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Fuck, this turned out so much more angsty then I intended it to, oh well I like it. And omg I miss One Direction a lot, but it’s fine I guess there’s always fanfic. Also I’m going to the 5sos concert on the 9th and it’s the first time I’m gonna see them as the headline act, any advice? Or am I just gonna die. Either way I’m not ready. Also I didn't follow the prompt exactly but I think you’ll like it!
See you later with the schedule.
Prompt: can you do a one shot where the boys get trapped in an elevator and niall is feeling claustrophobic but the boys don’t take him seriously and are messing with him, making him feel worse and they don’t realize what they’ve done until niall has a panic attack and they immediately feel bad and are over protective of him for the rest of the day?
When One Direction first started, Niall had a lot of anxiety regarding things that involved places with limited amount of space. Which was a bitch especially in the beginning of their careers. Firstly, when they were on the X Factor. The five boys shared one tiny room with 2 bunk beds cramped into it, the five of them could barely stand because of how small it was. And the smallness of it spurred Niall into many panic attacks.
Long story short Niall was claustrophobic. Very claustrophobic. It got worse when they started to tour because of them having to live on the tour bus, and his panic attacks continued until he adapted to the amount of space they were usually given. Unless it was a situation they normally weren’t in. Like getting mobbed, getting locked in a bathroom stall (DO NOT ASK HIM), or most recently Zayn leaving the band.
Zayn leaving hit all of the boys hard and what made it worse was that for the majority of the time the boys were ignoring each other. As time went on Niall’s anxiety grew and continued to grow for weeks and he ignored it or at least tried to. He had a few panic attacks, but when he tried to tell the boys they just ignored him, so he just started to avoid telling them anything. Until just before they were supposed to go to an interview that they ended up canceling.
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The three boys filed into the tiny elevator and Niall reluctantly followed. He had a problem with small spaces and this elevator was so small the none of their security guards could fit in the space with them. Normally he would ask to take the stairs and his friend would follow, but last time he did Liam yelled at him and Niall didn’t like Liam yelling at him, it was scary.
The lights flickered in the elevator and causing the three other boys to look up from their phone. The made a screeching noise and came to a sudden halt, and as they waited for the doors to open the lights went out. They were stuck. Niall inhaled sharply, this had happened to him before when he was little. It was the reason why he developed claustrophobia in first place he got stuck in an elevator.
“Are you kidding me” Harry said turning the flashlight of his phone on shining it on the panel to find the call button. As Liam and Louis had a small conversation to themselves Niall shook.
“Are we stuck” Niall whispered, he was afraid if he were any louder his voice would take up the space around them.
Liam made eye contact with Liam who nodded, “Yeah we are, we’ll probably be here for awhile.”
It was true the boys would probably be their for a couple of hours and Lia and Louis just wanted to entertain themselves and messing with their best friend was their favorite form of entertainment. Plus messing with Niall made them smile, since he was always okay with it. But after the past weeks Niall wasn’t okay with it and they didn’t realize it.
“Yeah mate,” Liam added, “Andy got stuck in a lift once and they didn’t get him out until the next day”
Catching on with what the other were doing Harry added “They’re probably not even gonna realize we’re here for hours”
Niall whimpered as the boys laughed. He wouldn’t last a day in there, he could barely last a minute. He let his back hit the wall of the elevator as he slide down. Deep breath, Niall curled in on himself he thought the smaller he got the more space there would be in the elevator. It was tiny and it seemed to be shrinking.
Shrinking, the elevator was getting smaller. Niall tried to keep his tears at bay, tears would take up space. Instead he was hyperventilating in through his nose out through his mouth. He kept the pattern for a minute of two but eventually his breathing became erratic. He was aware that he had not fresh air and that he was sharing his air with three other people.
He looked up and around at the shrinking space and at his friends who seemed to be getting bigger as the seconds went on. They were all on their phone again, ignoring each other’s existence.
Niall let the first tear fall, he cried. His field of vision obscured by the tears, making him hyperventilate more. He needed help.
Niall gasped trying to work up the courage to talk, to let his words take up space.
Liam, who was standing the closest to Niall heard the soft call of his name. As he looked to where it came from his eyes widened, “Holy shit”
Even though his loud expression caught the other two’s attention hit them both on the arm.
“Niall what’s wrong?” Louis asked kneeling down next to Niall.
Niall brought his index finger to his lips.
“Niall you need to tell us whats going on otherwise we can’t help you” Liam added in a soft whisper, he thought that Niall may have a migraine since he was flinching at noise.
“Is it a migraine?” Louis asked, Niall shook his head, “Are you sick” He shook his head again more rabidly his breathing was getting faster.
Harry was deep in thought. “Stuck” he asked even quieter than Louis did. Niall nodded so hard Harry thought his was was gonna come off. “Babe we’re not stuck here it’s temporary, I bet they’re already trying to get us out.”
Niall looked at all three boys until he had the courage to speak “y-you said th-that we we were gonna be h-here for h-hours”
“Aw babe” Liam tried to put his hand on Niall’ shoulder but he flinched away, “We were just trying to get some smiles into us all”
“Yeah it was a joke” Louis said pushing Liam so he fell out of kneeling position and onto the ground. “See for the giggles”
Niall smiled slightly at their antics but frowned again, “It was a mean joke,” Niall paused then added, “Pushing over Liam was mean too”
“Exactly Ni, we’ve all been mean to each other lately” Harry went to put his arm over Niall’s shoulder, but stopped, “Can I?” when Niall nodded he set his arm over the blond boy and continued.
“You guys have just been so mean to me,” Niall wiped another tear away this time though his tears weren’t from fear, they were from hurt. “It’s like you want me to leave too”
“Niall look at me,” Louis grabbed his hands “We do not want you to leave. If you leave this band will fall to pieces and we can’t have that.”
“You’re our glue bud” Liam added, “You keep us together, always have”
“Yeah, you always help us stick together” Harry joked.
Niall laughed loudly and the terrible pun his friend had made, but looked back down at his hands. “I miss him”
“So do we,” Louis said sitting on Niall’s other side and resting his head on his shoulder so do we.
empty arena version [use earphones] +
Too much stress can cause sickness
Liam’s point of view @i_love_Lirry : Why is Niall even in One Direction, he can’t sing /wehateNiall @IHATENIAM : I think Liam deserves someone better than a lazy fat Niall As I carried on scrolling through the hashtag wehateNiall and to be honest it would crush him. “Louis can you come and help me a minute” I shouted knowing if I shouted anyone else, Niall would follow but because of the incident that happened between Louis and Niall he stopped following Louis. “Yeah mate” Louis replied as he came up stairs to me “Can you get Niall’s phone for me” I asked “I guess that will be really easy” Louis explained meaning they still haven’t made up “Are you guys ever going to make up” I questioned getting fed up with it all “I don’t know to be honest, it’s up to him now” Louis explained before he disappeared downstairs. ‘I wonder where Niall is’ I thought to myself “Boo” Niall screamed as he came running upstairs. “What monkey,” I responded as I grabbed his hand. “I’m tired and Louis keeps trying to grab hold of me”Niall told me as I nodded “Pass me your phone and I’ll look after it also go take a nap,” I told him before he passed me his phone then went to our room, as soon as he went into our room and shut the door, I went downstairs where Louis, Zayn and Harry was sat in the kitchen. “Heya guys, what you talking about” I asked as I put the kettle on “Did you know Niall has a meeting with management later on at 5pm” Zayn told me as I shook my head. “No but how did you lot know” I questioned very confused “Niall had a phone call of them” Harry replied “I’ve just seen him and he didn’t say anything” I told them “That’s because he was going to tell you later” Liam replied “I wish he told me” I replied as I looked at the clock which read 2:30 pm “Did you guys know Niall’s been getting a lot of hate” I asked “WHAT” Zayn shouted as he lifted his phone up “SHHH, Niall’s gone to have a nap” “Does he know about it” Louis asked “I don’t know if he has or not but I have his phone now” I told them as they nodded. (What we didn’t realise was Niall did know about the hate) “Let’s hope he doesn’t find out also you noticed Niall’s begin to get ill because Tuesday he had a sore throat,Yesterday he felt weak, and today he’s been both of them as well as tired and achy” Harry pointed out “He normally gets like that when stressed” I replied meaning he gets ill when stressed “I wonder if he knows then” Louis thought as he looked at me “I’ll ask him later” I told them before doing my own thing Niall’s point of view I sat on the stairs listening to the lads talking about the hate i’m getting “i’ll ask him later” I heard Liam say before I decided to get ready and secretly go so they won’t know i’ve gone. skip to after the meeting “I should just leave the band” I thought to myself as I drove slowly up a hill but what happened next made me black out One minute I was just about to reach the top and then the next minute their was a car coming straight at me then everything went BLACK
Always here for you son pt 1
On wattpad (Claricepayne-One direction sick fics book 2) Daisy: 1 Niall: 16 Liam: 24 Louis: 25 Harry: 23 Niall's friends Adam: 18 Maci (Niall's girlfriend): 16 Tyler: 17 xx Liam's point of view "Dad" Niall shouted as I came downstairs with Daisy in my arms "Don't shout Ni and what do you want" I told him as I walked into the kitchen where Niall and his friends plus his gf "Can I go out for a bit" Niall asked "Where to" I questioned "Just to Adam's house" Niall told me as Adam nodded "Fine but i want you back by 5pm" I told him as he nodded "Thanks dad, see you later" Niall replied as they all stood up and left "What shall we do Daisy doo" I asked Daisy as she stared at me, just before Louis and Harry came into the kitchen "Hey Hun, where is Nialler" Louis asked "He went out with Adam and that lot, why" I replied "Well that little rebel hasn't cleaned his room" Harry chirped in "Okay, I'll text him and tell him to come home in an hour" I told them as they nodded "Oh also we're going food shopping and wanted to know if Daisy wanted to go" Louis asked "Sure but no junk food" I warned them giving Louis Daisy "Okay, see you later" Louis replied before leaving with Daisy and Harry while I grabbed my phone and went onto Niall's number before texting him Heya little rebel, your de and papa want you home in an hour cause your room needs cleaning, love you And within seconds I had a reply Fine dad, I'll get Adam to just drive us to get something to eat, then I'll come home so we'll only be half hour, love you more. Xx 'He's such a good lad when he's with them lot' I thought to myself as I looked at the clock, which read 11:30 'What to do now' I thought to myself before deciding to go and watch toy story Skip to when Louis and Harry get home "Hey hun, we're home" Louis shouted just as toy story ended "Heya love, I'm in the living room" I replied "Is Nialler home" Harry asked causing me to look at clock, which read 12:30 "No, he did say he'll be half hour so he's late" I told them "Right that boys ass is mine, when he gets in" Louis threatened as he was angry that Niall lied to us "Try calling him" I told Harry which he nodded at and went into the kitchen while Louis placed Daisy on top of me "No answer, it's just gone straight to answer phone" Harry told us which made Louis even more angry "Right that's it" Louis said, picking up his car keys as the phone rang so I answered it Hello Hi, is this me Payne Yes who's asking The hospital, you see Niall has been in a car crash and is in a critical condition Is he okay I'm afraid we can't tell you over the phone Right we'll be right there With that I put the phone down and grabbed Daisy "Boys hospital now, Niall's been in a car crash" I told them as we all ran out the door
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Hold on// Niall
Xx 1131 words Xx Heya guys hope your all okay, just a little note before you read this please do not read if you struggle with a mental illness as there is strong context in here about suicide and a bit of self harm so please don't read and also reach out for help or just to talk I'm always here for everyone Xx Niall's point of view I can't do this anymore, I can't pretend to be happy, smile or even laugh because I'm not fucking happy and haven't been for a while now, I love the lads, my friends, my family and my fans but I can't carry on. I'm in this black hole and I can't get out no matter how hard I tried I just can't . Luckily the lads and I are on break so they don't know how I am truly same with my family I looked at my phone as it started singing bringing Liam's name up so I pressed the accept button L: Heya buddy, how ya doing N: heya Li, I'm doing fine (I'm fine upside down means help me), how are you L: I'm in London so do you wanna meet me and the others later for a drink 'Do I go and say goodbye or stay at home and just send a text' I thought to myself N: yeah sure mate, what time L: 8:30 and don't be late N: Okay mate, see you then, goodbye With that I hung up 'Do I really wanna say goodbye and then they save me because they got suspicious at how I was with them or shall I just end it all now' I questioned myself over and over again until of course my phone began singing again, meaning someone wanted me and that someone was Greg G: Heya lil bro, how's it going N: Good big bro, what about you G: it's going amazing lil bro but um mum isn't doing good Ni N: what do you mean Greg G: I mean um Ni, mum well she passed away early hours this morning due to pneumonia 'Mum's dead' I thought to myself N: No your fucking lying Greg, I spoke to mum yesterday morning G: I'm not bro, I wish it wasn't true too N: I gotta go because I have a meeting but um I'll get one of the lads to call you until I can speak, love you bye I replied before hanging up and texting Liam to call Greg and keep him happy because our mum had just died and I needed to go to an interview (which was a lie, I just need to let go now) As soon as I sent that text I wrote everyone close to me a letter before going onto my twitter and scheduled a tweet to go out at 5pm ( Two hours from now) saying rip mom don't worry I'm coming with you right now, see you later world Once I was done with everything I grabbed the bottle of pills out of my medicine cabinet and swallowed all of them (I think there was at least 30 pills in there) 'Time to finally let go' I thought to myself as the pills did there magic and then I was finally met with darkness.... Liam's point of view I had just finished speaking with Harry when I received a text off Niall saying that his mom was dead and that he wanted me to speak to Greg until he finished his interview So I rang Greg L: Heya bud, Ni text me saying you lost your mum, I'm so sorry G: it's not your fault don't be sorry L: Do you need us to fly with Niall over to Ireland G: Yes please and also instead of speaking to me like he told you too, can you check on him and also can you see if he does really have an interview because I feel like he's lying to me L: Of course Greg, I'll get the lads to find out if he has an interview while I go to his flat and see if he's there G: Thank you, I'll call you later to see how he's coping see ya later After Greg said that he hung up Heya Lou, Haz and Zee Can you check and see if Niall has an interview today with Paul and then all come over to his house thanks lads Once I pressed send, I ran out of my hotel and grabbed a taxi to Niall's house Skip to when Liam is at Niall's house "Ni, are you in" I gently knocked on the door but I had no answer so I pushed the handle down to see if the door was locked but it wasn't so I opened it and went looking around Niall's house and that's when I found him, lying on the cold, tiled floor with a empty medicine bottle in one hand and then letters in the other "No ni don't do this to us" I shouted as I grabbed my phone and called 999 P: Hello, ambulance service how may we help L: My friends swallowed a bottle of pills and is unconscious P: Okay, does he have a pulse As she said that I placed my fingers on his neck where a felt a pulse but not a very strong one L: Yeah but it's not very strong P: Okay, can you tell us where you are L: 13 sunset valley P: Alright the ambulance won't be long at all but can you stay on the line until it comes L: Yeah P: Can you check his arms and legs make sure there is no blood lost any where L: Yeah I replied before taking off his long sleeved top which showed scars all over is arms L: There's scars on his arms but no blood P: Alright thank you hunnie, are the paramedics there Just as I was about to reply I heard the sirens right outside L: Yeah they are, thank you so much P: Don't need to thank me love, the paramedics will take good care of him After that the lady hung up and the paramedics came rushing into us Skip to when the doctor comes out (the lads are all there now and Greg knows what's happening) "Niall Horan" The doctor called as we stood up "So good news is Niall is okay, we was able to get his stomach pumped but we are keeping him in for a while and were transferring him to a counsellor to see" the doctor told us as we nodded "Can we see him" I asked "Yeah follow me" The doctor replied before taking us into Niall's room where he was lying with an iv in is arm and an oxygen mask on his face but he was awake "Heya Ni" I gently spoke and that's when he just burst into tears apologising like I don't know what "Calm down Ni, we're here and will get you through it" Zayn replied as he hugged him until Niall finally fell asleep on Zayn "He's going to be fine" I smiled sadly as I watched Niall sleep peacefully