The Liar

'93 | Asian

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Hayaan niyo lang ako.

Hayaan niyo lang ako. Sa bawat araw na nagdaan na siya pa din ang ginugusto ko. Sa mga masasakit na salitang sinasabi niya. Sa panahon na pinapamukha niyang hindi niya ko gusto. Hayaan niyo lang ako. Kahit halos gabi-gabi akong nilalamon ng utak ko. Kahit nagpapanggap akong inaantok, sa twing tutulo ang luha ko. Kahit nagpapakatanga na ako. Hayaan niyo lang ako. Mahirap man tanggapin na hanggang kaibigan lang kami, Masaya naman ako kung anong meron sa 'min. Hayaan niyo lang ako. Sanay naman ako maging ganito. Sanay ako na, ako lang ang nagmamahal. Sanay akong umaasa sa wala. Hinayaan ko yun sarili ko na saktan ng taong kagaya niya Hinayaan ko na maging bihag niya Hinayaan ko, hanggang sa 'di na ko makawala. Pinabayaan ko, Hinayaan ko.. kaso kulang pa din. Hindi niya pa din ako gusto. Hayaan niyo lang ako. Matatapos din ang pahina niya sa buhay ko. Makakalimutan ko din siya. Muli akong ngi-ngiti katulad ng dati. Hayaan niyo lang ako.. sa ngayon.

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I feel B.A.D

Hindi ako nagexpect pero nasaktan pa din ako. Alam ko hindi ko makukuha lahat ng gusto ko Alam ko. pero masakit pa din mareject. masakit ang laging mareject. Sabi ko sa sarili ko 'patience is a virtue' kasi wala ako noon. Kaya pilit ko pinapahaba kaso nakakapagid umasa sa wala. siguro nga. Hindi para sa akin yun siguro nga. Pero hindi pa din magamda sa pakiramdam.

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#PursuingHappiness #25percent #wattpad #friendship #truefriend #reelvsreal #excerpt

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Theyre Drifting Away.

Dont Go. 하지마!!!!!!!

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Friends getting more Benefits

Maybe this is the time that I should be more cautious to the friends that im dealing with. They tend to disappoint me and betray me. They even misunderstand me. Im sick of being the nice one while Im really not. I wont be pretentious this time Ill be myself and Ill do whatever I wanted.

To my Friends by label Thanks for messing up my life. Thanks for being their in good times and somehow in bad times. I never made anyone of you as an option but you made me one of your options. Am I too kind for you? Am I not worthy for your life? Am I really your friend? Well it doesnt matter, coz As I write this stuff.. I decided to cut all the ties between us.. Thanks but our Friendship is Over.

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"Depression is the side effect of dying…" #Mashimaro #마시마로 #모랑 #tfiosqoute

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WAHT

Because youre too happy with your new found friend, you really forget that I exist. I was your movie buddy, your stressball and everything but not anymore. Sometimes i feel like you throw me out of your system that Im just bothering you and most of the time I feel that I'm not better with your new found friends, yea Im also close to them but it seems that they know a lot more facts than me. And I hate it. Well.. youre the one who turned away and Im just giving it back. I dont care about the friendship that might vanished if it wasnt real then its nonsense to continue it. Bye.

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Imissyou

Hey. I miss you. Hey. I want to see you. Hey. Hey. Hey.

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"I'm not a bitch, I'm just sarcastic." Test shot by rubi ferrer.

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Those 3days

see you even thought you wont see me..

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Owell.

Whatever. Im creepy but he still answer my message.

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H A P P Y

Okay. 난 홤북해요. You can't blame me for this, I'm so happy that even if he replied in a weird way, I feel so giggly. Hahaha

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Too cold for winter

The last few weeks, we barely talk and see each other I really dont know the reasons but I think its for our own good Were friends right? Even thought we dont talk to each other Even thought youre giving me cold treatment, and I do the same But I hope that we go back to the old 'we' sooner, because I miss you.

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It all in my mind.

How long does it take to drop all the fvcking feelings?

One week? One month? One Year?

But its already on it's Six years

So why? Why do I still think that I need you?

Why do I still feel jealous over something trivial?

And why do I write this kind of blog right now?

Am I crazy? Maybe I am.

We've been together for less than a month

But why am I like this?

I thought that I already move on

But why?

All of a sudden, when I saw you happy. .with someone

It gives me a shock on my abdomen, It feels like I'm going to throw up

Throwing up because it hurts so much.

Maybe I am like this because I'm still hoping, for another chance

Chance that was too impossible to happen.

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"I would rather walk with a friend in the dark, than alone in the light." #HappyBirthdayChi #bestfriend #missher #02022014

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Dear Bes, Alam kong ang lakas mga throwback yun picture, katulad natin. Ang lakas din maka-throwback ng mga kwentuhan natin na namimiss ko na, mga kwentuhan na kung saan-saan napapadpad, mga tawanan na walang ka-poise poise, mga hinanaing at mga personal na bagay na nakakaiyak ikwento, na bigla na lang natin gagawin biro pag patulo na si luha. Namimiss na kita sobra. Ang dami mo ng utang na kwento sakin, at ganun din ako. Basta bes, sa kahit anong bagay, o kahit anong pangyayari, alam mong nandito lang kami. Happy Birthday Chi. iloveyou. Magingat ka dyan, lalo na yun puso mo. hahahaha!! xoxo Amane :)

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Diverting my attention to these Guys. #jaimecampbellbower #anselelgort #natwolff #loganlerman #boyfriends #happiness #mortalinstrument #percyjackson #theperksofbbeingawallflower #stuckinlove #tfios #carrie #divergent