clovers diary

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚૮꒰˵•ᵜ•˵꒱ა‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷ they/she ♡ just a mentally ill queer kid ꨄ tw's in intro ʚ block don't report

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚

Haii this is my vent blog

TW for stuff on this blog; suicidal thoughts, self harm, self hatred, starving, anxiety

Continue

I'm pro recovery btw

My name is clover/peach

I go by they/she

We're a osdd system

I like: needy streamer overload, a lot of fashion styles, ebyl, co09, webtoons etc

• menhera, jirai and gyaru

• I struggle with sh and suicidal thoughts

• minor

• kinda obsessive

• suspected bpd

And yeah

#☆彡彡 ¢ℓσνєя ιѕ тιяє∂ σƒ єνєяутнιηgミミ☆ is my vent tag

#＊✿❀ 𝐶𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑎𝑝𝑠 ❀✿＊ is me just yapping or smth that's not a vent

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

I want to eat so bad but then id just get fatter

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

Maybe I'll meet you again in another life

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

I miss you.

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

"It's filthy disgusting so ugly, I'm sure I'm ugly, disgusting and filthy for sure" /lyr

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

id be better off dead

[jirairenshi]

i'm so disgusted with myself

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

I love my pets so much I really don't want them to die but i know they will someday I really hope not soon I love them so much I can't handle them dying :(

They deserve better owners we live in an rv and barely have room for the bunny his cage is under my bed he deserves a way better cage and more room but we just can't until we get a house :<

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

Cw: sexual but again it's a vent

I feel disgusting for having any sexual thought

Anyway gn

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

Tw: kinda sexual it's a vent tho

God I hate being a teenager I hate hormones I hate masturbating alot it makes me feel disgusting ik it's normal but it doesn't feel normal

Anyway gn

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

I wanna post more of my thoughts/vents on here but people would probably be disgusted

Anyway goodnight

[aj-duh-deactivated20251026]

no baby, theres a reason you have the blog, use it please, and if you cant do that then at least text me ok?

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

But some vents are kinda sexual I'm scared you'll think I'm disgusting

[aj-duh-deactivated20251026]

just remember you have a vent blog for a reason, and ill never think your disgusting, you cann always vent or talks to me

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

Oki I love you <3

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

I wanna post more of my thoughts/vents on here but people would probably be disgusted

Anyway goodnight

[aj-duh-deactivated20251026]

no baby, theres a reason you have the blog, use it please, and if you cant do that then at least text me ok?

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

But some vents are kinda sexual I'm scared you'll think I'm disgusting

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

I wanna post more of my thoughts/vents on here but people would probably be disgusted

Anyway goodnight

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

Genuinely how is no one disgusted by me I'm an obsessive, suicidal, self harming freak and people still like me?? How and why

[abby-official]

i love you

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

I love you too <3

[gastationgirl-deactivated202509]

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

Genuinely how is no one disgusted by me I'm an obsessive, suicidal, self harming freak and people still like me?? How and why

[clover-is-mentally-ill]

Hiii I haven't posted in a while just letting y'all know I'm not dead I finally got my sleep schedule a little better

Send askss plsss I'm going to bed but still send asks