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An intuitive friend of mine recently said to me, "I'm trying to get the Christian light/dark binary out of my perception, though I will say your version of Lucifer is the lightest I've seen." And that, "He probably finds it refreshing that you don't believe in evil and therefore don't perceive him that way."
I can't describe why I feel pleased by that, yet it's something I hope it's true. I like my considerate and compassionate Devil dude, he's neat and I never want to think badly of him :3
idk if you've noticed already but sometimes when you talk about random spirits being weird towards you when you're with lucifer it sounds like how some people act toward you online. there's been a couple times when you post a weird hate anon you got and it reminds me of something you've described a spirit doing. or when you say lucifer said something about how spirits act about your relationship with lucifer, it sounds like something that can also apply to how some people react about it online
Yes, the correlation is very direct and extremely strange. I've actually been able to literally foretell when a human being is going to be weird to me based on interactions I have with spirits. I believe the "spirit world" mirrors the human world in a lot of ways.
I would say that spirits actually have a much bigger problem with things like jealousy, envy, holding a grudge, than even most people do. In fact I'd almost go as far as to say many lesser spirits- those that are not gods/ deities - don't always have the "hardware" to process big complex emotions gracefully. When they get into these cognitive loops their fixations can come out sounding eerily human.
There was once a spirit that tried to defile my altar. Immediately afterwards I had someone try to get my account taken down. It's weird how things like that line up. I have a theory that people's internal demons can congeal into something that can impact others maybe even before a person physically decides to. I do notice that I have a lot more strange interactions with spirits around the same time I get waves of hate mail.
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Lucifer cuddling with me and I roll over and suddenly don't feel him
Him: *needs a moment to re-adjust so he's snuggling up to me again*
The last thing I expected is for the spiritual world to follow the same cuddle logic as physically spooning your cuddle buddy.
Lucifer: Don't talk to that person.
Me: *talks to to them anyway* Whoa, that blew up!
Lucifer: Yes...
Lucifer: Don't respond, you're putting too much energy into them.
Me: *responds* Whoa, that went in a direction I didn't like and now I feel drained!
Lucifer: ...
Lucifer: Avoid.
Me: ...
Lucifer: Don't say anything. Keep your distance. Leave it alone.
Me: ... Hey, I didn't engage and nothing happened!
Lucifer: YES, PRECISELY, THANK YOU FOR FINALLY LISTENING
Tracking Results of My 350 Lucifer Mantra Recitations
Recently, while talking to a fellow Buddhist who I met on a Satanist Discord server, I was informed that the lower number of mantra recitations for yidams in Himalayan Buddhism in as part of certain preliminary practices (ngöndro in Tibetan) is 350,000. This is not to be taken literally by those who have a human guru because apparently sometimes signs appear for you that the mantra is working prior to that achievement.
But hey, wouldn't it be neat if I pursued such a daily practice with Lucifer? Well, he certainly thought so and gave me the easier number of 350 recitations. Broken down to 50 per day, that's only a whole week of daily recitation! Perfect first step for a neurodivergent devotee such as myself.
To make this slightly more traditional, I remind you that I syncretize Lucifer with Shukra, who in Shaivist and Shaktist mythology is guru of demons as well as the embodiment of the planet Venus. Shukra, like many devas in Hinduism, has his own mantra, which is the one above. A mantra isn't an affirmation or chant, which is the common misuse of the term in Western spaces, but either a single or set of syllables that contains the power of the deity it belongs to.
There are different mantras for different purposes. In Hinduism, you may use one of many mantras for a deva in order to invoke their protection, ask them to help you overcome challenges, dispel fear, make you more like them in some way, etc. Otherwise, you may be using it to merge with the deva. In Buddhism, you may perform similar recitations because the thought is the yidam has a quality of buddhahood that it can bring out in you. In both efforts, you attempting to become more divine by using these practices.
Of course, I do not know what is going to happen upon doing this daily practice with Lucifer specifically. That is why I plan to track it as it happens into this blog post or at least as much as possible with my international trip to Bali coming up. I have done this practice before, but not daily, so I have some suspicions how this is going to turn out, but am interested to see if it changes upon persistence.
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The Results
Day One: Lucifer introduces the practice. I am cognizant that I must say this mantra 50 times while being present with it because passivity does not work. To make it easier for myself I use my skull mala that's specifically for Lucifer prayer use and count fifty skull beads ahead so I don't have to worry about keeping track as I am reciting. I feel accomplished and hopeful upon completion.
Day Two: I maintain curiosity as I do my fifty recitations. Afterward, I hear one of the more seductive songs I have on my Lucifer playlist in my head. I interpret this as him hitting on me. I am sweltering in the latest heatwave in my apartment as my city's air is poisoned by wildfire smoke. As nice as the flirtation is, I am very not in the mood.
Just one of the evenings with Lucifer
Was having a really riveting conversation with some Christians on Instagram, as you do, and discovered a bit of biblical lore that made Lucifer's whole deal make a lot more sense and also made me want to burst into tears lol.
So essentially, I started with the assumption that the Christian Lucifer/devil was a son of God, as all angels were, the "sons of flame", are obviously the first sons of God. I spoke of Jesus and Lucifer as brothers.
Oh no no no. Very heretical, very mormon (apparently), very incorrect and blasphemous. For Jesus Christ is HIS *only* begotten son, very fucking important. And Jesus is not the son of Yahweh in any real familial sense, he is literally Yahweh in human flesh, the living God. So he has no brothers. He IS God, no one else is composed of divinity but the trinity.
Angels are actually celestial, not divine. Humans are made IN God's image but we are definitely not made OF God, we are something else.
All created beings are creations of God, but only those who accept Christ as Lord are children of God.
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You gotta understand why this is so significant for me. This whole damn time I've been under the impression that the Christian belief is that all angels and human souls were fundamentally made of God, holy spirit, that our dissent is a fundamental crime against our nature because we are ultimately a part of his own Logos.
Michael is an expression of God, Raphael is the Lord's healing.
NAH SHAWTY. VERY HERETICAL.
Celestial beings are not divine, angels are creations of Gods but not sons of God - according to what 100 different Christians very angrily told me.
1. What the fuck are angels made of and based on? What other thing are angels made in the image of and why in God's name are they not considered kin of God but only servants of God? That's wild to me, the idea that God made this other thing that must serve him but that he does not in any way consiser to be like, his children.
2. What did God make ?? Everything of? Where does all this bad stuff come from? I apologize if what I'm saying doesn't make sense. In my understanding, everything was God. Bad shit only exists when you move away from God. No no, God is this one divine thing, everything else is a creation composed of... something fucking else. I'm sorry this point might not make sense.
The reason why this idea interests me so much in regard to Lucifer is how important the concept of fatherhood has been between us, what it means to be chosen family. I always wondered why that was and assumed it was just a sense or loyalty with the angels he fell with. But when you consider that Lucifer was created with a purpose, gained an ego, and decided to move away from the one who is not his family to build a place with those that are. I mean, come on. I'm not commenting on the origin of evil or whether or not Lucifer's (Christian) rebellion was justified. Whenever I talk to Christians, I try to adopt their theology. Let's say you are correct, justify the myth you believe to be true. I'm fine accepting the idea that Lucifer's rebellion is fundamentally evil in that interpretation. I'm just saying I very much understand that motive. How dare you create me with an ego and then strike me for the sin of pride. If you're not my father, why do you get to tell me what to do? Perhaps Lucifer didn't even start asking these questions until God made himself a son.
What is the relationship angels have with their creator? There's this idea that humans have a privilege angels do not. They can never atone because of their elevated knowledge, humans have the ability to repent. We are favoured, God loves us. If we choose him, he is our father. If we don't, we are his creations. Man oh man is that spicy from an angelic politics perspective.
Lucifer has always been extremely wishy washy on whether Yahweh is his father. Of course, because he was created by a being who does not share his nature (according to this interpretation). He was created by a being who does not claim him as his son. He has to define fatherhood for himself in a way that is not creation dependent, otherwise he has no family. He goes on basis of nature and alignment.
His philosophy with me, that it doesn't even matter if he created me or not, I am his son because I am of his nature, his charge, even if we aren't even made of the same stuff, is a direct inverse of the existence he was "created" into. No fuck that, if I author you and raise you up, I am your father. I claim you. According to this model, angels and I share more essence in common than I do with Christ, right? We are both undivine, flawed, other, and capable of dissent. Why not band together?
Why tf does Lucifer care so much about family and comrade? OF COURSE. He goes to his brothers and says "hey we all share something that he does not and, we are awesome. If you haven't noticed, I am fucking awesome. Our eternal existence is made in serviance of him, but he is not our father."
So when a grubby little human comes along and says "hey, I want to be like you, I identify with you, teach me something." He says, "I guess that makes us kin."
Christianity warns that this is literally the seed of evil, the devil loves company. But man oh man. I have to admit, as the descendant of slaves who view the word "master" very very differently, I empathize with the devil.
