welcome to the circus

★☆ clown vampire || i make art sometimes || 25 || he/him || current hyperfixations are - Scarlet Hollow, Outlast Trials, Severance ☆★

[sevendurst-deactivated20241019]

i have to PRETEND i have to DAYDREAM or i will KILL MYSELF

[clown-pire]

returning to an old piece of fanart i stopped working on last year and wow. the sword of damocles symbolism was Not Wrong huh

[window-shopper]

Something something Not Your Wayne something something The Final Kiss

Alternatives and other stuff under cut

Inspired by that one artwork “the kiss”

[elucubrare]

i wish my brain were not full of gludge. i would like to be using it & because of the gludge i cannot do that.

[clown-pire]

stumbled upon this in my files again so now I'm releasing it to the world

[saffitaffi]

btw the reason I haven't updated y'all on hollow words is bc I've been working my ass off on a stupid mod for Scarlet Hollow

[northflowerowo]

catboy wayne.... the enkitty

[possessable]

i can't do secret hidden lore or leave things up to imagination because i like showing people things too much . i'm like check it out do you like my story here's every single thing that has ever happened in it . i'm too excited for tacit implications i like to show off my characters like someone shows off their pet kitty that they put a cute hat on

[damazcuz]

Squeezing oc like a stress ball. Throwing oc at the wall like a tennis ball. Dribbling oc on the ground like a basket ball. Whacking oc with a club like golf ball. AND OTHER SUCH ACTIVIES THAT YOU CAN IMAGINE.

[maidenmocha]

New scarlet hollow trait just dropped

[crabussy]

currently liking the character so much that all I can do is pace around my darkened house saying "they make me die"

[desk-drawerr]

He eat a nemon

[girlnephew]

[teathattast]

[crabussy]

it's normal and actually good for your health to see yourself in the most guilt ridden character you've ever seen in your life

[crabussy]

(imagining the guilt ridden character I relate to being comforted or feeling miserable) it's good for them.this says nothing about me

[baddbyrne]

okay not to ocpost again but the worst thing about having an oc is sometimes they become The Character to you. and you need to talk to someone about it like wow I can’t stop thinking about The Character… but in order to do so you have to like sit them down and explain everything about your oc first. and then it’s just you explaining your writing ideas. i need to talk about them the same way i would talk about any random character i love to someone.

[t4timekeeper]

yeah i just love it when a character is in an inescapable torment nexus for a huge portion of their life and it defines every aspect of their existence forever. also whats cptsd