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ao3 user closetland at your service

[closetlanding]

tas intro post

im in my mid twenties, i havent figured out a name you can call me yet but i'm door anon on mcytredacted and a few other places, if you know me then either heyyyyyy let's chat some more or no you don't

rpf is fine, fiction is fiction, thought crimes are a dystopian ideal and i'm hiding this away for a reason anyways, that being said poundy you can read my blog and slide into my dms any day <3

ao3 account where i post all my FILTH

[mcytredacted]

So that feinberg stream at ludwigs setup huh. Anyone who says fein tops or doms in that relationship...im sorry youre just wrong. Fein was so nervous, so shy and small looking omg. And the way ludwig was checking up on him and looked so much stronger than feins twig arms. Omg they both make me go insane I CANT TAKE IT RAHHHHH

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[closetlanding]

wait i just realized i can give tumblr all the snippets that i'm not gonna write a full thing about

It's 3am, and Fein should definitely be asleep in a soft hotel bed rather than stuck in an airport, two hours into waiting for the carry-on they forced him to check. His phone buzzes, and he hopes it's a notification about the bags from the app that somehow is more up-to-date than the screens by the conveyor belt, but it's not. It's a short message next to the Discord icon and Infume's name. Can u vc right now He unlocks the phone and types a quick Sure as he pauses his music. The call comes through almost instantly, and so do the words from the other end after he joins. "So what do I do if I put on a Gwen Stacy skin in Minecraft to be Evbo's Spiderman Danger girlfriend and now I can't fall asleep and I don't know why and I changed it back after I ended stream."

[closetlanding]

dont even talk to me about infume being uncomfortable wearing a female skin in minecraft like no im actually so normal about it and wont think about this every night for the next foreseeable future. please have some realizations soon.

[mcytredacted]

fumebo (infume evbo) wedding and after-ceremony slaughter on lifesteal smp today i need to see their bloodied honeymoon sex

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[chaotic-dik-dik]

I just love ao3

[infumeow]

aria infumeow i was wondering

can i ask your big awesome brain what you think about transfem!infume? I bring a clip as a gift (and evidence mayhaps)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wZdrsi4WRk&t=18000s

- 🌝

[clip]

I FUCK WITH IT!!!! personally i think that ghostfume could be such a beautiful wlw couple. ghostie could teach her how to do her makeup and they could go shopping together <3 femfume is sooooo real to me like i love it

[chaotic-dik-dik]

They way infume said that made it sound like US politics was the only thing stoping her

#getthatgirlonestrogen

[daisynodical]

hiiiiii syn I'm thinking abt transfem infume again. he's been talking w ghostie a lot recently and I think he should tell her that he sometimes thinks about what it'd be like to be a woman. offhandedly like it's normal, related to the conversation topic, like it's nothing special or revealing. bc everyone does, right? everyone wonders what it's like to be the other gender every once in a while. everyone wonders how they'd look in a skirt and makeup and long hair and shaved legs. it's just normal curiosity!

and ghostie should pause and kinda go. hmmm! okay! and like subtly encourage him to keep talking about it. careful to stay casual about it so he doesn't feel like he's getting interrogated or teased and gets embarrassed and clams up. and later she dms him some trans resources and he's like ??? and she goes just trust me. read them. if I'm wrong you can tell me to fuck off and we never have to talk about it again. and infume ghosts her for like a week and then finally calls her again and is like What The Fuck

and then months later when she finally comes out she dms ghostie a little "thank you <3" and ghostie nearly cries. and then nearly makes infume cry in return when she responds saying how proud she is of her :)

nothing to add this is beautiful i love trans joy i love happiness i love love. infume go on estrogen please you will discover many things about yourself

[transgenderfeinberg]

Feinberg will never log in lsw because lsw is actually an au where he is still in the bastion and 8k never happened because couriway gave up on speedrunning after he got caught #myideas

[courifein]

couri lsw blurble

you don't know what you had expected out of that.

had you been too hopeful? naive that it would actually be something of peace rather than violence?

so here you sit, scrubbing out the blood in your dress that you had made and dyed just for this occasion. soft pink, red pulled from roses and softly meshed with white too, lightening the red that reminded you of too much like blood, and you wonder if it even mattered at all, all this effort you had put into looking nice, into being the flower girl for someone who is (was?) your friend.

red flows from your soaked dress, ruined as you scrub at it until you can't tell if the redness of your hands is from the blood in the fibers or from your nails clawing at the soft flesh of your palms. you made this with your own two hands, painstakingly preparing delicate fabrics and feeding thread through a needle, pricking your fingers and making them bleed droplets onto the fabric that you gently dabbed out with a wet cloth, carefully erasing all of your mistakes and struggling with stitches you've never done before, learning on the way and feeling proud of what you've made just to see it torn to tatters today, sword through your chest and ripping through the front and back of the dress, nails scratching at the dried blood that refuses to lift from the thin fabric.

it'll stain, and you feel tears prick the corners of your eyes.

threads unravel the dress, and what had all your work been for? to be stabbed in the back while doing something so important for an event like this? closing your eyes, your dress sinks into the river and the stains remain no matter how hard you try to scrub it out against the rocks, and it's ruined. all of your work is ruined and you've lost more than you've gained today. your chest is a bit lighter than before, and it's not a good feeling, not on this server after all.

so much for being a flower girl, a fleeting moment of joy, short lived like this ruined dress in your hands, nauseous staring at the blood and gaping wound in it, bunching it together in your fists as you think about trying to repair it, thinking about how fragile it was.

you scrub until the fabric rips, thread falling apart with frustration brimming inside you, melting away into something akin to despair and depression, hearts breaking inside of your chest, and a small sob breaches from your throat no matter how hard you try to keep it together.

you drag yourself away from the river bank, hanging your ruined scraps of fabric up to dry, and maybe you could fix it.

but it wouldn't be the same.

you aren't sure if it'll ever be the same again, and you don't know if you're talking about your dress when this thought crosses your mind.

[mcsryaoihell]

lsw is a prequel.

[xxcapybaragamingepic1337xx]

my interpretation of feinbergs valentine skin

[beethubs]

listen man. if i give him cat paw gloves i gotta give him cat paw shoes . its only right . give it to the man who meows a lot

[pen-emue]

How-to: Lifesteal World Infume

1. Get married to your beloved boyfriend

2. Murder a bunch of people at your own wedding

4. Join a fight to rescue your new husband from the consequences of your actions

5. Get murdered

6. Flirt with the guy who murdered you and get called baby boy by him

7. Profit??? Maybe??? Unclear

[freshmadeoystersoup]

from the wr aa run; gotta love when he changes the world

(gonna start dumping my mcsr art now)

[mcytredacted]

everytime I watch a ghostie vod I'm astonished by how fucking whiny Infume is it's genuinely insane.

She does literally nothing and he starts whimpering and calling himself a puppy. probably jerking off under his desk the way he always sounds so close to tears, just waiting for someone to ask him to meow/bark so he has an excuse

infume we know what you are

-🫚

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[courifein]

clip im quite surprised i never uploaded before. seems to be relevant as of recent with couri calling fein a ball of sunshine. not to his face.

this clip is cracking me up so bad couri's delivery is so god damn good