“it’s bittersweet”. laurel replied simply, no truer words could be spoken. she fell head first into dancing when she was younger - and althoguh there were many different dancing styles that she had learnt, it wasn’t nearly the same as moving forward and choosing another hobby to partake in. not that she ever minded; she enjoyed how her life had revolved around what is now her reason to live. “i mean, you get to stay with something which you can constantly develop on. it’s like a flower - you can watch it grow from its roots, notice its changes and how it can change you… however…” she stopped. the other side of this story always sat in the back of her mind - it taunted her, causing unwanted anxiety that maybe she should experience other things in this wide world. laurel sighed, “life is short. if you enjoy different things, then you need to run with that. i’m very very comfortable where i am, but if you get the opportunity, claude, to try different things… even combine them into something amazing, then i’d go for it”.
he had to wonder what it was like to live a life like hers. to know what you wanted to do for the foreseeable future, to have a plan to follow. was her whole life bittersweet, or just the fact that she didn’t have other hobbies to divide her time between? he sometimes found it hard to find time for all his hobbies and interests, balancing with school, and taking care of an apartment, cooking, washing his clothes... all were things that took up time, took up energy. if he’d stuck to dance, maybe life would have been simpler. “it sounds nice. you know, to have a passion, something that you know you want to do. i think that’s admirable.” was this how you talked to someone you’d just met? claude had to question whether he was being too friendly, too forward. “you know, it feels a bit aimless sometimes, having multiple interests but no earthly idea what to do with them? i haven’t really found a career that speaks to me yet... maybe there’s one out there that will let me combine my, uh, skills.” he didn’t want to say talents. it wasn’t talent, the things he could do, dance and acting, it was something he’d worked hard for. acting perhaps came a bit more naturally, for uh, reasons.