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#saturdaynight #drinks #drunk drunk!!!!

being tipsy and mega high + ultra live at twitch = heaven 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

so i had to make a collage because i cant pick a picture where someone is not making out in the background!! great times, strong drinks!!!! just an updated pic! saturday made me want to reshave my head, but then i think it took me 1 year to grow it back and i start doubting myself.

I really need to talk to somebody!

#mental breakdown

paying with natures credit card

well i was talking to a couple of my guy friends, and we discussed the topic of first dates. how they would like for girls to offer to pay their share of the bill, because it shows that the girl is independent, even though they would never let them pay in real life. volunteering to pay is all they need to consider you. they stated that nothing in this world is free and that eventually in the long run, you will pay it off with sex, you just don't know it, for them is an investment. of course I'm not surprise because i know my friends are pigs and my momma warned me against these things back when i was 13. the issue for me is with girls, how does this shit work? are there girls that think this way? i take out girls on dates but never with the intention of getting anything back from them, most of the time if i ask you for a date, i don't want anything from you, even if you did want something back. If i want to pursue a girl, my method is never talking to them ever, but that is just because I'm socially awkward, but i would never pursue a girl, wine and dine her and expect her to pay me back with natures credit card, thats just sick!!

#rant of the day #lesbian #what do you think #lesbian problems

Post vday....

Happy to say it went well, i took a friend on a date, and we ended at the gay club. Drank all day sunday, died all day monday. This vday was way better than last year. my ex broke up with me after vday last year for not taking her out whatsoever, even though she knew i had to work overnight that whole week. I can definetely say i like spending vdays single better than in a relationship.

the division yo.....

i saw deadpool yesterday, i swear i saw his dick in the screen a couple of times, the division game open beta comes out this weekend, im more than excited for that, specially since ive been procrastinating hard in my studies. if theres any gamers following me, and you're playing the division, please tell me...

#the division #the division videogame #videogames #please add me on psn

celebrating that im single as fuck!!!

#single #lesbian #Please be my valentine #still drinking

was i ready for my date? 😁😁😁

I dont know you at all, but i would love to get to know you. I dont know if the love of your life is what ill turn out to be, but it would be a pleasure getting to know you.

#stranger

Ohh how life has changed....

Ohh god, its been so long since ive written here in tumblr. Maybe over a year, but i do lurk on it once or twice a week though. How life has changed in that time. I think finally life is getting better for me. I mightve found a purpose in life, it just took me losing all my friends and falling in deep depression to do so, but im better and ready to start new friendships and new endeavors. Now i just need to find people that find me interesting enough to talk to me. Hopefully it doesnt take much.