Hi, I know you know me because I think ako lang naman yung laging pumupunta sa blog mo for no apparent reason. Pwede mo bang ikwento yung something mo with Mr. Management Engeering? Curious lang ako kasi hindi ko alam yung buong story. :) Since it's your blog din naman, ikwento mo na lahaaaaaaaat :>
Wahaha sobrang late reply! Alam kong inisip kong magreply dito dati kaso shy pa me?! ALSO ALAM KONG HINDI MO NA TO MABABASA!! Chz but 5 years has passed na rin so why not coconut 🥥 also wala na akong magawa right now hahahahaha :((
-BACKGROUND OF THE STORY-So basically crush ko siya starting grade 1? Not sure till when…. grade 3 yata. Kasi super talino niya and lagi nagtotop sa class. Ganda pa ng handwriting! As in wala akong masabi. At. All. If I remember correctly, marami pang ibang may gusto sa kanya. Imagine?! Grade 1?!???? (Hahaha laban pa more, @self)
-FAST FORWARD TO HIGH SCHOOL SECOND YEAR-May crush siya sa friend ko and vice versa! So parang nagkkwento kami all the time about sa respective crushes namiiin. Hanggang third year ata when I realized na halaaa! What is this I’m feeling?? FEELS???? Iz it happening?! Haha char but yeah umabot sa point na inacknowledge ko na I was starting to like him na! That time alam ko wala siyang gusto sakin e. But like medyo tinulungan ako ng friends ko with subtle clues papunta ata sa kanya so yeahh eventually nag-aminan kami through phone call sa fourth year HS
-GOOD TIMES-Welp kilig moments were bound to happen naman fo sho, right? Yung first na natandaan ko is nasa school canteen kami tapos may handaan. He made an effort to give me a plate of food (pancit malabon ata e) tas super natouch ako! Haha 😂 Then grad ball!! Awww naalala ko na we danced to the tune of Flightless Bird (so yeah, Twilight insanity era ito) then we were awarded “Best something of the night” haha I honestly cannot remember! Next na ata yung nag Beijing summer tour ako for one month. Didn’t expect him to do anything, really. Siguro message lang ganun. Tapos yun pala the day before I left, nag-iwan siya ng package na I can open once nasa Beijing na ako! So parang notebook siya na may letter per day na nasa ibang bansa ako. Huhuhu. Ang precious no?!? Unearthed it recently, and funny lang kasi most of the references na binanggit niya doon, almost di ko na tanda. Amazing how time can make some dear memories fade away. Since walang internet sa dorm, I had to run/ walk to a hall mga 10 mins away! So every night I did that para makausap siya/ chat. Oh! We also had our own FB “group” hahahaha tas share lang ng posts only two of us can see. For my 18th birthday, he gave me a caricature of myself in a doctor’s attire + bowl of jar with positive messages / quotes (I still have this beside my bed)
-ENDING- So hayun! Oks naman 18th birthday, super natouch ako sa ginawa niya!!! But that was also the time when I realized na hindi ko/ namin masusustain yung relationship when hindi kami nagkikita? Puro text/chat/usap phone ganun lang (but in retrospect, ang babaw ng reason ko: If I did want to make it work, I should’ve understood where he was coming from. Since naghahabol siya ng grades lagi cos ME, me also trying to shift out from Dentistry… so kaya naman magcompromise) BUT the stubborn + pessimistic + cynical me chose to gave up. So yun. I told him my reason over the phone anddddd that was it.
-HOW WE ARE RIGHT NOW-So from 2012 to July 2, 2018, walang communication walang anything!!!! Haha but he. Greeted. Me. On. Mah. Birthday. This. Year!!!! So yup nagkamustahan and all. We good we good :) also apologized for something *secret na lang to* which I should have done years prior pa. Happy to know he’s doing okay and how everything has turned out. :)
DAMN DIS VACATION making me question a lot of things about myself. Huuhaaaaayz
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