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i’d like to start off this letter by thanking you for all you’ve done for me and fantasied this past two years. there’s been so many times i’ve felt discouraged and was able to look back to your music, vlives, YouTube videos, etc and find comfort in them. the last two years surely weren’t easy ones and i can say that wholeheartedly, but i can also say that finding you was one of the best moments of my life.
to jaeyoon, thank you for holding yourself high and gaining confidence as you go through your journey with the other boys. i hope you never feel discouraged and find comfort in fantasies trusting you and believing in you. thank you for gifting us with your incredible voice and bright personality.
to inseong, thank you for working hard to take care of all the boys. as the oldest you are always the shoulder to lean on for them and fantasies can’t be more grateful. sharing your art skills with us always brings such a smile on my face, and making the effort to communicate to us in english is always so kind of you.
to youngbin, thank you for continuing to lead sf9 towards success. you are so strong and talented in what you do, and i know that you love the boys and fantasies so much because you insist on reassuring us you do. thank you for showing us your incredible rap skills and songwriting that can always lift my mood.
to zuho, thank you for always being so kind and warm. despite such a strong stage presence you always show such warmness in your heart when talking to us on social media or vlives, and i can feel a lot better from listening to you. your rap writing skills are insane and i can proudly say i support you because of it. you have such an amazing air of confidence on stage that i can almost feel it when watching you.
to taeyang, thank you for always shining so brightly. even from debut and being injured so early in your career, you always manage to put a smile on fantasies faces. your talent in dancing is unmatchable and always leaves me in awe of what you’ll do next. your singing is very bright and i always love listening to your voice. i hope you continue to grow up well and trust that fantasies support you.
to chani, thank you for working so hard. despite being the youngest, you have so many talents between singing, rapping, dancing, and acting and i feel like you’re full of so many surprises. i am sure it’s tough to start so early in your life for your career and i hope that it continues to be fulfilling for you. please remember to lean on your brothers as well as us.
to hwiyoung, thank you for always being so sweet. for as long as i’ve supported you, you’ve always stood out as one of the biggest hearts i know. you are always so kind to everyone and sincerely caring and i appreciate it so much. your talent in rapping is incredible and it makes my heart warm to see you be acknowledged on it during shows like high school rapper. please continue to work hard and i hope you will see a lot more reward for it.
and of course to the boys with the biggest parts of my heart,
to rowoon, thank you for giving me such a special moment. meeting everyone was a very scary moment after supporting you all, but to meet you in person and feel how caring you were was something that i will cherish for the rest of my life. i hope you know how important you are to me for being so kind and truly listening to me and giving me such a gentle experience despite it being rushed and me being very nervous. you are such a beautiful person inside and out, and i hope that one day everyone will see that. i hope we can meet again soon because i really miss you!
and of course, to dawon. dawon, you’ve been such an important person in my life since i came to know sf9. there was something i was drawn to from the moment i saw you. it was probably the humor you had, the extra sparkle in your eye, and the cute smile that was stuck in my head forever. no matter what it was, i will surely remember how close i was to tears at how tiny you looked when i met you, that mop of curly hair so adorable to me and still forever in my memory. thank you for being so unapologetically you, you lead me in my search for confidence and acceptance of myself. you are always so funny and uplifting for others and i hope sincerely that you take time to rest for yourself too. thank you for communicating to us in english AND other languages and talking to us frequently. i normally find myself drifting to other members in groups but you’ve always been my number one and i think you always will be. i love you from the bottom of my heart and i hope you know that you’ll always be special to me.
over all to end this super unnecessarily long letter, i love sf9 with my entire heart and hope they know that i do.
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