The Most Innocent Angel in the Garrison

Hello. I'm Castiel, Angel of Thursday. I was God once. It didn't end well.  Supernatural Indie Castiel Roleplay blog. Will RP crossovers, OCs, etc. Please read the "About Cas" and "Rules" pages first. Mun and Muse 18+. M!A: None, but accepting.

[cluelesscastiel]

Semi-Indefinite Hiatus

Hi! It’s been a while since I’ve been over on this blog. Just thought I’d let y’all know what’s going on.

I’ve had a rough year and to be honest, the idea of rp doesn’t really appeal to me nearly as much as it did a while ago. It started feeling more like a chore and less like something I was excited about, and I don’t want to continue if it’s going to turn into something I hate.

This blog was a lot of fun, and I met some amazing people through here, and I don’t want to lose the connections I made. My main blog is bucketofmemes.tumblr.com if any of you want to follow and/or talk to me over there. I rarely check this blog now, and I don’t want any messages to sit ignored for months.

I’m not saying I’ll never rp again, but at least for now, I’m gonna take a break to focus on my jobs and school and trying to make it through this year and graduate.

But I just wanted to say thank you to everyone I’ve talked to or rp’ed with or interacted with on this blog, because you all have been some of the nicest and most accepting people. Thanks again for everything, it’s really been a great few years running this and talking to all of you. I’ve got nothing but good memories.

Hopefully I’ll see you on my other blog, or maybe I’ll come back eventually and do some prompts or something. I’m not really sure what the future holds.

<3

T

[smokeandsong]

[daemonem-regis]

((On mobile and the symbol won't work but crown for Cas?????

technically this is a bracelet but if it were a crown i think it’d suit cas nicely

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“You said you didn’t want to talk to me and you wouldnt look at me… I though t you would want time to yourself.”

[cluelesscastiel]

“That’s still true.” He was still very upset about this, even if his reactions were a bit strange. “But right now I would rather you be here than out cheating on me again. So I’m going to be calm.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“I wouldnt.” He said quietly. “Don’t want to.” He said with a small shake of his head

[cluelesscastiel]

“Well you certainly wanted to last night.” He shot back before realizing what he’d said. “Sorry. I promised I would be civil about this. I’m sorry.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter simply stared at him for a moment before turning around and stalked into the spare bedroom, closing the door behind him. There. Problem solved

[cluelesscastiel]

Cas just turned around and went into their bedroom. Give Peter some time and he’d probably calm down. If not, he could deal with it in the morning.

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter stayed in the spare room for the night, and well into the morning. Hrbwas waiting on cas

[cluelesscastiel]

Cas woke up early, got dressed, made a cup of tea and sat in one of the chairs waiting for Peter to come out. He’d have to eventually.

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter hid in that room for several hours before the need to pee had him crossing his legs and curled into a ball on the bed. So he hurried his way past Castiel to use the bathroom. Hiding in there a few moments before sighing and stepping out

[cluelesscastiel]

Cas just stared at him. He didn’t want to force a conversation until he knew Peter was ready to talk. Making it worse would be bad for both of them.

[cluelesscastiel]

Goodnight friends. I've gotta get up early tomorrow to go to a mountain and do whatever it is people do on mountains.

[walpurg]

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“You said you didn’t want to talk to me and you wouldnt look at me… I though t you would want time to yourself.”

[cluelesscastiel]

“That’s still true.” He was still very upset about this, even if his reactions were a bit strange. “But right now I would rather you be here than out cheating on me again. So I’m going to be calm.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“I wouldnt.” He said quietly. “Don’t want to.” He said with a small shake of his head

[cluelesscastiel]

“Well you certainly wanted to last night.” He shot back before realizing what he’d said. “Sorry. I promised I would be civil about this. I’m sorry.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter simply stared at him for a moment before turning around and stalked into the spare bedroom, closing the door behind him. There. Problem solved

[cluelesscastiel]

Cas just turned around and went into their bedroom. Give Peter some time and he’d probably calm down. If not, he could deal with it in the morning.

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter stayed in the spare room for the night, and well into the morning. Hrbwas waiting on cas

[cluelesscastiel]

Cas woke up early, got dressed, made a cup of tea and sat in one of the chairs waiting for Peter to come out. He'd have to eventually.

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“You said you didn’t want to talk to me and you wouldnt look at me… I though t you would want time to yourself.”

[cluelesscastiel]

“That’s still true.” He was still very upset about this, even if his reactions were a bit strange. “But right now I would rather you be here than out cheating on me again. So I’m going to be calm.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“I wouldnt.” He said quietly. “Don’t want to.” He said with a small shake of his head

[cluelesscastiel]

“Well you certainly wanted to last night.” He shot back before realizing what he’d said. “Sorry. I promised I would be civil about this. I’m sorry.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter simply stared at him for a moment before turning around and stalked into the spare bedroom, closing the door behind him. There. Problem solved

[cluelesscastiel]

Cas just turned around and went into their bedroom. Give Peter some time and he'd probably calm down. If not, he could deal with it in the morning.

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“You said you didn’t want to talk to me and you wouldnt look at me… I though t you would want time to yourself.”

[cluelesscastiel]

“That’s still true.” He was still very upset about this, even if his reactions were a bit strange. “But right now I would rather you be here than out cheating on me again. So I’m going to be calm.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“I wouldnt.” He said quietly. “Don’t want to.” He said with a small shake of his head

[cluelesscastiel]

"Well you certainly wanted to last night." He shot back before realizing what he'd said. "Sorry. I promised I would be civil about this. I'm sorry."

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“You said you didn’t want to talk to me and you wouldnt look at me… I though t you would want time to yourself.”

[cluelesscastiel]

"That's still true." He was still very upset about this, even if his reactions were a bit strange. "But right now I would rather you be here than out cheating on me again. So I'm going to be calm."

[cheese24k]

Cats are way more stupid than people give them credit for

[satans-codpiece-deactivated2017]

I was too busy laughing at the cat with a lion cut

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter looked at cas for a moment before quietly saying “I’m sorry.”

[cluelesscastiel]

He tentatively took a step closer. “Thank you. Though that didn’t help as much as I had thought it would.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“I known” he said 1uietly. “I’m sorry about that too.”

[cluelesscastiel]

“It’s alright.” He shrugged. “You can’t change the past. All we can do is learn from it and move forward.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

He blinked at the other. “…is that it then?”

[cluelesscastiel]

He didn’t really know what else to say. “…I suppose. What more did you want me to do?”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“I don’t know… it took me a day and a half before I was ready to look at you the last time something like this happened…I was expecting something like that.. ”

[cluelesscastiel]

"This doesn't mean I'm okay with it, but I just don't want you to leave. That would only make it worse." Cas looked away. "The whole time you were gone, I'd be here worrying you were going to do it again."

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter looked at cas for a moment before quietly saying “I’m sorry.”

[cluelesscastiel]

He tentatively took a step closer. “Thank you. Though that didn’t help as much as I had thought it would.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“I known” he said 1uietly. “I’m sorry about that too.”

[cluelesscastiel]

“It’s alright.” He shrugged. “You can’t change the past. All we can do is learn from it and move forward.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

He blinked at the other. “…is that it then?”

[cluelesscastiel]

He didn't really know what else to say. "...I suppose. What more did you want me to do?"

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter looked at cas for a moment before quietly saying “I’m sorry.”

[cluelesscastiel]

He tentatively took a step closer. “Thank you. Though that didn’t help as much as I had thought it would.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“I known” he said 1uietly. “I’m sorry about that too.”

[cluelesscastiel]

"It's alright." He shrugged. "You can't change the past. All we can do is learn from it and move forward."

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter looked at cas for a moment before quietly saying “I’m sorry.”

[cluelesscastiel]

He tentatively took a step closer. "Thank you. Though that didn't help as much as I had thought it would."

[officialdarbus-deactivated20160]

local commercials are so funny like….. the fact that everyone in your area knows the jingle or whatever but nobody outside of the area…. it’s like… a Secret Local Meme

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

"I'm not angry. Just...tell me why." -Cas

@cluelesscastiel (oh NO) 

Peter didn’t look Castiel in the eye, gaze fixed on the floor as his chest tightened. “I was drunk… I don’t know why… I don’t remember why… but I did…” he said softly. 

[cluelesscastiel]

Cas couldn’t even look at him. “Is that really all you have to say for yourself?” Peter was usually drunk, but he’d never done…this before.

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“What else do you want me to say?” He asked still looking at the floor.

[cluelesscastiel]

“I don’t know. I don’t even know if I want to talk to you right now.” Cas hadn’t felt this hurt in a long time. He’s really thought everything with Peter had been going well.

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter went quiet and nodded. “I’m…I’ll leave.” He said softly. Moving to grab his coat. “I’ll stay at Charley’s or something…”

[cluelesscastiel]

“Are you going to sleep with him too?” Cas glared at him, moving away from the door. “Go on, it’s not like I even mattered to you anyway.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

Peter stopped at the door. “Well what do you want Cas!? Do you want me to leave or do you want me to stay? Cause whatever choice I make its going to be the wrong one apparently.”

[cluelesscastiel]

“I wanted you to be faithful, but apparently that was too much to ask!” He turned towards the bedroom. “Do what you want, it doesn’t matter anymore.”

[petervincentmasterofdarkness]

“You’ve made the same mistake!” He called after him. “I forgave you! What’s it going to take!?”

[cluelesscastiel]

"How about an apology?! All you've done is make excuses." He stopped and turned around.