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✦ ser alaric eissen | forty-five. he / him. | intro. youngest brother of the king. commander of the kingsguard. the blade at the crown’s side — and the silence behind it.
the guards knew better than to stop him, and the servants barely breathed when he passed. alaric did not storm into rooms. he entered like a shadow — heavy, patient, inevitable.
but here, just outside andromeda’s chamber, he hesitated. his hand hovered over the door. fingers curled, then unclenched. once. twice. a breath dragged through clenched teeth — like it might burn less if he held it long enough.
and then he opened the door.
the scent of healing poultices and burned herbs met him first. soft candlelight spilled over pale sheets and elegant bones. her side was still bandaged, elevated slightly, and her posture told him what the healers hadn’t: the pain was constant. the stiffness in her jaw said she was hiding it. of course she was. she’d always been like him that way.
and maybe that’s what made it worse.
he stepped inside.
“they said you were sleeping,” he murmured, voice low and worn. “they lied.”
he remained near the door at first, not wanting to startle her. she had always been so small, even when she was little more than a child wrapped in velvet and temper — and now, bed-bound, she looked even smaller.
he swallowed hard.
“i should’ve been there.”
his voice wasn’t sharp. it was quiet. too quiet. like a prayer not meant to reach the gods. “before i wore this command, it was me who stood at your side. i was meant to be your sword — not your ghost.” he finally crossed the room, slow and careful. not armored today. only gloves, dark tunic, boots softened by wear. he looked like a man who had not slept. because he hadn’t.
he lowered himself to the edge of the chair beside her bed — not close enough to crowd, but close enough for her to see what no one else ever did. there were cracks in him.
“if you wish to curse me,” he said, “now’s the time.”
a flicker of dry humor — but it didn’t land. not really. not when he still saw blood when he looked at her.
holy rose had tried — yearned for the solace of sleep , and the world beyond consciousness . but each flutter of lashes brings back memories , and there in the momentary void , princess sees her lady . bloodied , slashed , at her feet between herself and the kenara . she wakes up screaming , the pain in her side amplified and the covers feeling like a boulder on her chest . belveil had never felt so empty , so cold , and so unfamiliar then in those waking moments .
the sound of the handle to her chambers brings dread , body flinching as sea foam whip to assess . to find the danger , and the cool touch of the blade underneath her pillow is the only feeling able to soothe the broken lamb . but uncle is second only to brother when it came to a sense of safety .
a man that was more of a father to her than the king himself , who had watched her grow and enriched her development until she became the woman she is . " don't be mad , uncle . it's what i made them believe . " she'd always been good at playing asleep , had learned to even out her breathing and remain as still as a statue . it kept them from fussing , from worrying more than they needed to . she was tired of seeing strangers in her room — seraphina had always been the one to cure her ails , and the thought alone forced the princess to swallow a sob threatening to slip out .
" we're already cursed , remember ? " andromeda attempted to lighten the atmosphere , but her small laugh only managed to aggravate her stitches and all she can do is shut her eyes tight . " i never blamed you , it had never crossed my mind . this , this . . . tragedy was unforeseen . you are my father's sword now , and though i miss seeing your shadow every day , i've already thrown my tantrum long ago . this is not your fault , so don't even start with the self blame . "
he exhaled through his nose, slow and heavy. the kind of breath a man takes when he’s trying to stay something — not say it.
don’t be mad, uncle, she’d said. as if that was what she feared from him “mad?” he repeated it, low. dry. hollow. “i’ve been many things since the attack, andromeda. but not once have i been angry at you.”
he didn’t look at her when he said it. his eyes stayed on her hands instead — pale against the blanket, knuckles strained from gripping whatever strength she still had left. he’d been there when she was a child, fists balled up against fever dreams. he’d taught her how to hold a blade before the king even approved it. he knew the exact angle she slept at when she was in pain.
and right now, everything in her posture told him she was pretending again. his throat worked as he swallowed, jaw tight. he placed his hand over hers. “i’ve served your father with blade and blood, but make no mistake: you were always the one i swore to.” a beat. “and if they think this is the end of me guarding you, they’re wrong.”
he looked at her then. really looked “you don’t have to blame me. that’s fine. but i’ll carry it all the same.” another beat of silence, then:
“i’ll send the others away. for tonight, it’s just me. sleep if you can. i’ll keep watch.”
the guards knew better than to stop him, and the servants barely breathed when he passed. alaric did not storm into rooms. he entered like a shadow — heavy, patient, inevitable.
but here, just outside andromeda’s chamber, he hesitated. his hand hovered over the door. fingers curled, then unclenched. once. twice. a breath dragged through clenched teeth — like it might burn less if he held it long enough.
and then he opened the door.
the scent of healing poultices and burned herbs met him first. soft candlelight spilled over pale sheets and elegant bones. her side was still bandaged, elevated slightly, and her posture told him what the healers hadn’t: the pain was constant. the stiffness in her jaw said she was hiding it. of course she was. she’d always been like him that way.
and maybe that’s what made it worse.
he stepped inside.
“they said you were sleeping,” he murmured, voice low and worn. “they lied.”
he remained near the door at first, not wanting to startle her. she had always been so small, even when she was little more than a child wrapped in velvet and temper — and now, bed-bound, she looked even smaller.
he swallowed hard.
“i should’ve been there.”
his voice wasn’t sharp. it was quiet. too quiet. like a prayer not meant to reach the gods. “before i wore this command, it was me who stood at your side. i was meant to be your sword — not your ghost.” he finally crossed the room, slow and careful. not armored today. only gloves, dark tunic, boots softened by wear. he looked like a man who had not slept. because he hadn’t.
he lowered himself to the edge of the chair beside her bed — not close enough to crowd, but close enough for her to see what no one else ever did. there were cracks in him.
“if you wish to curse me,” he said, “now’s the time.”
a flicker of dry humor — but it didn’t land. not really. not when he still saw blood when he looked at her.
the lady has always found solace amongst books. and even amidst all the chaos currently going on, she still manages to find it now. the lady of falkerstone goes row by row, in search of what? well, she isn't quite sure. just something she hasn't read before, at least, which isn't easy considering how much she's scoured through these shelves many times before. when she isn't by andromeda's side, which isn't often, she is here.
alara finally settles on a book and though it is one she's read before, it is a favorite of hers. carefully removing it from the shelf, she carries it to a nearby chair where she takes a seat and begins to read. it is a welcome distraction from the various aches that have settled into her body after the attack. she hadn't been greatly injured, but she also hadn't escaped unscathed either.
footsteps can be heard in the distance, though they go completely unnoticed by the lady until it lands the person directly in front of her. she looks up slowly upon seeing the feet planted in front of her, her expression never changing-- it is unreadable, as is so often the case.
his armor wasn’t worn, but he still moved like he was carrying the weight of it. deliberate steps. hands behind his back. the kind of presence that didn’t need announcing — it simply arrived and settled. ser alaric paused only when he saw her. a familiar face. a name filed away beneath titles and battlefield reports. not one he’d spoken to directly — not often, anyway. lady alara of falkerstone. loyal to andromeda. present at the attack. not untouched by it.
he hadn’t meant to interrupt her. but something about the way she curled around that book — something in the slant of her spine, or the quiet tension in her voice — made him stay. “no,” he said, voice low, graveled with silence.
he didn’t sit. not yet. he looked at the title of the book instead, then back to her — a flicker of something behind his eyes, gone before it could name itself.
“you’ve read that one before.” not a question. an observation. he exhaled slowly through his nose, gaze steady. “and still you chose it again. i suppose we both have our vices.”
a beat passed. his voice dropped slightly lower. “i didn’t come here to speak. only to… remain somewhere quiet. if that offends you, say the word.”
his posture didn’t shift, but the offer was real. he would go, if she asked. knights, after all, are not made to be where peace is kept — only where it’s broken.
she had spent the morning listening to the aftermath of the attacks . people quick to blame the visiting northern nobility while others took an approach that seemed more religious , coming close to blaming the royals themselves but not being forthright with it . chandria pretends to keep her vision on the page of the tome that she had borrowed from the library to aid in her observation , nail flicked to the next page as the previously louder voices suddenly hushed . the sound of another approaching brought her attention to them and she inclined her head towards the seat across from her . " you're welcome to sit for a spell if you would like . " she offered out of politeness rather than a desire for company , as she wanted to continue listening to the gossip .
his steps were quiet, but the shift in tone gave him away before he spoke — a ripple of silence trailing in his wake like blood behind a blade. even now, after years of carrying the king’s name in his shadow, alaric didn’t need to raise his voice to make the room turn cautious.
he stopped by the empty seat, gaze briefly flicking across the gathered nobles who had been so quick to raise their accusations and even quicker to fall into murmurs when his boots echoed on the stone. “it’s strange,” he said, voice low, gravel-rough from disuse, “how talk of blame always carries best when the accused aren’t there to answer it.”
his eyes finally turned to her — sharp, unreadable beneath the weight of silence. the woman’s politeness earned the barest nod, something more habitual than warm.
he sat, not to speak, but to listen. “i won’t interrupt. not unless i hear something worth drawing steel over.” his hands folded on the table, still gloved, still calloused. his posture was controlled — less relaxed, more coiled — the way a blade rests just before it sings. “please. carry on.”
GENERAL STATS name: ser alaric eissen / alias(es): the silent lion, the king’s shadow, brother blade / age: 45 / gender: cis man (he / him) / orientation: pansexual / birthplace: belveil palace, ardora / rank: commander of the kingsguard / house: eissen (youngest sibling to high king theoden ii)
PHYSICAL & MENTAL height: 6’3” / build: broad, scarred, barrel-chested — built for war, not beauty / eye color: steel-grey / hair color: dark blonde, silvering at the temples / tattoos: none (not permitted by order tradition) / scars: countless. blade slashes. arrow wounds. a burn from his first oath. one across his chest — a near fatal betrayal he never speaks of / dominant hand: right / armor: blackened silver with the lion of eissen burned into the chestplate. he polishes it himself.
PSYCH EVAL conditions: chronic insomnia, functional depressive tendencies, survivor’s guilt, known to dissociate under extreme emotional pressure / schemas: self-sacrifice, unworthiness of joy, guilt-linked affection, emotional suppression, fear of legacy
TRAINING & SKILLS education: royal military tutelage + kingsguard elite training / swordsmanship: master-level / combat specialties: dual-wielding, long sword, close quarters, defensive formations / other skills: war strategy, equestrian command, code of silence / known for: never retreating, never hesitating + never, ever crying
LIKES silence at dawn / sword oil and polished steel / the weight of chainmail / rare books (military history or poetry — nothing in between) / loyalty shown without words / sparring before sunrise
DISLIKES court flattery / questions about family / anyone calling him “prince” / gold embroidery / pity / breaking an oath / the idea of legacy
they called him prince only once — the day he was born.
the youngest son of house eissen, alaric was never meant for crowns or courtship. where his brother was groomed for diplomacy and rule, alaric was shaped in steel and silence. he was five when the old king placed a training sword in his hand and told him, “you’ll never sit the throne, but you’ll die for it.” and he never forgot.
by thirteen, he was already sparring with grown knights. by sixteen, he’d taken his oaths and vanished into the discipline of the kingsguard. he did not look back when his mother wept. he did not flinch when his eldest brother became king. he did not speak when the high priest reminded him that no eissen would ever be chosen by the gods again.
he bled instead. quietly. constantly.
over the years, ser alaric eissen became more myth than man. the king’s shadow. the lion no longer roaring — only watching. his loyalty is absolute, but it is not soft. he has no children. no partner. no heirs. there are rumors of lovers past — men and women alike — but none stayed. he did not ask them to.
some say he is what the curse of enerin truly looks like: not rage or fire, but the slow, painful erosion of a man who was born to love and commanded instead to kneel. he is not unfeeling. but his feelings live in silence — in the way he pulls his blade before his words, in the way his gaze lingers on a battlefield too long after the last breath is drawn.
he is not cruel. he is not kind. he is simply alaric.