On the Edge

Does anyone still check here?

Because Hunter and I miss this place…..

#rawr

Does anyone still check here?

Because Hunter and I miss this place.....

#out of clarington;

[Text] I took your advice, by the way.

Text: …Refresh my memory on which advice?

Text: No, but you also didn’t need a kick in the shin when you were already feeling down. Regardless, in glad you’re doing better. Text: Oh really?? Hot. I would never laugh at you. I’ve been telling Sam he should model forever. Both of you are too incredibly good looking /not/ to be admired by millions. Text: The better question is, are you okay with it? Is it something you’ll enjoy?

#ooc #{ sorry to put this on my dash!! pls forgive }#sebastiansdestined

Text: Thank you, I really appreciate that. Text: He really should. Maybe I should sick the agent I have on him. You know they're persistent with who they know will sell well. Perhaps we could even do a dual shoot. Text: Honestly...I didn't think Iw ould be happy with it. I never found getting ahead with my looks to be an enjoyable thing, or something I strove for. But I do put a lot of work into my body. And Sebastian and I need the money. And...there's more to it than standing in front of a camera and looking pretty, if you can believe that. Aside from that, it's given me time to consider pursuing other things. Things that I never let myself consider pursuing before. I don't know. Maybe this little confidence booster is the push I needed to go after what I wouldn't before.

#soulmateanderson

gleerpconfessions

I just want to give thanks to Kath, the Sebastian (sebastiansdestined) to my Hunter over at gleedestined-rp. She has been an amazing, and very in-character Sebastian, as well as the perfect fit for my Hunter. Never have I had a better ship partner who works so well with me, who makes plotting and interacting effortless IC and OOC, and who is as committed to the ship and pursuing our chemistry and building stories as I am. I will never forget this ship, or how fulfilling it has been to be your ship partner! Thank you!

[Text] I took your advice, by the way.

Text: …Refresh my memory on which advice?

Text: It was still probably a tad too aggressive. But I’m glad it helped. And I’m definitely glad you’re both doing better. Text: Sam and I are good. Where did you manage to find work, if you don’t mind my asking?

Text: Don't be so hard on yourself. You were a friend to me, when I needed one to set me straight. Sebastian...didn't deserve any less than for me to be set straight. Text: I'm glad to hear it. Actually- don't laugh, please. I snaked a contact to Sebastian's modeling agent. I was referred. To someone who shoots underwear.

#ph #ph:ba #ba

[Text] I took your advice, by the way.

Text: …Refresh my memory on which advice?

Text: I…was probably more aggressive than need be then. I’m sorry for that. Text: Are you two doing better now? I hope things have improved.

Text: No. I think it was exactly what I needed to hear and I think you were the only one who was ever going to say it to me. Text: We are. We both have job prospects. Though, we're also indebted to the help of our friends. How are you and Sam?

#ph #ph:ba #ba

[Text] I took your advice, by the way.

Text: …Refresh my memory on which advice?

Text: To apologize to Sebastian... Text: As well as to grow up, in some paraphrase of your words.

#ph #ph:ba #ba

Huntbastian f2f // What goes down

Then in a way I’m glad this happened. It’s given you the push you need to pursue something you probably felt was…too basic for you. But honestly, you are going to slay as a model. I can’t wait to tell people my partner is a pin up. It means I’ve traded up somehow and I never had to change guys. We do need the money. And it looks like we’re going to get it.

Here’s a secret for you Babe. I love watching you after your work outs. Your body is so fucking toned, like a sculpture or something you might see in a really hot dream.

…are you serious? I’d love to see you on stage! You did it for me when I went for it. Now it’s your turn. …this is a whole new side to you Hunter. And I’m just as in love with it.

…. is there any chance I could get a private show out of you?

#//nsfw in the link #f2f #f2f:ss #ss #boyfriend #what goes down

Oh? Traded up, hm? Has it always been a fantasy of yours to have a model for a boyfriend? Because, it wasn’t mine until I had you.

Is that why I always catch you staring when I’m shirtless and headed for the shower? You know you could always join me, if you want. For the workout or the shower. Yours isn’t bad, you know. You didn’t end up in a catalogue for nothing.

By the way. I tried on some of your underwear. Here’s a shot I took, just for you.

I never thought I’d have the time to pursue it. Nor...did I think I was any good. But I want to try I suppose. I never loved finance the way I loved the stage. I’m just trying to be more positive. For you. For both of us. I’m sorry for the way I behaved before. With the drinking and the sulking. I guess I just needed perspective.

Mm. Like the show you made me give to all those women at the contest?

Huntbastian f2f // What goes down

Hundreds if not thousands lusting after what’s mine? Knowing that none of them are me and they can’t have you? Yes please? I don’t know why, but the thought of showing you off gets more appealing every day.

And what about you? Are you really okay with the switch we’ve just pulled? I used to be the model, you were the suit and tie guy. Now I’ll be asking you to pick them out for me.

#f2f #f2f:ss #ss #boyfriend #what goes down

Honestly, I’m not certain. I’ve never done the...simpler thing. I was always content to get ahead with my brain and not my brawn. I like working where I’ve worked. Yet, I’ve never truly worked in an office environment until the last leg of my employment. I was always allowed to work independently and to set my own hours and pace. It was a good pace, with a good deal of hours and that’s how I got ahead. But we need money.

We need money and my body can get it for us. You once said that my workout schedule was like a job. Well, now it’s time for that job to pay off.

...I’m attempting to look on the bright side with this. Maybe it’ll even give me more time to pursue...other things. Like, I don’t know. The stage.

Huntbastian f2f // What goes down

I won’t. Not now, not ever. I have you to watch my back remember? Heh. She’s not. She was a party girl. It might have had something to do with their divorce but it was none of my business.

Oh we’ll crawl out of bed, but only so we can pay for our amazing home. I think I keep up this insatiable appetite for sex for at least five years before it tapers off a little and we watch live TV instead of the DVR.

#f2f #f2f:ss #ss #boyfriend #what goes down

And will you be able to handle the knowledge that hundreds if not thousands of men across the nation will see me in my underwear? Or is it just me with the jealous streak?

Huntbastian f2f // What goes down

Maybe. Who cares? Padding for my resume if it doesn’t work out. I plan to make a man for myself before he gets the chance to realize she doesn’t want a man over the age of thirty in her life right now. Not my problem.

Oh… oh wow. Just. Yeah. You’re…ass…that is mine. And it’s so incredibly photogenic. How did I get this lucky?

Next question. How am I supposed to keep my hands off of you when I get to see you in ads in your underwear?

#sebastiansdestined #f2f #f2f:ss #ss #boyfriend #what goes down

Just don't get burned. I'm happy your mother stuck up for you, but I'm just wary. I hope your mother isn't anything like your father. Or her friends anywhere near as nefarious.

Oh, I'm sorry, was that supposed to be a concern of mine? And will you be even more insatiable than you normally are? We'll have to crawl out of bed sometime, to actually do work.

[Hunter paused.] Bastian, do you think this will be enough? Do you think we'll be able to make do like this? I mean, you were a model. You know they don't always make too much.

PM: I have a surprise for you.

PM: Oh? What’s that? I have one for you, too. sebastiansdestined

PM: Just wishful thinking. I’m pretty much a lock for the position. My mother’s old boyfriend is a board member and he’s trying to get back on her good side. He’s going put on a good word for me. The rest is up to me but that part I’m not worried about. My mom came back from Africa and gave my dad a very long talk about what he did. She said it was time for me to fly but he could have been classier about it. Anyway. Underwear? Really??

PM: Oh I see-- he’s not using you to get to her, is he?

They did a tester shot this morning.

What do you think?

#pc #pc:ss #ss #boyfriend #nsfw #ish

PM: I have a surprise for you.

PM: Oh? What’s that? I have one for you, too. sebastiansdestined

PM: I hope your surprise is that your an underwear model. I’d shit myself. I got a great lead on a job. It’s entry level at a real estate firm but I’d be working with the finance manager and I know how to get my ideas to sell. Plus it’s double what I make at the cafe so there’s that.

PM: Sebastian...that's amazing. I'm so proud of you! So when do you know whether you get the job? ....Have you been listening in on my calls?

#pc #pc:ss #ss #boyfriend

PM: I have a surprise for you.

PM: Oh? What’s that? I have one for you, too. sebastiansdestined

PM: I have this month's mortgage. Or we will have it. Adam's bring us a contract. It's a completely legit/ fair loan. That's where I've been. I met with him.

PM: I see. So I’m being cornered into this am I? sebastiansdestined

PM: …. You’re going to model? My soulmate is going to be a pinup? Or a clothing model? Underwear?… …. …. Come here.

PM: Well... you did it, didn’t you?

I was thinking perhaps clothing. Underwear might be where the big bucks are at. I don’t know.

Know that I didn’t come to this decision lightly. And, it would be completely temporary. I feel as though it’s last ditch. But, everyone seemed to enjoy my body when I posted pictures from that show you made me do. Elliott pointed it out to me that it’s a possibility.

I thought I’d get into some practice, so I took a snap in your underwear, for you.

But, you’re really alright with this?

#pc #pc:ss #ss #boyfriend

PM: I have this month's mortgage. Or we will have it. Adam's bring us a contract. It's a completely legit/ fair loan. That's where I've been. I met with him.

PM: I see. So I’m being cornered into this am I? sebastiansdestined

PM: I know it isn’t. We’ve been through so much. What did you do?

PM: I called a modeling agent. I want to see if I can get any catalogue work or something.

#ph #ph:ss #ss #boyfriend

PM: I have this month's mortgage. Or we will have it. Adam's bring us a contract. It's a completely legit/ fair loan. That's where I've been. I met with him.

PM: I see. So I’m being cornered into this am I? sebastiansdestined

PM: … You’re mine. I’m not just yours. I was worried that it would make it harder for us to stay together. We always had money. We never had to worry. That’s why I did it. Because nothing is going to stop me from being with you. I’m sorry I moved too quickly. I know I could have handled it differently.