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[coderslegacy]

#CODERSLEGACY: a private low-activity portrayal of may olowe-hewitt from MONARCH: LEGACY OF MONSTERS. loved by cooper [ over thirty; she/they ]. affiliated with @teacherlegacy ~

carrd ~ memes ~ permanent starter call

[findmyselftoday]

The semestral break has arrived. While other students revelled in the idea of spending their leave vacationing in distant states and countries, Agnes usually treated the occasion with a more mundane view; it going to feel like just another weekend-- and an extremely long one at that. For once, though, being in school sounded far more exciting.

The young teen saw the familiar black sedan first before the woman who waved at her. Another assistant. An intern? Possibly. There was skepticism in Agnes' large, expressive eyes as she approached the lady. "Dad couldn't make it again, hm?" It was a dumb question; she admonished herself in her thoughts. Of course, he's busy as usual. She thought she would be accustomed to it by now, being accompanied by someone else in her father's stead. But a guardedness lingered that always prevented her from letting complacency take full hold.

"I've learned that being in school isn't always terrible. Sorry you had to come all the way here. Does Dad always have you run his..." She paused. A sadness snuck momentarily with the faint quiver of her lips before she cleared her throat. "His minor errands?" She furtively waved her hand, opting to keep her backpack and suitcase to herself. She deflected and downplayed her feelings. In fact, school was far more exciting which she found quite pleasantly rare, but that was something she felt was too much to share.

[coderslegacy]

Even though she kept a straight face, May couldn’t help but feel bad for the teen. From her tone and word choice, it was evident that someone else instead of her father picking her up was the norm. Growing up, she couldn’t imagine someone other than her grandfather picking her up after school. It was their routine and going to the ice cream shop on Wednesdays (when they had a BOGO) was their little secret.

“I was actually kind of excited to get to leave the office for a while, so there’s nothing to be sorry about,” she admitted as she started to lead the way to the car. “His assistant’s out on maternity leave. The temp should be starting next Monday.” She didn’t really know much about her boss’s personal life, other than him having a daughter. He never came across as the type of person who would be open to sharing information beyond what was strictly necessary, so she never dared to ask.

“Oh, trust me, you’re not a minor errand.” The comment had come across as self-deprecating, so May tried her best to turn it around with some humor. “Unless you were being funny because you’re under 18…” Her voice was soft and she donned a smile as she unlocked the trunk. “That must be heavy, I can put it in the trunk for you.” Hands outstretched, offering to help Agnes with her things.

[coderslegacy]

［█▓▒░ CODERSLEGACY ░▒▓█］

she has played this game many times before. they buy her a fancy dinner, they have some wine or another type of fancy drink that shows how much money or influence they have. after a few glasses, that’s when they make the offer, tell her what they really want, because no one does this without wanting something. she’s curious, intrigued even, about what a politician like @ladyintree could possibly want from her. a good search engine scrub? dig up dirt on an adversary? she has a feeling she’s about to find out soon. “bottle’s empty, i’m ready to hear your pitch.”

sc.

[coderslegacy]

［█▓▒░ CODERSLEGACY ░▒▓█］

She looked at @alfean directly as she dramatically rolled her eyes and let out an audible sigh. “You can’t be serious. You really want me to work with this brick?” she said, gesturing at the computer on the desk that was meant to become hers. “This doesn’t even have enough RAM… I can work with it, but I’ll need a small budget for upgrades. How’s that?”

sc.

[coderslegacy]

［█▓▒░ STARTER CALL ░▒▓█］

if (click == "💚") spawnStarter()

( ˘༥˘ )っ🍜 💾✨ ramen-fueled data liberation

[elaleph]

ACTIVITY NOTICE. taking a little break from tumblr this week. i will be on d.cord and more than happy to talk muses, movies, tv, or just life. queue will run out in 2-3 days, so my absence shouldn't be too noticeable. 💚

[coderslegacy]

CODERSLEGACY: a private portrayal of may olowe-hewitt from MONARCH: LEGACY OF MONSTERS. low-activity, high-sass, part-time hacker, full-time monarch headache. multiverse & crossover friendly!

[coderslegacy]

［█▓▒░ STARTER CALL ░▒▓█］

if (click == "💚") spawnStarter()

( ˘༥˘ )っ🍜 💾✨ ramen-fueled data liberation

[coderslegacy]

［█▓▒░ STARTER CALL ░▒▓█］

if (click == "💚") spawnStarter()

( ˘༥˘ )っ🍜 💾✨ ramen-fueled data liberation

[coderslegacy]

［█▓▒░ CODERSLEGACY ░▒▓█］

The drive to the academy had been peaceful. Not as peaceful as a good coding session, but driving with nice jams and tasty snacks was pretty cozy. The blurs of orange and browns as the road took her away from the city and deeper into the surrounding suburbs and small towns were beautiful and reminded her of the scenery back home in Tacoma. She hadn’t been to visit her family in two years now, but the thought was always there: going back home for a visit, or maybe staying and recapturing the joy of night-long coding sessions fueled by Monster and Top Ramen in her parents’ basement.

She parked the car out front and then headed to the courtyard. May sat on one of the picnic tables, feet flat on the seat as she watched students leave the building accompanied by their guardians. Recognizing the teen from afar, May waved at her, and hopped off the table with ease. “Hey,” she smiled. “Your dad sent me. He couldn’t make it, but that just means the drive back to your place will actually be fun, huh?” She stretched out her arm, offering to take some of Agnes’ belongings. “So, did Nevermore teach you anything new?”

@findmyselftoday ~

[coderslegacy]

［█▓▒░ HACKTIVISM░▒▓█］

we should talk about our muses! like this and ill reach out in between meetings and stuff 💚

( ˘༥˘ )っ🍜 💾✨ ramen-fueled data liberation

[thunderousmemes]

𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐏𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐓–𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

(rage meets ruin, scars meet salvation — and the noise never really stops)

𝐃𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘

“It’s like I can’t tell where the pain ends and I begin.”

“You said you could fix me. Tell me — how’s that going so far?”

“Every time I try to silence it, it screams louder.”

“Do you ever feel like you’re both the fire and the match?”

“I broke myself to feel something again.”

“There’s comfort in the chaos — that’s the only thing that ever made sense.”

“If I let you see the real me, you’d run.”

“I’m not okay, but I’ve learned to make it look like I am.”

𝐒𝐍𝐔𝐅𝐅

“You said love was supposed to heal — so why does it still bleed?”

“I’d rather be haunted by your memory than forget your voice.”

“If you loved me, why did you leave me with all this silence?”

“I kept your picture. Not because I want to, but because I can’t throw it away.”

“Every time I close my eyes, I see the way you walked away.”

“You buried me long before I stopped breathing.”

“Don’t promise to stay when you’ve already started to fade.”

“I still taste goodbye on my tongue.”

𝐏𝐒𝐘𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋

“You talk about peace, but you thrive in destruction.”

“We built this world on lies, and now we’re choking on the ashes.”

“You think you can control the fire — but it’s already eating you alive.”

“You’re no saint. Neither am I.”

“Every time we fight, it feels more like home.”

“We’re both too broken to walk away, and too proud to stay.”

“The only thing keeping us alive is our hatred.”

“You wanted a war — so here I am.”

𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍 (𝐏𝐓. 𝐈 & 𝐈𝐈)

“You weren’t real, but I loved you like you were.”

“I made you out of loneliness, and now I can’t let you go.”

“You exist only in my memory, and still, you won’t leave me alone.”

“I could still see her in the corner of my mind — quiet, still, perfect.”

“I can’t remember where the dream ended and the obsession began.”

“You never noticed me, but I built my world around you anyway.”

“Every time I close my eyes, I feel her breath — even though she’s gone.”

“You’re the ghost that doesn’t know it’s haunting me.”

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

“The past has claws, and mine won’t let go.”

“I thought time would dull it, but I still hear your voice in every quiet room.”

“I can’t tell if I’m remembering or reliving it.”

“You said we’d move on. You lied.”

“Some nights, I wish I could forget everything we ever were.”

“You carved your name into my heart, and now it won’t stop bleeding.”

“I keep walking through ghosts of us.”

“If I could bury the past, I’d still dig it up just to feel something.”

𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃

“You think I’m the villain, but you never looked close enough.”

“Forgiveness doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten.”

“You call me unholy — maybe that’s what you made me.”

“Every time you prayed for my redemption, I fell deeper into sin.”

“You can’t save me, but I like watching you try.”

“I’m not the person you once knew, and maybe that’s for the best.”

“Heaven turned its back on me — so I built my own hell.”

“If I’m damned, at least I earned it.”

𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐈 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐓

“I can’t remember what peace feels like.”

“Don’t ask me to forgive you when you’re still bleeding me dry.”

“You left scars where promises used to be.”

“I used to believe in us. Now I believe in nothing.”

“You talk about moving on like it’s that easy.”

“Every apology feels like a weapon.”

“You’re the reason I don’t trust warmth anymore.”

“If love was supposed to save us, why did it destroy me?”

𝐖𝐀𝐈𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐃

“I can’t tell if I’m alive or just pretending to be.”

“The mirror doesn’t recognize me anymore.”

“Every night, I wake up tasting iron and regret.”

“If you could see what’s inside me, you’d never come close again.”

“There’s beauty in the breakdown, but it’s killing me slowly.”

“I bleed just to remind myself it’s real.”

“They told me to breathe — I forgot how.”

“The pain’s familiar. I think I missed it.”

𝐒𝐔𝐋𝐅𝐔𝐑

“I burned everything I touched, and I’m still cold.”

“You said I was dangerous — you were right.”

“I destroy what I love before it can destroy me.”

“Every lie I told was to keep you safe from me.”

“You smelled like smoke and forgiveness.”

“I’m tired of being your monster.”

“You keep calling me back, even when I’ve turned to ash.”

“There’s nothing left but the fire.”

[appletvdaily]

Monarch: Legacy of Monsters 1.02 "Departure"