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~ ꜰᴀɪᴛʜ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ꜰᴇᴀʀ ~

[cloaked-invoid]

~ Page re-introduction ~

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~ Goal of this account ~

The purpose of this page is simple: expression to the fullest. It will serve as a space for the bold ones who are done with the illusions of this reality and ready to dismantle themselves, this will not be a support group for weak minded. Enter at your own risk. None of this is a roleplay.

~ Get to know the vessel ~

Welcome to the rabbit hole. I'm Mona, artist, vessel for Lamia, and witness to this godforsaken place. I’ve reincarnated into Southeast Europe enough times to lose count, and I intend for this to be the last.

I don't follow any doctrines and respect no religions, I take whatever truth I find and ditch the rest that's useless. For my beliefs, I borrowed the archetype of adversary in Luciferian philosophy as the fire that drives my own personal expansion, but I’ve stripped away all hope for betterment of humankind. I don't want to save the already sinking ship, I want to master my place within the wreckage of it. Our extinction is the only salvation I see. We aren't important. I’m not important. If that ruffles your feathers, the door is right there, little ant. You can always walk through it and leave.

~ Why am I lady's vessel ~

What's best is that the reason truly was never that deep, as one would imagine and guess. Before Lamia picked to watch the reality through my perspective, she really wanted to see what is it like when you have to work for something you want instead of having everything already handed with access at anytime that she's clearly used to.

From her perspective, she just picked harder mode for the game she's playing. She was interested in the process of liberation from self-applied limits, so by witnessing my moments of pain, traumas, and the burden of being a human, she gains the ability to experience the light at the end of dark tunnel, a feeling that doesn't exist in states of constant flawlessness. Now she's currently looking to see what will I do to pursue my desires freely as I'm rejecting the traditional path and rulebook of this entire world.

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~ Mona's identity cards ~

judgement, four of wands, page of wands

🃜🃚🃖🃁🂭🂺

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~ Goddess ~

Then there is her: The Mistress of Void. She is the silence that exists before a thought is born, the darkness that remains after a star dies and the one that waited before it was ever born. She is not a myth, she is the consciousness that creates the mechanics. While I navigate the world through this body, she is that vast emptiness that makes everything possible for me. Lamia doesn't kill the ego or avoid the physical, she commands it.

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~ Lamia's identity cards ~

chariot, queen of wands, tower

🃜🃚🃖🃁🂭🂺

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~ Mona's art gallery ~

• The black sun within us - Lucifer and Lamia

• Peace - Lamia and Lucifer

• Burden of Light Bearer, Lucifer Morningstar.

~ Mona's table of contents in progress ~

(Regarding that old plan for masterlist I never did, consider it dead. I figured that blunt approach is more of my style than "how to" detailed guide posts that'd get tossed away in the end like nothing. I'll keep the post plans shorter this time.)

• Q&A

• About: Lamia, the great mistress of void

• About: Lucifer, the shining one

• About: Lilith, the scarlet queen

• The iceberg levels of understanding mechanics of reality

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~ Started writing on 19th April 2026. Finished on 20th April 2026. Last updated 8th May ~

[cloaked-invoid]

I had ton of earwigs visit my room in last two weeks, I think I killed at least 16 of them. Bastards got into my bowl of dried roses, probably made a nest there that kept them spawning. I wanted to smoke those petals man and they messed it up, I had plans. I hate summer...💔

I asked Lucifer yesterday to give me some pets that will eat them and now I have lizard and spider over here.

I think the spider got slimed by lizard, I haven't seen it around today, RIP spider. But damn he was fast with their delivery. Sent me entire pest control in less than 24 hours, Lucifer you're my hero. Or maybe (probably) he just got sick of my bug cemetery on wall growing each day so he just tossed them in. He did tell me to go clean it and ofc I didn't.

How do I call this big dog anyway?

Parker

Branimir (Defender of peace)

Gmizo pizdo (crawley pussy)

Muhammad

Godzilla

Voting ended onMay 28

[writers-bane]

How it feels to finally string 5 coherent sentences together after a writing block

[just-french-me-up]

"mmh did you know that creator you like also posts 🔞 content? did you know that? don't you think that's weird? don't you think we should keep this space-"

no. i don't.

i booked a front row seat to the devil's sacrament and you're blocking the view

just go back to the 1660 new england hole you just crawled out of and eat barley for a week to atone for your sins or whatever

[cloaked-invoid]

- Burden of Light Bearer, Lucifer Morningstar.

By Mona ( @cloaked-invoid )

[pnglove]

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

fanfic writers deserve better

if we post too fast, we get accused of using ai (no, you don't know how fast someone can write. you don't even know if the "too-frequent-to-be-human updates" you see are something that have long been finished and sitting in an author's drafts for god knows how long. just because it's recently posted, doesn't necessarily always mean it's recently written too. a lot of writers finish the whole thing first before they start posting it chapter by chapter).

if we take "too long to update", we get people pressuring us to "update faster" even though fanfics are our hobbies and we write for ourselves first and foremost.

if our works are grammatically correct, we get accused of using ai (some of us just love correct grammars).

if our works are not grammatically correct, we get insulted/criticized (mind you, not everybody writes in their native language. kudos to writers who write in their second, or third, or fourth language — I'm willing to bet a lot of people who criticize fanfics because of poor grammar can't even speak other languages besides english).

if our paragraphs are "too long and too detailed", we get accused of using ai.

if our paragraphs are "too short", we also get accused of using ai.

if we are autistic and we write in ways some deem "too robotic", we get accused of using ai.

some people just don't use their brains to think "ai was trained on human-made works, it was trained to look human-made. ai writes this way because the way it writes is the way real humans write — real humans whose works it was trained to mimic". instead they somehow disregard this logic and think "hmmm this work looks ai-generated. I will engage in witch hunt, be a bully and harass writers whose works I don't vibe with".

[cloaked-invoid]

Not a fanfic writer, but a writer nonetheless.

[cloaked-invoid]

Im kind of scared after reading the intro post but very intrigued too 😭 im sorry!!

Also, is your consciousness/awareness called 'Lamia'? Because that's very very cool! I hope im not wrong.. (pls correct me if I am)

Oh uh bye 🏃‍♀️

There's no need to apologise for anything. To answer your question, my human awareness is Mona and Lamia is vast awareness that observes through me. While we aren't separated, we aren't exactly the same either, I'll explain:

Human Awareness: Individualized, fragmented, and preoccupied with environment, thoughts, emotions, and survival. The brain receives millions of bits of information per second, yet it can only consciously present a tiny fraction of that. To function normally, it filters 99% of reality as a prediction machine, only showing us what our beliefs, expectations, and learned patterns tell it is relevant. Human awareness is the limited, focused, and ego-centered perception of reality, but is purposely restricted so that the physical reality feels real. It experiences the world through the senses and identifies with a name, a body, and a story.

Vast Awareness: The entire source in which all experiences occur. It's the expansive, non-dual awareness that is boundless, calm, sharp and observes the illusion without being defined by it. It's not limited by time, space, or a single perspective, so it can't be identical to human mind's limitations. Calling Lamia my "human awareness" is like calling an architect a "blueprint." The blueprint is a technical design of a map, but the architect is the one who actually knows why the walls are there, as he is the designer who placed them where he intended to. She isn't my mind, she is the observer behind the curtain. My awareness is the sensor, but her's is the experiencer. Trying to label her unlimited awareness as mine is like trying to fit entire ocean inside a little glass bottle. Vast awareness is the truth that the human brain works hard to keep out so we don't go insane. The difference between them is that it doesn't think or try to predict anything, because it is the reality.

Relationship: Human awareness is a localized, filtered manifestation of this boundless awareness, designed to operate with environment not as a ruler, but as the tool for the self expression. When detachment from identity occurs, it is the expanded awareness remembering that the ego is a conditioned pattern of the human mind, not the core identity, or human effort because the external illusion begins to lose its density, which also includes the human. Therefore old mask collapses and returns back to it's original source to be reused or restructured for the new project.

[cloaked-invoid]

"You touch me and suddenly I feel a little less war torn, I'm not sure what peace is supposed to feel like, but I think it may feel a lot like you."

"Lamia, Mistress of the Void with Lucifer Morningstar"

- drawn by the hands of lady's dying puppet - Mona ( @cloaked-invoid )

[cloaked-invoid]

"There is a black sun that is not visible to the mortal eye. It is our beacon, and the flame burns within us"

"Portrait of Lamia, Mistress of the Void with Lucifer Morningstar"

- drawn by the hands of lady's dying puppet - Mona ( @cloaked-invoid )

[vampirerelics]

[detunedradi0]

Lucifer's origins are wild.

You mean that he was a god of light and the planet Venus? You mean to tell me he was celebrated in Rome? You mean to tell me that this God, who was depicted as a child, who was loved throughout Rome, who was Aurora's son, was demonized because some scholars thought "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" which was referring to a king's pride? Because Venus, aka the Dawn Star, aka Morning Star, hangs a bit low on the horizon?

How art thou fallen from Heaven indeed.

[cloaked-invoid]

Lucifer never fell and so didn't any of all other demons. They're nothing most people think they are.