all my love

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thoughtbox.

How can I finish a PhD in 4 years?  Answer: one year at a time. 

I don’t think people understand the weight of it when I say what I’m doing.  6+ years and 1 internship year (which is supposed to be separate) condensed into 4 year program. 

Where did the other THREE YEARS GO?

It’s not just “studying” or “clinical rotations” or “research.” It’s those three things, social justice, ethics, science, and the weight of holding and guiding someone else’s reality, safety, and life--along with your own.

To say I’m struggling is a understatement.

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I have such little space in my life right now. It makes me sad.

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Do you play league at all?

not a MOBA fan.....unless it’s FPS MOBA D:

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I hope you feel better. Your heart has depth and I think that’s wonderful.

you’re a gem <3

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When your heart runs so deep you find that you get tired of sharing it.  I find the most peace in solitude

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What games do you play?

Most of the games that are popular. FPS games are my home though.

[bronzhing]

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via weheartit

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The Hours (2002)

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you ever feel like you spend so much time taking care of other people you don’t have space for yourself?

[ohk4te]

the weather is cold and the sky is moody (winter is here, and she’s making it known) so i’m wrapped in sweaters and socks and wool and kept company by candles and tea (buttercream chai, extra steeped & extra spicy) and the not-so-gentle roar of the furnace. my handwriting is getting sloppier by the minute, loose and looping and familiar—

[reinestudies]

my first premier video on youtube - interactions are highly appreciated

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