tw ed

ednos. 21. ironically a depressed cheerleader

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not saying i have issues but i did just have a kind of flirty conversation with my boyfriend abt how easy it would be for him to kidnap me

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out drinking again like i'm not a whale already

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sorry i've been mia, exam weeks stress + getting into a relationship have made me lose all my progress and good habits & i've eaten two bags of chips this week 🤢

but got triggered af by having to tell my dress size in my cheer squad's group chat & seeing that 90% of the squad apparently wear an xs & i can only wear an s bc i have literally no boobs bc i carry my weight in my legs

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sorry i've been mia, exam weeks stress + getting into a relationship have made me lose all my progress and good habits & i've eaten two bags of chips this week 🤢

but got triggered af by having to tell my dress size in my cheer squad's group chat & seeing that 90% of the squad apparently wear an xs & i can only wear an s bc i have literally no boobs bc i carry my weight in my legs

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according to my fitbit i burned 2700+ kcals today. too bad i also ate enough to sustain a small village for a week

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this would be a draining day even if i weren't having cramps

1. school for 4 hours, where we will be learning how to move patients safely & also feeding each other baby food

2. shopping with a friend for our mean girls costume tmrw - i'll be gretchen 💋 thank god the dresscide spesified to have our student overalls on so i don't have to show my legs

3. forcing myself to do some actual school work for at least an hour, haven't yet decided which assignment is the most pressing tho

4. normal cheer dance practice, focused on synchronicity so probs a lot of jumps & repeating arm movements, followed by an hour of snacking and chatting with the girls

5. extra cheer dance practice at the side of a football field while the football team is practicing, so pressure to hit the routine perfectly even while exhausted

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already failed today - woke up on my period, with a headache, so i just "had to" have some chocolate

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i'm technically not sex-repulsed but goddamn is it boring

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i kinda wanna get a boob job but ik my mom would roast me if i got one

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ughh i need to go to bed but i don't wanna sleep yet :((

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saw some hot cheerleader shit on ig and suddenly i'm not so sure i even like my guy

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okay what should i have for breakfast tmrw

nothing <3

fat-free yoghurt with berry sauce

granola with chocolate oat milk

porridge with protein powder

rye bread with cream cheese

Voting ended onFeb 22, 2023

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the benefits of eating uncontrollably for days on end: my average resting heartbeat rate today was 60 bpm! 🥳

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i have my third date with the football guy tmrw so ofc according to my fitbit my period should've started today 🙃 so probs it'll stsrt tmrw and my first day is always the worst cramps with the heaviest bleed, truly a miserable experience

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me when other people tag me in things: this person??? thought about me???? i'm so flattered??????? 🥺💕🥺💕🥺💕🥺💕

me when i consider tagging someone in a post: i am annoying!!!! i am overstepping every single boundary!!!! i am making an absolute fool out of myself!!!!!!

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i just deleted tiktok last week & am now downloading it again lol