t/w: inappropriate language, drunk dude tries to hit up reader, attempted physical assault against the reader, strangers to lovers au, slowburn, fluff at the end!
a/n: its a series guys 😎
"what's up sweet cheeks?" a young man who seemed to be in his late 20s, wearing a suit that was seemingly unkempt, his tie was barely hanging onto his neck. his flushed face wore a shameless smile, probably proud of the fact that he stumbled upon a young woman.
the pungent scent of alcohol reeked your senses. the night was near dead silent, the sound of the wind breezes through the night sky. the stars that twinkled in the moonlight stood in all its glory. it would've been a peaceful night stroll if it wasn't for this drunkard.
"you're blocking my way," you spoke through gritted teeth, feeling the anger starting to rise inside of you.
it didn't help that the park was pretty much empty, it was void of people. you were starting to regret going on a stroll at 1 am in the morning.
"don't be like that princess, I just wanna help you out," the man slurred his words, clearly out of it.
"i'm not interested," your patience were running thin, with your hand gripping tightly on your phone, ready to use it was a weapon if he were to get physical.
he let out a nasty chuckle. of course he would laugh, what else would anyone expect from a completely drunk man thinking he could just try to hit on a random girl at midnight.
seeing as speaking to this guy was getting you no where, you decided it was for the best if you would just turn around and leave. you couldn't help but to feel fearful, you didn't want this drunk stranger to know where you live. not only would it leave you paranoid it would kill you will to even go out.
you spun on your heel, turning away from the man. before you could even take a step, you felt your wrist being pulled on.
"you think you can just walk away from me, you bitch," he hissed, fingers tightening around your poor wrist. you turned to him, frustration tugged what was the remaining of your logical thoughts. you saw red. you were holding back all your negative emotions from your horrible day, to being unable to sleep at night and then finally meeting some drunk bastard at 1 am when you just wanted to go on a relaxing walk.
"who the fuck do you think you're talking to?" you raised up your free hand, with one swift movement, you slapped him across his face with the pent up anger you had boiling inside of you.
your slap left his face facing downwards his right. creepily, he slowly turned to face you. you backed off a few steps, heart pounding against your chest as the look that he gave you would probably be engraved in your mind for the rest of your life.
"the fuck do ya think you're doing, you fucking whore!"
the loud stomping of his feet, you knew what was coming. you froze in fear, your mind was spinning, it was telling you to move, to run. but your body betrayed you, you were paralysed by the fear. it had then dawned on you that if anything were to happen, your last moments would be with this sick man. it shook you to your core.
he raised his balled up fist, the shock finally brought you back. you were out of options, you shut your eyes, raising your arm to block your face. bracing for the impact. it was all you could do not in this situation, or at least it was all you could think of.
"w-who the hell are you?!" the drunkard yelled out.
confusion flooded your mind. slowly, you opened your eyes, lowering your arms that were once covering your face.
what stood before you was another man dressed in the weirdest clothing, probably something you'd only ever see in some crazy anime. but you had to give it to him, he had a ripped back and don't even get me started on his arms. the tall man held the drunkard's wrist in his arm, a sly smirk plastered across his face.
"fuck off you-" his voice was cut off.
as if he casted a spell, the man who was once harassing you had completely vanished into thin air. you let out a loud gasp, unsure whether to feel thankful for what just occurred or afraid of what's was to come next.
with widened eyes, you looked around with much concern filling your heart. it would thaw at your heart if you were the cause of someone's death.
"don't worry, it was harmless," the mysterious stranger turned towards you. you stood dumbfounded by his enchanting visuals. something about his electric violet eyes that stared into yours, the exotic clothes that he adorned made him even more mesmerising.
"are you okay?" he asked, handing you a bottle of water as the two of you sat on a bench. you shot him a weak smile, mumbling a thank you before grabbing the bottle from his hand.
you both sat in silence for a moment.
"what did you do to him?" your voice a little strained from the traumatising events from earlier.
"just a little sorcery."
you looked over at the stranger, a smile still sat on his lips as he sat calmly beside you.
"thanks for helping me.." you trailed off for a moment, contemplating whether to pop the question or not. "who are you?" finally deciding to ask him the real question, he turned to you with a surprised expression on his face before it switched to a smile once again.
the two of you exchanged names, learning that shu yamino was his name, you laughed a little thinking that this was all a dream.
"so you're a sorcerer?"
"I hardly even know her!" shu chuckled at his own joke, you let out a giggle of your own, already taking quite a liking to his humorous personality.
"I'm probably dreaming huh, but for a dream it was pretty traumatising," you joked, shu stared at you for a moment before lifting his arm up and pinching himself.
he let out a yelp from the pain, "I don't think we're dreaming," his laughter that rang in your ears which built a warm fuzzy feeling in your heart.
once again, silence filled the air. shu glanced at you, watching as you stared into the starry sky. almost as if there was a twinkling in your eyes, he smiled. your lips curled upwards, turning towards the sorcerer.
roommate!shu who puts up a facade of being the sweetest person you've met. but in reality, he's been lusting over you for awhile now.
roommate!shu who purposefully leaves his things inside your shared bathrooms so that he can take peeks of your naked body whenever he asks for it back. the large mirror that just so happened to be directly infront of the door helps him to take sneaky glances at your curves. he also quickly looks away after grabbing his things so that you won't catch his blushing face.
roommate!shu who sneaks into your room to steal a few pairs of your panties. his personal favourites are your lacy pink ones. often times he would use it to get himself off, or taking in the sweet lavender scent of your panties.
roommate!shu who listens to you whenever you touch yourself through the paper thin walls. instantly popping a boner when he hears your sweet mewls and whines. he would shamefully jerk himself off, listening intently to the pace you were going to and following along just so that he could cum at the same time as you.
a/n: thank you for 300 followers!!! I appreciate all your support <3
vox akuma
he can never get over how gorgeous you are, he's always there for your streams. he has never once missed your streams, he's also your biggest donor.
"thank you milord for the dono!" your voice laced with honey, you were just so beautiful. you had a oh so lovely black and red lingerie that you wore specifically for vox. I mean how can you not after he privately transferred you a few hundred dollars? and he's your biggest supporter, gotta show him some love!
he couldn't take his eyes off you, the way your the lingerie perfectly shapes your curves, the light makeup that adorns your face just brought it all together.
he'd always find himself stroking his erection to the way you would circle your fingers around your hole before slowly inserting it, letting out a sweet moan. he could never stop imagining himself having you bent over his desk. your wrists held behind your back between his hands as he pounds into you ruthlessly.
he fantasizes about how you'd react to him rubbing the tip of his cock against your sweetspot, the way your back arches, your head tilting back towards him. he would see the way your eyes rolling to the back of your head. oh and that lingerie of yours? he would've stripped your panties off so quickly and shove them into his pockets. p.s. he kept the bra on, he thinks its hot.
ike eveland
he's a lurker. he hates to admit it because he finds it super embarrassing. but he can never take his eyes off your body, or stop listening to your melodic moans. it doesn't mean he doesn't interact with you at all.
he's a private donor, you've performed for him countless times off stream. he offered you a hefty price for it and you weren't about to say no! you've always imagined what he'd look like, through your video calls together you've always enjoyed listening to his voice. he sounded a little familiar.
in your video calls together, he'd only show the bottom half of his body, at first you honestly thought he would be some weird old man. but he truly proved you wrong, of course he wasn't ripped but his size was no joke.
sometimes when he's feeling confident, he'd ask you to use a dildo that's the same size of his cock. he absolutely loves the way it makes your stomach bulge a little, you'd always moan out a little, "i-it's too big," you were just the cutest.
luca kaneshiro
he spoils you. anything you ask for you get it. you'd mention on your stream that your mics a little peaky, a huge sum of donation pops up. "thank you mr kaneshiro! I'll make sure to send you a special video," you winked into the camera, lucas heart just exploded.
the two of you actually chatted a lot, you don't usually get too personal with your viewers but it just felt different with luca. you could speak to him naturally, completely forgetting the fact that the watches you touch yourself live.
"who's that behind me?" you read out a comment as you sat on lucas lap half naked and looking all pretty.
"he's a.. special guest," lucas large hands roamed your body, your head rested against his wide chest, listening to the way his heart was racing.
your viewers were going wild, you have never had such a high viewer count.
"can you show his face??"
"this guys living my dream right now"
"god he's hot"
"that should've been me :('
the comments were all over the place, you couldn't even read them properly. you held lucas hand in yours as you gave him a tight squeeze, your way of reassuring him that he'll be fine.
you pulled down his sweats, getting out an audible gasp as you stared at the size of his grith. you whispered to him in a panicked state, "I don't think its gonna fit!". luca was so embarrassed.. he didn't know he was that big and neither did he think you'd react like this!
"j-just try it," he whispered back, his face flushed. you turned your face to him with your eyes wide, "you can't just do it raw- ah!" you felt his tip prod your hole before sliding into you. "w-wait, it hurts!" you cried out, the stretch was burning. "i-i'm sorry I panicked!"
you let out a quiet laugh before kissing him on his lips. he's such a himbo...
shu yamino
just like ike, he's a lurker. he generally doesn't have much sexual desires but when he found you, it fueled him so much. he often sends you donos when your not streaming to hide the embarrassment. this lead to him receiving "special service" as you liked to call it.
he refused to go onto videocalls with you but he was fine with voice call, he stuttered a lot while talking to you and you found it so cute!
it's only until the day where you were streaming and let shu control the sex toy. shu specifically bought you a sex machine that allows him to control it on his phone, he even went out of his way to measure the size of his erection to buy it 💀
"hi everyone~ today we have a special gift from a special person!" you smiled to the camera with a large box sitting beside you on the bed. as you unboxed it and pulled out the machine, you let out a loud gasp.
"I don't think I've ever put anything that big in me before.." you laughed nervously. while shu was having the time of his life imagining how good you'll feel when he turns the machine on.
shu also loves to clip your streams, especially the moment when you would prep yourself for the machine he was going to fuck you with.
positioning the machine upright, you got onto all fours on your bed. the camera had a full view of your rear and the machine, you turned your head back, holding the tip of the silicone dick against your wet sex.
slowly, you slid it into you, letting out moans of satisfaction. the stretch of the wide grith had you mewling. once it was fully bottomed out, you expected shu press the highest setting. but no. he presses the lowest one. fucking you slow and sensually.
"p-please faster," you whimpered out, the wide grith dragging against your wet walls had your knees wobbly. your viewers were loving the show, you begging for the mysterious person to fuck you harder.
shu let out a soft moan as he stroked his cock according to the speed the machine was fucking you at. "(N-Name), god.." he groaned. his finger pressing onto the highest setting on the app. you let out a loud moan as you felt the silicone cock pounding into you at an animalistic speed.
shus ears perked up when he heard something. did you just moan his name?? his face was flushed. he was full on blushing while you were getting fucked stupid by a machine.
mysta rias
he's a super active viewer. he comments on your streams daily, he showers you with gifts whenever he can.
you message him daily since he's your biggest donor, always texting him a good morning whenever you wake up and sometimes even showing him what you're having for dinner. he finds it so cute how you're almost an entirely different person off stream.
but it doesn't mean you don't send him special pictures, he has countless pictures of you saved. one of you in an orange and white lingerie, another of you in fishnet stockings and his most treasured one. a video of you moaning his name while fingering yourself.
eventually, you asked him out on a date. and mysta did not disappoint. he brought you on a shopping spree. he let you buy anything you want, but in return, he gets to pick the next lingerie you wear in your stream and a little "present".
and there the two of you were, in the toilet in the shopping centre. as mysta sat on the toilet seat (with the lid on of course 💀), you were in-between his legs. giving him the best blow job he has ever received.
the way you were running your tongue up and down from the sides of his cock, you'd look up to him with your those innocent doe eyes.
t/w: noncon if u squint, dubcon, spitplay, dacryphilia, kinda mean dom!shu, sub!reader, stalking , university au??, obsessive behaviour, occ shu 💀, implied noncon somnophilia, implied noncon drug taking, creampies, belly bulge, oral, unprotected sex
he saw you as a perfect individual, the way you presented yourself never failed to amaze him. the moment he saw you walk into the room, he was starstruck.
how could you be so gorgeous? he would sneak a few glances at you during lectures and sometimes you'd catch his gaze on you, you would shoot him that smile which made his heart skip a beat. whenever you did that, he would whip his head around with his cheeks all flushed.
he had never felt this way about someone before, you were just the one. he never really believed in love at first sight but the moment he had laid his eyes on you, he knew you were the one.
"hey," shu was snapped out his thoughts when he turned towards the voice, it was you.
he thought for a moment before returning the greeting.
you shot him a grin, "we're partners for this project!"
"ah, okay, we can discuss about it after this," he said with a smile, despite his calm facade, his heart was pounding against his chest.
"I'll see you after this!"
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16.00
he was waiting for you patiently outside the lecture hall you were in. you finally stepped out looking drained of energy but the moment you saw him your mood immediately brightened up.
you greeted him again before leaving campus with him to his place to start on your project.
-
"you have a whole set up?!" you gasped, looking at the sorcerer who was nervously rubbing his neck.
"sorry, I forgot you took comp science," you giggled a little before plopping down on the floor infront of his bed and pulling out your laptop to begin your work with shu.
"I've already planned out everything, I'll do the research of this and you'll do this," you started guiding him on what you had prepared, but shu was barely listening to what you were saying. you just looked so breathtaking without even trying.
"shu? are you listening?" you voiced out, looking at him slightly concerned.
"uh, yeah," he quickly looked back at his laptop, clearly trying to avoid eye contact.
"you weren't listening were you?"
"yeah okay sorry, could you repeat it," he chuckled nervously.
you just nodded with a laugh before repeating what you said.
-
after that, the two of you started hanging out more. you got to learn more about shu and he got to learn more about you!
you never noticed how shu would remember the slightest details about you, like how you prefer to have your coffee or even your favourite colour. sometimes he would even make mental notes to himself that you preferred this over that.
you found yourself feeling even more attracted to the sorcerer as time passes, he was funny, cute and really intelligent. he always made sure you were comfortable and never failed to show up when you needed his help.
going over to his place became a weekly event, studying with him was amazing! he would teach you anything you struggled with and you would do the same if he needed help. sometimes you two would get really sidetracked and start doing stupid things, like one time, you both tried pilk. you almost threw up after drinking it while he was laughing his ass off at you gagging. sometimes after he served you tea, you'd feel oddly really tired, and he was the sweetest friend! he told you to just take a nap and he would wake you up when you needed to go home. whenever you woke up, you'd feel a little sore but much more refreshed. but for some reasons, when you take a shower everytime after coming back from taking a nap at his place, you noticed some kind of white fluid leaking out of your private area. of course you trusted shu too much and just brushed it off as something else.
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18.00
he drove to your favourite restaurant, intending to surprise you with your favourite dish take out. he did not expect you to be there. and you weren't alone, there was another person sitting directly infront of you. shu felt his blood boiling just at the meer sight of you laughing away with this mysterious other.
after all he's done for you? after all you've been through together? you're out on some date with another person? how could you do this to him?
his fingers were digging into his palm as the sorcerer resisted the urge to storm into the restaurant and ruin your silly little date. however, he had a better plan in mind. he walked back to his car and got in, patiently waiting for you to come out with your "friend".
fifteen minutes had passed. there you were, walking out happily with your little friend who held the door open for you. shu got out of his car, briskly walking towards you.
"shu! why are you-" you couldn't even finish your sentence before he grabbed you by your wrist and pulled you towards his car.
"shu, where are you taking me?!" you asked, you could hear your friend yelling at shu.
he remained silent, you turned around, bidding goodbye to your friend who looked absolutely heartbroken.
you both got into his car. there was a moment of silence before shu spoke, "who was that?" he seemed extremely upset.
"they're a friend of mine from high-school, we just decided to have a mini reunion and catch up a little.." you explained, feeling a little worried of what he would say.
afterwards, the whole ride was filled with an awkward silence.
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"why are we at your place?"
you both walked into his house, you made sure to politely greet his sister who happened to be in the living room. you trailed behind him like a lost puppy.
you were surprised with how upset shu seemed, but you weren't gonna lie, it was pretty hot seeing him like this. reaching to his room, he held the door open for you, you mumbled a quick thank you and walked into the room.
before you knew it, your back fell flat against the familiar cushion of his bed. shu- no it wasn't shu anymore. he wasn't the shu you knew, the shu you've spent countless hours with.
you let out scream only to have your half-scream cut off by shu smashing his lips against yours. you've been dreaming of this moment, touching yourself to shu but this wasn't like what you had wanted at all. he was like a complete stranger.
"s-shu?" your chin was held at his fingertips, his lips now centimetres away from yours. you were beyond flustered.
"I didn't like that," he started, his face was incredibly red. he moved his hand towards your shirt, removing it seeing as you had no response towards that.
"i-i want to be the only one you do that with," he mumbled, his face still in a dark shade of red, clearly embarrassed. he continued to strip off more articles of clothing till you were both completely naked.
he noticed that you were already aroused, he pinned you against the bed, your wrists in his large hands. he was kissing you again but this time a bit more confident.
he moved downwards, he was at eyelevel with your sex. he had watched countless AVs imagining the actress was you, he couldn't believe this was really coming true. he stuck out his tongue, using kitty licks against your heat, moans of approval from you made him even more confident. he stuck a two fingers into your hole, pushing it in and out.
you were approaching your climax when he suddenly stopped, "n-no! please! i-i wanna cum," you cried, he smirked, "not so soon," he said before getting ontop of you once again.
he was so near you again, his sweet scent filled your senses. you looked down and boy were you surprised by the grith he was packing. he rubbed his tip against your hole before sliding himself into you. you let out a moan of pleasure, the stretch was a little painful but he was slow with it.
"g-god you feel so good," he groaned as he bottomed out inside of you. his hand caressing your stomach that seems to have the imprint of his cock. he grabbed his phone that was resting on the bed, "p-please move" you whined before noticing that he had his phone in his hand, he pressed the record button.
"w-wait are you recording this?!" your face was flushed, the embarrassment creeped up onto you.
"why? you seem to be enjoying this."
you shook your head frantically, trying to keep at least a little bit of your dignity. he let out a chuckle before pulling himself out completely.
"if that's what you want," he shrugged, his phone still recording.
"w-wait no! p-please, 'm sorry..." tears were brimming your eyes, you felt humiliated, it felt as if you had already thrown away what was left of your dignity.
"you're really sorry?" he cocked an eyebrow, in which you responded with a nod.
he pushed himself back into your heat, letting out a groan when he felt your velvety walls clamp down on him. he started pistoning into you, you were a mess, your cheeks were in a crimson shade of red, your eyes all puffy from crying, but it felt heavenly.
"open your mouth."
you obliged, holding your mouth open for him as you felt a warm glob of his spit shoot into your mouth, his camera angled at your face as you swallowed it nervously.
"do you feel good," he asked, caressing your cheek as you nodded frantically. "use your words," he instructed.
"y-yes, i-i feel good," you whimpered, your eyes rolling back into your head as you felt him press against your prostate. "who's making you feel good?" he asked again.
"its- ah! you! shu- ngh! shu yamino!" you struggled to get your words out, you could barely think straight while shu was enjoying himself, knowing he was the one who was fucking you stupid.
your moans were getting louder, completely forgetting the fact that his family could probably hear you getting destroyed by shu. he grabbed cheeks, pulling you towards him, kissing you passionately to shut you up.
he pulled away from you, he let out a blissful groan before cumming together with you, you creamed all over his cock and he filled you up to the brim.
taking a brief moment to catch his breath, he quickly pulled out of you, he moved to his table, he was looking for something.
he came back to you, you were still panting and coming down from your high. in his hand he held a permanent marker.
no way
you thought to yourself. the felt tip of the pen grazed your skin as he wrote something below your belly button. he stood up again, this time with his phone in his hand, "cheese," he said with a smile. and there it was, a picture of you with his cum leaking out of your abused hole with the writings of "shu's cumdump" pointing towards your leaking hole.
Here are my ideas for works!! Let me know in asks, reblogs, or comments if any of these interest you!
- car sex + kidnapping, dubcon/noncon w Luca based off of his car stream
- doctor asmr elaboration, noncon, pet play w vox
- alleyway hatefucking, dubcon, exhibitionism, breeding w mysta
- jealousy, noncon, recording, spitplay, dacraphilya w shu
- I have a scaramouche blurb thought along with the other fatui and there human pets
- yandere punishment hcs bc oh boy I have a lot
- I also have a thought abt scaramouches true idea of love and how trauma effected his way of loving
- I’m in love with jock! Itto rn so I’d write anything abt him
-kareoke with nijisanji or luxiem
My last and best thought is family dinner hcs with the fandoms I write for, you guys send me in a character and I describe what family dinner would be like with them!!
t/w: crack fic, really bad dirty talking, alcohol consumption, sexual intercourse
a/n: I laughed while writing this 💀
he's really really into dirty talking.
vox akuma
I'm sure you can see where this is going, everytime you guys do it, he just babbles on a lot of freaky things
"I'm gonna destroy you baby," you almost cried out laughing at that one.
sometimes his dirty talking gets so bad to the point where you could not even take him seriously.
and today was your last straw, you burst out laughing when he suddenly said, "God daddy's gonna, daddy's gonna fucking-" he was reaching his climax and you just started laughing your ass off 💀
he was so concerned and started asking you what was wrong but you just kept on laughing. when you finally calmed down and told him about the whole dirty talking thing, he laughed with you as well.
this man is HUGE.
luca kaneshiro
you get what I mean, he's also quite aggressive during sex even though it's usually unintentional.
he was really feeling it, he was pounding you like no tomorrow, chasing for his climax when suddenly there a loud snapping sound was heard throughout the room and the bed was suddenly tilted to a weird angle.
that's when it hit you. luca broke the bed while railing you.
luca immediately stopped what he was doing and stared into your eyes, his expressions said it all it was mixed with fear and shame.
seeing the look on his face, you started laughing and eventually he started laughing with you.
anyways, you guys went to IKEA together to shop for a new bedframe 💀
shu yamino
look, this man usually wouldn't do anything stupid in bed. but when he's not sober, it is a completely different story.
shu had just finished his getting over it stream where he drank quite a bit of alcohol. however, he knew better than to get drunk on stream.
you had just gotten home and felt super tired so you asked him to have some drinks with you. shu being the sweet boyfriend he is, he obliges even though he was already slightly tipsy.
the two of you ended up drinking quite a few cups and shu got drunk so quickly 💀 it got to the point where you just stopped drinking and brought him to your shared bedroom.
he was touching you all over when you both got to the bed, kissing you all over. he was really out of it. he somehow manages to strip both yours and his clothing. he had your hands pinned above your head, his face was fully flushed. he finally lines his cock up with your entrance.
suddenly, his whole bodyweight fell ontop of you. yes, he fell asleep when he was about to fuck you 💀
shus a sleepy drunk type of guy so... that night didn't as expected but at least you can tease him the when he wakes up!
mysta rias
oh no mysta... oh no no...
this was the first time you guys did it together. he was really nervous, because of that, while we was squeezing out some lube he squeezed out waaay too much.
but he decided "eh I'll just go with it" and proceeds to use a whole lot of lube on both himself and you.
when he tried to push himself into your hole but his cock does not enter 😭
this went on for a while.. he kept trying to pushing it in and failed at least 10 times 💀
After that he was so embarrassed and you are forbidden from talking about it.
ike eveland
as we all know, ike loves his coke. and he just so happened to drink 2 cans before initating sex with you 💀
i think that ike loves foreplay because he thinks that it helps set the mood and also cause he loves to worship your body.
he just finished prepping you and he started straight up pounding you 💀 (he was really into it)
at that moment, he suddenly needed to pee, really really urgently.
After a few moments of trying to hold it in, he decided that enough was enough. he fucking pulled out so quickly and bolted to the toilet 😭
he could hear you laughing to yourself at him and he never felt so embarrassed..
After that incident ike never ever drank more than 1 cup of water or a can of coke before sex ever again.
pt 2 of high-school sweethearts au! timeskip!! (SFW)
pairing: shu yamino x gn!reader
synopsis: it's been years since you've graduated from high-school, you blamed yourself for your mistakes but you never thought you'd meet him again.
tw: angst but happy ending!! not really sweethearts I've baited u all again 💀
link to pt.1
the strong aroma of coffee filled your senses, the chattering of people, you walked towards the counter, "the usual please," you said with a smile before walking to your favourite spot in the cafe.
"all alone gorgeous?"
you looked up from your laptop to see a stranger standing by your table with a nasty smirk on his face.
"nope, I have someone coming." rolling your eyes as you replied, you turned back to your laptop and continued typing away.
"excuse me, could you stop bothering her," it was enna! by the sound of her voice, it was obvious she was holding herself back from lashing out at the stranger.
"chill out dude, I was just tryna help them, they looked hella stressed," with that, the stranger walked away, mumbling a string of profanities.
"thanks enna, he just kept on babbling while I was trying to finish up my presentation," you complained, taking a sip of your coffee before shooting enna a grin.
she seems to be staring intently at your chest, more specifically at the necklace you had on. "you know, I've known you for years but you never told me about that necklace, wait hold on, I forgot I need to order," enna laughs as she gets up to buy a drink.
you stared down at the necklace, holding it gently in your fingers, there was a few scratches on it but you tried your best to maintain it. despite how long you've owned it, you could never look at the necklace without thinking about him.
it seems as if the scenes of shu standing at your doorstep was still fresh in your mind.
the two of you stared at each other, not exchanging any words. without saying anything, shu reaches to you, bringing you into a warm embrace. his light cologne filled your senses, you could hear his heart beating rapidly. you nervously wrapped your arms around his torso. "I feel the same way," he finally speaks his voice cracking a little, still hugging you tightly. "r-really?" you asked. he pulled away from you, his hand moving upwards, holding your chin gently in his hand. "c-can I?" he stuttered, his face flushed. you nodded nervously before his lips met yours. it was a short peck but it felt as if time had stopped for you.
that was the last time shu saw you. he was so heartbroken when you and your family suddenly disappeared, there was a new family living at where used to be your home. he only got an answer when he asked your friends. "(Name) moved to Canada," his world just came crashing down when he heard those words.
why didn't you tell him anything? you were just keeping this whole thing to yourself? was that why you wrote him that letter? he wished he had told you how he felt sooner, maybe he could've brought you to places, to have cheesy dates. but that was all thrown out the window. he wanted to feel angry, to feel upset at you for not telling him even after you left. but he knew he could never bring himself to have such negative emotions towards you.
you on the other hand packed all your things while crying. looking through your old photo books, there was a polaroid of shu and you at some karaoke place singing your hearts out together. then there was another one of the two of you dressing up for halloween night. you didn't know how to tell him, you were moving. you were so stupid, maybe if you had told him, he wouldn't have been so heartbroken. but you chose to keep it to yourself.
"hey, you there? are you dead or something," enna waved her hand around, waking you up from your thoughts.
"yeah, I'm all good," you sniffed a little, bringing a hand up to wipe away a tear that threatened to slip.
"yo were you having a moment, sorry man" she laughed, taking a sip of her tea.
"sorry enna, I gotta rush to my meeting or I'm gonna be late, enjoy your tea by the way," you finished up your coffee, packing your things before leaving.
-
you finally ended work, it was only 6pm and you felt like a wreck. when you got home and took a shower, you saw a notification from youtube, it was ennas stream. you clicked into her stream, you rarely watched her streams but you thought this was a good chance to support your friend.
it was a collab stream with a few other people, you listened to them play monopoly as you cooked dinner.
you immediately stopped cooking when you heard someone say, "shu". the person who replied sounded so similar to him, except his voice was a bit deeper. you looked at your phone screen, examining "shu's" chibi avatar which looks similar to him.
"oh shit!" your food was burning, you realized you spent too much time watching the stream.
-
right after you ate, you went to check out his channel. shu yamino, was his name. you tapped into his channel, there was a huge amount of livestreams, you watched a couple of his archives. he was just like the shu you knew, except maybe a bit more confident now.
he seems so much happier now, he does what he loves. but you? you work a 9-5 office job, constantly stressed, no lovelife whatsoever. or maybe you just couldn't move on.
-
"I want a one week leave."
your boss stared at you, puzzled. "now? you know that we have a lot of clients to answer, if you wanted one you should've called in earlier." he was irritated, you were one of his best workers, always completing your work on time, never once came late to work and even made deals with several difficult clients.
"well, it's urgent, I've been working my ass off for the past 2 years and I have never once asked for a break." you tried not to lose your patience, your fingers digging into your palm.
"fine, I'll find someone to cover for you," your boss sighed, grabbing his phone to call someone.
you thanked him bitterly before leaving.
-
you've arrived back to your hometown. the area looked almost the same, just some changes in places like the playground. it kinda hit you that you argued with your boss for a leave just to visit your hometown and shu.
it felt so nostalgic walking through the roads that you used to take everyday with shu to school. he only lived a few houses past yours so you both always walked each other to school. it felt like it was just yesterday discussing with shu about what you wanted to do, about your hopes and dreams while walking home. at that time, it was almost sunset, you could remember vividly how gorgeous he looked under the golden light of the sun.
and there you were, right outside his house. this front yard looked the same, only a few additions of new potted plants. you prayed silently to yourself that he hasn't moved yet as you walked towards his door.
your finger hovered above the doorbell, contemplating whether you should press it. what if he doesn't want to see you? I mean you pretty much abandoned him right after you confessed your feelings to him. you must've broke his heart. despite all the years that has passed, you've never once forgotten him. neither have you lost for feelings for him, sometimes you'd find yourself thinking about him and all the memories you both shared.
taking a deep breath, you ringed his doorbell.
you waited a short while for someone to get to door. but when you finally heard the door unlock, you knew there was no going back. the door swung open and there stood shu yamino.
he's grown so much taller since the last time you've seen him.
"(N-Name)?" his eyes were blown wide open, he couldn't believe it, you were standing right at his door.
tears welled up in your eyes as you pulled him in for a hug. "I'm sorry," you cried into his chest. "I'm sorry I left you," you said in between sniffles.
"I missed you," he mumbled, one arm was snaked around your waist while the other was gently stroking your head.
-
"I-I'm sorry I got your shirt all wet..." you grumbled, you were now both awkwardly sitting beside eachother on the couch.
"it's okay, I don't mind," he smiled, it was still the same smile, throughout all these years he still had the same smile.
"so, how have you been?" you asked, fiddling with the hem of your shirt.
"I'm doing fine." he replied, the atmosphere was thick. you stared at the floor, it's not like you weren't expecting this, you left him for years and then suddenly came back, you both can't just act like nothing happened.
"shu, I'm sorry. I know whatever I say now cannot change the fact that I messed up badly but I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to tell you I was leaving right after I told you how I felt about you. I understand if you don't feel the same way about me but I-I've never lost any of my feelings towards-" he cut you off completely by grabbing your chin and twisting your face towards him. his lips met yours. it was that feeling again, the same feeling you felt years ago, the butterflies your stomach and your cheeks felt like they were on fire.
he pulled away, "s-sorry, I don't know what came over me," shu looked away in embarrassment after what happened.
you started laughing, "still the same as ever," he turned back to you with a sheepish grin on his face.
"now, can I finally take you on an official date?"
the first person who made me realize how it feels like to fall in love .
summary : one of the hardest things you can do is force yourself to fall out of love with someone you fell deeply for (🙂) yeah just angst idk falling in love (😭) and whatever
pairings : shu yamino x gn!reader
genre : angst i think
warnings : none
a.n : if i suffer u guys have to suffer too, lisyen i got the idea to write this at 1:27am in the morning bc i thought abt my life and remembered people could actually fall in love then fall out of love😊😂 if i go down u guys go down w me ! simple as that !! i’m gonna use the shu yamino fluff tag as bait /hj
art by zdrrhnbxg on twt .
“Shu! right here!” You waved over to Shu, receiving a gentle grin from him, flicking your forehead
“Took you awhile, didn’t it?”
“I’m sorry Shu, I was held back after class for the teacher to fill me in on some work I missed.”
“Oh, I see. Well If you want, I can help you”
“You’d really do that?!”
Shu nodded, patting your head and ruffling your hair, exchanging grins and laughs with you, walking through the crowded hallway together making your way outside in the snow. You both stood by the bus stop. Awkward silence rose between the both of you, before Shu turned over to you, cocking a brow when he saw you shivering
“Shu, can you hold my hand? It’s cold.”
— ♡
I sat by the window, snow falling from the skies. Winter, ah yes winter. Winter used to be my most favourite season ever. I loved it, I always enjoyed spending time with people during the winter, whether it is bonding outside or inside. The chilly breeze of wind blowing right past me, inhaling the scent of damp pine cones, ice as smooth as glass, I enjoyed every second of it. Although, it all changed a few months ago
My first crush, the first person I fell deeply for, Shu Yamino.
To me, I wasn’t sure if my feelings for him were platonic or romantic, I couldn’t stand the thought of someone I loved leaving me but I most definitely couldn’t stand the thought of a friend leaving me as well, I didn’t want anyone to leave me.
Me and Shu . . well we would play games together daily, hanging out over in each other’s homes, playing games until we couldn’t handle holding our controllers anymore. Whenever me and Shu were out, I would always notice he took pictures of me in pretty scenery, but he never told me until someone else did.
I enjoyed giving him gifts, hand crafted or not, I gave it to him. I often gave him gifts to show how much I appreciated him and our friendship, how much I was at ease whenever we were together.
Even now, I was aware that I did indeed give him gifts to show him I appreciated him, but now . . I began to realize I only gave him gifts so he could stay by my side, I only gave him gifts so he doesn’t leave me.
All this time, I reminded myself I never really needed someone like him at this time. I deluded myself into thinking that when in reality I’m just scared of being abandoned, I’m scared of people I love leaving my side
I was so stupid, stupid enough to latch onto him, I was afraid to be alone. Shu soon stopped communicating with me as a whole, I began to blame myself that maybe I was the reason for it, did I make him uncomfortable? What was it about me that made him stop communicating with me? What is it about us that just made him cut ties with me all so suddenly?
Every single day, I sat on my bed hours on end, thinking about every single bad thing about myself, wondering if they were the reason why Shu would just leave me like this, but I still don’t know. It teared my heart, It teared me apart especially. Through all of that, it made me notice every single little flaw, making me hate myself more than ever, losing every ounce of trust I had left in my body.
To me, I didn’t care all that much that Shu was acting this way, atleast that’s what I told myself. I wish he could’ve atleast spoken to me instead of leaving me in the dark, leaving me to be alone in my shadow when he was the light that always shined brighter than ever
During the time I was clueless about him stopping communication with me, I eventually realized that I was falling deeply in love with him, those feelings didn’t last long
I had to force myself to fall out of love.
I desperately tried speaking to him, no matter how hard I tried he would always ignore me. Our friendship was already damaged so why did I even try? Could he have stopped talking to me because he knew it wouldn’t last long?
It’s so difficult to define and describe how falling in love with someone special feels like, but with Shu? I certainly knew how it felt like.
Shu Yamino . . . was the first person who made me realize how it feels like to fall in love
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i’m so sorry 💀 LMFAOAOA it’s now 2:29 am isng that lovely 😊 goodnight i have school tmr
summary; meeting shu again after highschool relationship.
gender neutral reader as promised
notes; this is purely fiction, meaning no connection with the liver.
COMING out of the shower you check the time on your phone, it showed 10:35 before a call popping up; it was from Reimu, one of the friends you reconnected with not long ago after years of graduating from highschool.
“hey, what’s up Reimu?” holding your phone using your shoulder while hanging your clothes into the closet, “Hey! I just ran into Enna and Petra, we’re going to a bar that just opened, do you wanna join us?” before you could reject because it was late she interrupted you.
“Because I know you’re gonna say it’s late, i’ll drive you home I promise, i’ll even pick you up.” you grinned, before speaking “Treat me?” you hear a groan on the other side of the phone.
“Fine, i’ll pick you up in 25 so you can get ready.” humming, you say goodbye and hang-up, placing your phone onto bed you open the closet, though it was summer it was cold, you pick out; a pair of jeans, a long sleeved turtle neck, a grey colored coat, and some shoes you’d be comfortable in.
aaa could you please do the "why not tonight? im even wearing something pretty" prompt with shu? ><
✧˚₊୨⎯ pretty in purple ⎯୧₊˚✧
shuchu’s 100 follower event ♡
prompt: “why not tonight? i’m even wearing something pretty.”
character: shu yamino ; dom!shu (?)
warnings: NSFW, minors dni ; afab!reader ; luxiem boys live in close proximity from each other
author notes: thank you for participating in the event anon!! i hope you enjoy this piece that i’ve written for you ‹𝟹 decorative divider: @/mykaesu on twt ⋯♡ᵎ
enjoy lovelies! ♡
shu was out filming a collab with the luxiem boys, he promised that he’d be home at 1am but it was already 1.30am. you looked at the time on your phone and huffed, clicking on the facetime button. after a few rings, shu picks up and you see his signature ‘v’ shaped smile on your phone screen. “hi babe, i’ll be home soon. we’re just wrapping up.”
you pouted at him and whined, “babe, i really need you right now.” you thighs clenching together from the growing arousal between your thighs. shu’s eyes widened in concern, “wait what’s wrong? did something happen while i was gone?”
you huffed, “no…i just want you to fuck me.”
even though you mumbled the last part shu heard it and he chuckled softly.
“not tonight babe, i’m really tired. we could um…do it in the morning, if you want.” shu yawned after saying that, further proving his point.
you raised your phone a little higher and tilted it downwards to show shu what you had on, making his eyes widen in surprise.
“why not tonight? i’m even wearing something pretty.” you whined again, showing shu the lilac lingerie you had on. shu’s face heated up and he felt his dick start to rise in his pants. thank goodness he went outside to pick up your call because the boys would tease him so much if they saw what was happening right now.
“babe…” shu groaned, “god, you look so good in that. purple really is your colour.” his eyes roamed over your body hungrily, taking it in, admiring how good your ass looked in that pretty thong.
“i’m going home now. be ready for me.” shu says, his amethyst eyes darkening with lust. you giggled as the call ended, happy that he gave in.
you pulled your thong to the side, exposing your sopping core. you pushed two fingers in and pumped them in and out, making wet and lewd sounds from how dripping wet you were already.
a few minutes had passed and you finally hear the door click open then slam shut with hurried footsteps following after — getting closer and closer to the bedroom door. shu swings open the door and makes his way towards you with a smirk, “what a good girl, prepping yourself for me.”
you bite down on your lower lip as you gazed at him, lust evident in your eyes. your eyes then drifted down to shu’s pants, his length straining against the fabric of his pants. shu proceeds to free his erection from its confines and shifts himself closer to you.
he pulls your fingers out and sticks them in his mouth — his tongue swirling around your digits, groaning as he sucks them clean. after he’s done, he pulls them out and place a gentle kiss on your knuckles before lining his dick up with your hole, sliding the tip against your slit.
“baby, please- just fuck me, please!” you whine in frustration.
shu chuckles and leans in to whisper in your ear, “i’m sorry i kept you waiting.” right after he said that, shu slides into you— pushing his entire length in and pounding into your core.
your eyes screw shut at the immense pleasure of having shu’s length piston in and out of you, hitting that spot that had your toes curling. shu leans down to capture your lips, brushing his tongue between your lips before you part them —letting his tongue swirl against yours.
your mind was becoming foggy from the intensity of the kiss as well as the pleasure. you pull back to alert him that you were close, “nngh- shu- baby- i- i’m cumming!”
shu groans and replies in between pants, “i’m close too- fuck-“
shu’s thrusts get harsher, his nails digging into your hips and you cry out his name repeatedly as your walls clench around him.
not long after, shu lets out a strangled moan as he comes undone, painting your insides white.
your eyes were still shut — your chest rising and falling rapidly as you tried to catch your breath. shu moves to lay beside you, wrapping his arms around you and giving you a gentle peck on the forehead.
what if... high-school sweethearts au with the one and only, shu yamino. (SFW)
pairing: shu yamino x nerdy!reader(gn)
warnings: self indulgent sappy x reader content because he's shu yamino
even though shu was an intelligent student (and seemed like a nerd), he still had an active social life and happened to have quite a few friends. but compared to you, you were a complete nerd! you had a huge crush on him but was never able to even speak to him, only sneaking a few glances at him when he walks past you in the hallways.
you had convinced yourself that he would never notice someone so plain and boring like you, always wearing those nerdy looking glasses, stumbling over their own words and constantly fiddling with the hem of their uniform when they're nervous.
you never actually even planned on speaking to him, until you were paired up with him for a science project. you were going to cry, you can barely even look him in the eyes properly, and now you have to work on a project, TOGETHER??? a part of you was ecstatic that you had this opportunity to finally (hopefully) befriend him but the other part of you was absolutely horrified of even speaking to him.
"I didn't think I'd get paired up with you," shu said with his signature smile which never failed to make your heart explode.
"yeah, m-me too.." your eyes could only focus on the floor, you didn't even have to courage to even glance at him.
at this point, shu was worried, did he say something wrong? did you get the wrong idea? are you scared of him? are you gonna switch partners now? he didn't want to scare you off the second he started speaking to you.
"w-what about we meet up at the library after school, fo-for the project of course!" you spoke nervously, almost in a whisper, but hey, at least you broke the awkward silence between the both of you!
-
the project went really well! the two of you got an A+ for that assessment, not only that, but you started coming out of your shell and actually befriended shu! you never ever thought you would be able to even wave at him in the hallways, and now you're holding up small talks with him about yours or his day. your friendship stayed strong throughout high-school, however, you knew you'd have to part ways with him eventually, but you swore to yourself that you would definitely tell him how you felt about him.
-
graduation day came along, you did well, exceeding your expectations, despite that, a part of you still felt a tinge of sadness knowing you'd probably never be able to wave to shu along the hallways, have random conversations about who would you fight in a brawl if you were all turned into peanuts and the butterflies you get in your stomach everytime he laughs.
"I'm guessing you did really well?"
you turned around and it was the one and only shu yamino.
"what makes you think I did so well?" you replied with a smirk, the noises of people seem to be drowning out as you have your eyes on him.
"I just know you did," a chuckle emitting from his lips, god he was so attractive..
"here," you handed him an envelope, "don't open it or read it until I leave, I'm watching you.." you warned jokingly.
"actually, I got you something too," he pulled out a small little box from his pocket, placing it in your hands, "don't open it until I leave, I'm watching you too," he laughed as he copied what you had said.
"deal," the two of you shook hands as you both left.
-
upon reaching home, shu carefully opened the envelope, pulling out a piece of folded paper, he opened it and sure enough, it was your handwriting.
dear shu,
I honestly can't believe we're both graduating, I'll really miss you. thank you for being my friend for all these years, I would've told you all of this in person but i don't have the guts to. I really appreciate you, for staying by my side for so long. anyways, I'll cut to the point, for the past few years, I really really like you. you always made me feel appreciated and loved and I never felt that way before. you're the first and only person that made me feel this way. now that we're parting ways, I feel rather sad, to be honest I can't imagine myself away from you.
I love you.
-(name)
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you laid on your bed, mind racing, what if he doesn't like you back, what if he finds you weird now, what if he never speaks to you ever again because of how you feel about him.
you reached into your pocket, pulling out the box he had given you. you lifted its cover, inside, sitting a gorgeous heart shaped necklace, you never thought shu would ever be so sappy. gifting you a heart necklace, hold on, he gave you a heart shaped necklace, HE GAVE YOU?? A HEART SHAPED NECKLACE????
you were screaming into your pillow, you were full on bawling your eyes out. you finally composed yourself, looking at the necklace again, you picked it up and carefully put it on, your brain still not believing the fact that he actually gave his to you.
after awhile, there was a knock on your door, and low and behold shu yamino was standing right outside your door.
