
I hate how afraid I am to live my life.
And maybe
Esther Perel is just a gem
Listening to her podcast made me realize a lot of my emotional shortcomings and how I’m so out of tune with my feelings
Humans are emotional complex beings who need reciprocal feelings of any kind
Vulnerability does not equate with weakness and i should really take that to heart
Hay
Az patrick starr put it, “Life opens up when you do.”
So here’s to trying to grow more in this department 🤷🏻♀️
“I’m caught between trying to live my life, and trying to run from it.”
— Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being A Wallflower
Everything is temporary.
3 days of hard work, patience, and praying to the Lord for it not to smudge!!!
“And one morning she got out of bed without pressing snooze on her alarm clock six times. She started to breathe. She began to see the world with more beauty than she could possibly imagine. Of all the heartache, of all the goodbyes, and of all the sadness that once swallowed her, she no longer stayed with them. Something changed, and she felt an aura that left her falling deeply with everything. No, she was not in love with a special someone nor was she in love with something as temporary as a new piece of clothing. She was in love with living and that was so important, for now, she can see the magic in her life just by breathing.”
— August 22nd, 2015 by Ming D. Liu (via mingdliu)
Wow.
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Any Internal Med podcasts you recommend or have heard good things about? Something relatively beginner-level? :)
I really like Sawbones for medical history and the silly side of medicine (I actually gave a shout-out to Sawbones during my morning report last year haha), Curbsiders is great; it’s run by IM attendings and they chat with a specialist every week, which is cool. The BS (Best Science) Medicine Podcast is nice too. JAMA has its own podcast, which gives a weekly update on a topic in IM from their journal that they feel internists should know, and it keeps me from feeling guilty when I can’t read. I used to listen avidly to Questioning Medicine but it’s been less fun since the second host left.
If anyone has any other recs, let me and @timesasymptom know!
Hi, I know you know me because I think ako lang naman yung laging pumupunta sa blog mo for no apparent reason. Pwede mo bang ikwento yung something mo with Mr. Management Engeering? Curious lang ako kasi hindi ko alam yung buong story. :) Since it's your blog din naman, ikwento mo na lahaaaaaaaat :>
Wahaha sobrang late reply! Alam kong inisip kong magreply dito dati kaso shy pa me?! ALSO ALAM KONG HINDI MO NA TO MABABASA!! Chz but 5 years has passed na rin so why not coconut 🥥 also wala na akong magawa right now hahahahaha :((
-BACKGROUND OF THE STORY-So basically crush ko siya starting grade 1? Not sure till when…. grade 3 yata. Kasi super talino niya and lagi nagtotop sa class. Ganda pa ng handwriting! As in wala akong masabi. At. All. If I remember correctly, marami pang ibang may gusto sa kanya. Imagine?! Grade 1?!???? (Hahaha laban pa more, @self)
-FAST FORWARD TO HIGH SCHOOL SECOND YEAR-May crush siya sa friend ko and vice versa! So parang nagkkwento kami all the time about sa respective crushes namiiin. Hanggang third year ata when I realized na halaaa! What is this I’m feeling?? FEELS???? Iz it happening?! Haha char but yeah umabot sa point na inacknowledge ko na I was starting to like him na! That time alam ko wala siyang gusto sakin e. But like medyo tinulungan ako ng friends ko with subtle clues papunta ata sa kanya so yeahh eventually nag-aminan kami through phone call sa fourth year HS
-GOOD TIMES-Welp kilig moments were bound to happen naman fo sho, right? Yung first na natandaan ko is nasa school canteen kami tapos may handaan. He made an effort to give me a plate of food (pancit malabon ata e) tas super natouch ako! Haha 😂 Then grad ball!! Awww naalala ko na we danced to the tune of Flightless Bird (so yeah, Twilight insanity era ito) then we were awarded “Best something of the night” haha I honestly cannot remember! Next na ata yung nag Beijing summer tour ako for one month. Didn’t expect him to do anything, really. Siguro message lang ganun. Tapos yun pala the day before I left, nag-iwan siya ng package na I can open once nasa Beijing na ako! So parang notebook siya na may letter per day na nasa ibang bansa ako. Huhuhu. Ang precious no?!? Unearthed it recently, and funny lang kasi most of the references na binanggit niya doon, almost di ko na tanda. Amazing how time can make some dear memories fade away. Since walang internet sa dorm, I had to run/ walk to a hall mga 10 mins away! So every night I did that para makausap siya/ chat. Oh! We also had our own FB “group” hahahaha tas share lang ng posts only two of us can see. For my 18th birthday, he gave me a caricature of myself in a doctor’s attire + bowl of jar with positive messages / quotes (I still have this beside my bed)
-ENDING- So hayun! Oks naman 18th birthday, super natouch ako sa ginawa niya!!! But that was also the time when I realized na hindi ko/ namin masusustain yung relationship when hindi kami nagkikita? Puro text/chat/usap phone ganun lang (but in retrospect, ang babaw ng reason ko: If I did want to make it work, I should’ve understood where he was coming from. Since naghahabol siya ng grades lagi cos ME, me also trying to shift out from Dentistry… so kaya naman magcompromise) BUT the stubborn + pessimistic + cynical me chose to gave up. So yun. I told him my reason over the phone anddddd that was it.
-HOW WE ARE RIGHT NOW-So from 2012 to July 2, 2018, walang communication walang anything!!!! Haha but he. Greeted. Me. On. Mah. Birthday. This. Year!!!! So yup nagkamustahan and all. We good we good :) also apologized for something *secret na lang to* which I should have done years prior pa. Happy to know he’s doing okay and how everything has turned out. :)
DAMN DIS VACATION making me question a lot of things about myself. Huuhaaaaayz
Nights like these with the weather changing and the leaves preparing for their fall, I wish you were my blanket instead.
It’s not rational to still miss you but I still think about you often, maybe too often.
Autumn makes it feel as if there’s something missing and I can’t quite put my finger on what it is. Maybe it’s a person or a thing. Or maybe it’s just a simple feeling one craves again.
Maybe it’s nothingness
“And when you choose a life partner, you’re choosing a lot of things, including your parenting partner and someone who will deeply influence your children, your eating companion for about 20,000 meals, your travel companion for about 100 vacations, your primary leisure time and retirement friend, your career therapist, and someone whose day you’ll hear about 18,000 times.”
— Tim Urban, Wait But Why - How to Pick Your Life Partner (via finegoodsfinefolk)
Book Culture / New York
The Town Where Only I Am Missing ‘僕だけがいない街‘ (2017)
I don’t know if you’ll ever read this. I know you’re probably too busy, and I have no idea if you still open your tumblr acct, but here I am. I was one of your askfm admirers. One of many, because a lot of people really like you. I’m the cheesiest and corniest one there. The one with the poem and the greenwich cheesy pizza. Haha Just dropping by to say HI! How are you? I hope you’re doing well, and that you always know there’s someone out there who thinks you’re amazing: Me.
Hello! :) awww.. Would love to meet you! I’m certain that you’re a very sweet guy. Honestly, I’ve been better, hehe. Trying *still* to love myself haha But, thank you so much. You’re appreciated ^_^ I hope everything is well on your end :)