fuck it we ball

Saki’s vent blog

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current pronouns: nwe/nweglected/ill/fuwa/fwail/iv, aux it/its

mood: 50%

physical health: 50%

mental health: 6%

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Hanging on by a fucking thread rn bro

Haven’t cut for coping in so long it’d be such a waste to break that clean streak

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god I haven’t wanted to kill myself in months but right now I do

since the summer

I’m so fucked

I just got a job again after a years and years

if I have to take off and get fired so I don’t kill myself I think I’ll just become a hikkineet for another three years

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@savemerina on instagram <3

repost only with credit!

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Typing quirk: Z=S, caps, lowercase I

HURK

GONNA THROW UP CAUZE HY’Z UPZET

NOT WiTH MWE BUT WiTH ZOMETHiNG MWAi CANT HELP WiTH

i NEED HYMN TO BE OKAY

iF HY’Z NOT OKAY *MWAi* DONT KNOW HOW TO BE OKAY

HY CANT CRY

NO NO . NO NO NO

THiZ iZNT FAiR

TODAY WAZ ZUPPOZED TO BE GOOD

EVERYTHiNG WAZ GOiNG ZO WELL

HOW COULD MWAi EVER BE CONTENT iF HY’Z NOT CONTENT

TODAY WAZ GOiNG ZO WELL DEZPiTE ALL THE ZETBACKZ

MWAi DiDNT THROW UP OR PAZZ OUT FROM WiTHDRAWALZ . MWAi GOT MONEY FROM JAY FOR MWY TAXi . WORK WAZ UNEVENTFUL . ATE GOOD FOOD AT HOME . KEROPPi PLUZH CAME iN THE MAiL . ZiZTER WAZ NiCE TODAY .

BUT HOW CAN iT NOT BE RUiNED NOW ? HOW CAN MWAi MAKE FOOD ? HOW CAN MWAi ZLEEP ? HOW CAN MWAi EVEN THiNK iF HY’S THAT UPZET AND MWAi CANT FUCKiNG DO ANYTHiNG ?

HOW CAN MWAi EVEN LiVE iF MWAi CANT HELP THE ONEZ MWAi LOVE?

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hello ventblr i need to be seen otherwise i will simply implode and have another hikikomori ass residential stay breakdown

so here i am

blog will probably be very sporadic as i need to talk into the crowd so. yeah

i dont do discourse on this account so .. just block or something if i say something you want to beat me to death for thanks