i really took my time with these haha
1. What would the happiest and best version of yourself look like?
all connected to the earth, aligned, happy, feeling free and having people around me that i love. feeling secure and settled within myself
2. What message/advice would you give to your past self?
to be more aware when going into a relationship not to lose myself, to still be in touch with my feelings and my own sense of self. but on the other hand, i think it was necessary for me to have experienced that or else i wouldn’t be so strong in that today, i wouldn't have learned my lesson so i guess everything works out the way it does.
3. What is your happy place and why?
going to bed at night with my cat awaiting me.
alternatively, the company of my best friend @incompletedolphin because she just makes me feel so happy
4. Have you ever been in a toxic relationship? How did you get out of it? Any advice?
i’ve experienced toxic friendships like i guess most people when they're growing up. it was hard for me to bring up the nerve and self respect to walk away from that but in the end, like i said, everything shapes you to be the person that you are now so i wouldn’t change anything about the way that happened for me.
5. If money didn't matter (if you earned enough money from it) what job would you want to have and why?
musician, singer but i guess everybody knows that that’s the path i’m already taking so other than that:
be a free painter, artist, expressing my mind and feelings in art
6. Do you have your happiest memory? If you don't mind sharing please tell us about it.
one that immediately pops in my head is when me and my friend group at the time were sitting in the hallway of our school and i had just finished recording and producing my first song that i had worked on foreverrrr and i showed it to them and we all cried
7. Do you have your saddest memory? If you don't mind sharing please tell us about it.
i think when i was nine and my rabbit died that i loved unconditionally and my grandma came over to cheer me up (that was shortly after my cat had died too first). i played a song on the piano for my rabbit, sobbing, and my grandma sobbed too and hugged me tight. i just remember feeling so incredibly sad like i had just lost a family member. i missed him so much for such a long time.
8. What is the movie/book/tv show that made you think a lot or made you change something about yourself?
bojack horseman is the best, deepest, most thought-provoking tv show that i know
9. If you ever were to write a book what would it be about?
i guess art and the way i see the world. the way in which i experience life. and how to me every notion, every cell, every breath, every moment and emotion is art and something to be cherished. and also how easily we get lost in our heads.
10. Do you have a strange habit?
watching films half and never finishing them
11. Have you ever met a person that drastically changed your life?
yes i have, meeting my best friend in 5th grade has forever changed my life, meeting my boyfriend has drastically, suddenly changed my life.
12. How would you describe yourself in 5 words ?
messy head in cloud mind
13. What is your idea of a perfect day?
spending it with someone (maybe even a person i don't know so well) just us two, not in a group, spending all day outside, making tea, having unforced deep talks, doing things i don't usually do! go swimming, make a fire maybe, play basketball things like that
14. Do you have any embarrassing stories from your life?
i have so many embarrassing videos of me at 12 years old it’s not cool
15. What is the strangest thing you've done or seen ?
honestly, frankfurter hauptbahnhof.
16. What is your gender identity? Do you think you do a lot of stereotypical things that are assigned to your gender?
i think there are crazy high expectations to fit as a female, mostly to please men or to be seen as “sociaty-ly pretty”
17. If you could bring one character from a book to life, who would it be and why?
i hardly ever read so this question is hard for me to answer but i’m sure i’d have a lot to learn from the boy in “the alchemist” which so far is my favourite book i’ve read
18. Do you have a person in your life that makes you feel special or a person that you feel like you're soulmates with?
i do. there’s a couple people that make me feel really special. but my favourite person on this earth is my best friend lilén and i believe friends can be soulmates, maybe even more than lovers.
19. What has been the hardest thing you had to deal with? Do you have any advice on how to deal with a similar situation?
heartbreak.
i have no advice because i’m still figuring it out. but what i’ve learned so far is the importance of letting yourself hurt, really allowing yourself to feel everything that there is because that’s the only way for things to really get better.
20. What are you currently waiting for?
summer. and my first tattoo that i’m getting tomorrow.
