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Doing my best TW ED!!! not a minor

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Before and after 💚

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wtf

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Tw: thinspo/bonespo, before and after pics

Lock in so this could be you

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I am acutely aware of him at all times, down to every breath I hear him take

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I so badly wish I were an artist so I could adequately capture every line and crevice and contour of him, each individual muscle in his forearms, the way his shirt stretches and wrinkles around his back. his entire being is art of the highest form.

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i am content just listening to him speak

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Today’s Meals (10/05/23)

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i’m baaaack. today’s eats were whatever. I forgot to photograph like half of it LOL.

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- sandwich + salad + fruit - 300 cal

- 12 grilled chicken nuggets + sauce - 233 cal

- 1 cookie - 167 cal

- 1 ghirardelli square - 60 cal

- 1/2 cup yogurt + 3 crackers - 130 cal

Total - 890 cals

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okay so. hey. I didn’t hit my end of year gw, not by a long shot because oops, I have binge tendencies. whatever. what matters is that I’m trying still. I’m going to fix this. consistency is key.

that being said, I’m gonna start posting food logs again. I think it was really good for holding myself accountable. so if you like those sorts of posts ur welcome LOL

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food is the enemy. calories are the enemy. sugar is the enemy. there’s a disgusting grotesque being in your brain that tells you you need these things; the disgusting grotesque creature lies. you don’t need those things. you need beauty. purity. thinness. worth. self-control. discipline. ethereality. you never need to eat. do not eat. don’t eat. it’s not worth it.

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I’m going to be beautiful and pure and empty or I’m going to die trying.

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16 days left to hit your end of the year gw. Don’t fuck it up.

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on my way to 94 💙

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I will be 96 lbs by the end of the year. I will be 96 lbs by the end of the year. I will be 96 lbs by the end of the year. And then I’ll be on my way to 94!

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When did this happen?????

hi LOL my name is ross and I have an ed, and I love talking to ppl and making friends!! Always feel free to ask me questions or message me (but I prob won’t respond if ur not an ed acc sorry)

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I’m going to make these pants fit perfectly, mark my fucking words 🖤

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Hi!! I made an edtwt finally. Follow me if u want, we can be moots ! @ calsdotpy

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Yo, does anyone know what happened to the person who was making that Ana cookbook? Or what their blog name is? I can’t find them :(