{Bunny}

a little blog for whatever

[clumsyprincessworld]

all you should know♥︎

Metaphors

Saying things without saying them

Deep speech

Meaning [especially hidden meaning]

Purpose

Hidden references/ reference to experience only you, others who have had it, will understand.

Feeling/ emotion

Words: papaya, glory

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[clumsyprincessworld]

Childhood

Its hard to look at pictures

Of me when i was younger

And know what was going on

Behind my childhood smile

Although it wasnt real

I didnt have such childhood wonder

With all that i had going on

When i was just a child

The gapping in my memory

The things that didnt go away

The way i curl up like a child

When im exhausted, everyday

But here i am

Have i progressed really?

My stuffed animals on my shelf

And my eyes, always teary

Sometimes i still feel like just a child

Trying to be happy in the world

And smiling in every picture

All my struggles, a running stream.

Its just so hard to look at pictures

And know my smile wasnt real

The way that all my happy memories

Were the things that i imagined

And all the struggles that i had

People say that i was young

And so i guess im still a child

Since I'll always feel this numb.

[clumsyprincessworld]

A sunset one day.

I suppose you were right all along

Stumbling around it

Relating moments to a song

Recognition, your face

And where to place you in my memory

A lullaby, your voice, and how, i always heard a melody

And where to find you in my dreams

And where to put you in my heart

I found a maze after you left

Its hard to navigate, apart

Maybe you should just come back

And help me carry half the load

You know they say its always safer

Hand-in-hand to cross the road.

[clumsyprincessworld]

Ive gotta say,

Out of all the things ive had to accept, and move on from,

Youve been the hardest.

And sometimes

When its really hard

I still struggle to.

[clumsyprincessworld]

There is nowhere to go from here but up.

A safe space

Far away

A place of mine

A box

A place of mine

To detox, to pass the time

To breathe in

For a mothers touch unsoothing

And at last im finally moving

On a train going nowhere

Going nowhere but up.

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[clumsyprincessworld]

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[clumsyprincessworld]

The day they moved on.

Your day was normal

Your day was fine

Today was a step closer

Today will be yours.

Tomorrow will be normal

Tomorrow will be fine

Tomorrow, another step

You wont notice a change

But in their mind you were present

In their mind you had danced

In their mind you were joyful

Today was magical

Today was magnificent

Today was a wonder

Today was yesterday

Today they had decided

Yesterday you were triumphant

Today you were a sad memory

Tomorrow youll be a ghost

And by next week, they have moved on.

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Are you that blue light?

Are you?

[thevirginsu1cid3]

if i could see you, ONCE MORE TO SEE YOU

[minimalistquotes]

Find someone who will love the depressed you, happy you, growing you, worst you, and indecisive you. Without calling you crazy or toxic for not being able to understand you.

[clumsyprincessworld]

Them.

My beam of light

What a beacon in the night

In the darkness

Where my sadness,

Where my sorrow,

solem, place

I look into a crowd

And I will recognise her face

Tears will prickle in my eyes

As I run to her embrace

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Is this how it is?

And You were always there

That gorgeous ghost,

So unseen in the back

You'd stop my train

And give me coal

To get me back on track

And they just didnt know it

But you kept me so together

Always like a second sun

While im deep under the weather

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[clumsyprincessworld]

Bare bones

Peel my skin to kiss my palms

And underneath, my unscarred arms

Same time next week?

I guess I'll see you

I'll lock your cage

With an urge to free you

See me standing in the night

The cold air rushing through my spite

And long blonde hair, the moon so bright

You dont need to stress,

I'll be gone by tonight.

I wake up with a falling feeling

Look down at my skin thats peeling

Guess i do it now for you,

For when you're here, you'll do it too

You need your food plain, hate the spices

Can't stand the sight of all my slices

Pick me up

And shake me out

Just give me back for when you go

And when that is, ill never know

Cause you don't want quite all of me

I'll put my skin back on alone

And be the me, you'll never see.

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[clumsyprincessworld]

Barstool child

Bars are the checkpoints of the busy streets

Filled with miserable people,

where misery meets

A girl swirls a drink, a guy twice her age bought her

With a smile that is fake, that her mother had taught her

I see that same smile

On everyone inside

In a bar full of people

All the people stand alone

And i smile at the people

Since they met me ive grown

Since so young ive been with people

With no people around me

And i float off on my own

With just my music to ground me

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[clumsyprincessworld]

Pretty

Delicate and pretty

Sensitive and fragile

Maybe i am a petal

Never at the root of anything

Never quite original

Never quite the start

Never quite the first

Or the most important part

But hey, atleast i can look pretty

And the pretty i will see

In a meadow full of pretty flowers

Who will look at me?

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[clumsyprincessworld]

Hit or miss

Out of all the guys who wanted me

Couldnt you have wanted me more

Couldnt you have wanted me most

Out of all the guys who taunted me

Why were you just standing by?

This odd and secret, festering fire

You had me, so you didnt boast

Its hard to believe you know,

That you didnt know

After all that, really?

You didnt know?

After all that, really?

And you just let go?

Do you care, do you really?

Cause i wouldnt know

Too easy to read

Im like ice is still clear

And no matter how strong

Youll see me through the wall anyway

Way too easy to need

And i still need you here

Cause no matter how strong

You are stronger than me anyway

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[clumsyprincessworld]

Slug

I went back to that field i used to walk through

Thinking of you, (of course)

You know what?

Its no different

I dont see it any different

When i loved you, when i didnt

I mean nevermind anyway

I went back to that field i used to go to

Listen to my music

Vibing, thinking id run into you

In a town youve never been to

Ive never really known you, (of course)

Whyd i think that itd be different

I dont know if i dont know anyway

I mean nevermind anyway.