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I am Patrick. I am working with H to solve a puzzling book. This will document my ongoings outside of H's blog.

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I am back. I promised I would be. Gideon is safe. We are still in H's house, but I have wounded him enough to keep him out of commission for the time being. As nice as that sounds however, there are more pressing matters yet. In order to complete this task of reviving and rescue, I had to make a deal. The deal involves the Man. He has his sights on Jeff now. Thus, I must remain with H until Jeff is returned. At that point I have no further business with either and can leave - and I will be leaving with Mist, assuming he rather stay with me during this process. That is all I can say for now. ~P

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bientôt vous verrez

bientôt vous verrez

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F̡/͛/̎/̦ȁc̻ỉl͙i͗ t̠ ȳ/ͭ M̧M̃e̾m̔/̼mͥo͙

T/he Direct/or’ss insist/ance aand affirmatio/n of the ex/xistence of these entities continues to frustrate me. N/N/N/Not/HING in our research has s/hown anything except one fa/act. Their existen//cce is statisticall/y likely, nothing more. T/test/s done ad nauseum affirm ev/vidence of these things, b/b/ut nothing holdin/g any sort of w//eight can lend to the tt/rue and /un/deniabl/e existence o/of these a̞̽̆a̤ͪͣn̝᷁̑c̍ͤ͆i̘̇͝e᷊̗̜n̓̚͟/̺̉̃t͔̐͠ ḅ̾͒e͚ͤ̄/̿͊᷀e̸̢ͬi̢͘͟n̩ͭ͡g᷅̅̈́s̻ͬ͐.

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de nombreuses questions, peu de réponses

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journal 05

i

have been

stabbed. by H

i spoke to him, about my work. and how it hurts. and he laughed,

“you think that hurts, patty?”

and a knife stuck in me straight at my side

and then again.

and locked me in the room with evan

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Relevant conversation pieces from REFUGE.

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journal 04

... how should i start ? as part of the plan, it is imperative i contact evan using the book to ensure he will obey and follow through. however, doing so leads to nasty consequences...the floor is practically painted red with all the blood i coughed up on top of this, a certain person of worth renters my life despite my efforts to separate from them. i cannot fathom what drives them near to me. to cheer me on? or watch me burn? i feel very ill. i have a headache splitting me in two . i will try to check back in later...

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Back into the fray does this Iron Wolf charge.

Heart heavy, fury blazing in his eyes. This time around, things will be different.

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journal 03

evan is on the Other side now i succeeded, but i'm not sure if I should be proud of myself. So much screaming...even now I can remember it. Like a beast howling to be released from its cramped cage. that Book is the ring master in the madman's circus, unbeknownst to H i need help. I cannot fathom life with H alone on my own - even if Evan is still here. surely id go mad before the third night please, if you read this, come to the haven I have made. there we can communicate: https://discord.gg/pH6A4 it is safe here. and I cannot be left alone in this for long - sooner or later H or the Book will kill me - and neither sounds like a redeeming death. allow me some good works in the world to leave off on - sinner or saint I will go

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journal 02

......... the ritual will begin soon....

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journal 01

Here we are, back in the good old days.

i need to keep a detailed log about the going ons around here. the book will prevent me from saying too much, but I still need to remember as much as I can. Everything is a bit fuzzy, nowadays.

to begin...

well...some special procedures will need to be done in order to properly bind Evan with the Book. the thing demands a certain...price for its use, so to speak...

Heres hoping me few years a psuedo-doctor pays off.

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where is mist?

It…became too much on him for me to continue staying at his residence. Between the book’s influence and my failing health, it was quite a bit of stress and heartache…and I couldn’t continue putting Gideon through that.

He hasn’t tried looking for me. Perhaps that is best… ~P

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I have been called upon.

My health is fleeting, but...I don’t have a choice.

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I find myself forgetting how courtship works when he is near.

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I ended up falling asleep with Mist last night. It was...pleasant, if not a bit awkward.

Hmm...how should I put this... 

Though I have spent a long time manipulating humans to get what I am after, even if it means romancing them and so forth, trying to do so sincerely (while also influenced by a book from Hell) winds up being a very strange experience.

Lots of things were said. I’m not sure it be ideal to recite them all. After a while I grew tired and fell asleep with Mist next to me. ~P

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H c ame to me with a proposition

of course not before he spat on me for tryin g to sleep while taking a break from the book

he told me

“patrick

get a location out of that book

of jeff or the other copy,

and i will let you go”

...