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[iveeaten3humanorganz]

I love anons so deeply, it just fills me with excitement when I see an anon. It feels so secretive! Like who could you be? Are you a stranger or a mutual? AGH I LOVE IT!!

[strawberryfairyflower]

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[dwaekkis-menu]

If I spam like you it means I love your blogs, to any Jiaris yall are so precious keep being you, I love you and we all love you

no matter what you do - theme no theme or generic experiences we still love you🤍

[iamparasite]

◜ ͡ ⠀ 𝓛et’s call this 𝓟aratise ⠀ ͜ ^ིྀ

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𐂯 hi ^__^ call me ivan, andrew/drewy, valentine, issei, or haru. I’m a syshost ++ school notice

𐂯 he/bat/vamp

𐂯 minor, single, yan4any

𐂯 transmasc, bat kin

𐂯 no dni

𐂯 warnings: hypersexual, bpd, parasocial, 4buse, obslove, probably vent heavy, & might have some other triggering topics ~__~ I’m an obsessive, vampiric freak who indulges in jirai kei, alright?

wrong idea type ,, obsession type ,, stalker type ,, monopoly type ,, dependence type ,, domestic violence type ,, self-harm type ,, removal type ,, worship type ,, training type

interests & other things are below /|\ ^._.^ /|\

𐂯 interests — bats, scene & goth, horror, jorking it, okegom, danganronpa, death note, prjsk, alien stage, enstars, ranfren, marutoku/zeno, bsd, idv, rpg horror, saya no uta, roblox, centipedes, nso, obsessive love, toxic doomed yaoi.., guro, jpop, jeff buckley, deftones, ice nine kills, will wood, korn, ic3peak, vocaloid, soad, mcr, bmth, etc.

𐂯 kins/me fr — ivan, idate, kagehara, hajime hinata, teru mikami, toya aoyagi, dan heng, rei sakuma, lee hoon, tsugino haru, satoru tsukada, fyodor, andrew graves, keisuke takatoo, jaibo, fuminori sakisaka, ayato aishi, ryoji sugihara, hibiki (ebyl), vincent (deadplate)

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they made me into ao3 tags!

[sliceofsnail]

I needed to write this somewhere it could be seen so it’s going to tumblr, BTW Obsession (2026) spoilers probably ahead. Also TW: SA

I watched Obsession today with my sister in the theaters. Fittingly, I’ve been having a lot of internal conflict regarding my clingy, borderline obsessive nature with my boyfriend. There’s a lot to the story, but long story short I’m really in love with this boy and want the chance at a future with him and I’ve been conditioned by society to believe that wanting romance and letting a man make you happy is foolish and trivial. This causes me to be incredibly self-critical and find issue in minor behaviors of mine. Logically, I don’t think I’m clingy or “too much,” but it feels so real it’s hard to deny.

I watched this movie and related so heavily with Nikki. As I watched I sat in horror, not only at the tragedy unraveling before me but how unsettling it felt to see myself in her. About two years ago I got into a relationship with a male friend that I was not interested in or attracted to. I was lonely and heartbroken, it seemed like the only way to remind myself that I was worthy of love. We dated for a year and a half, he took my virginity. Sometimes I wonder if every sexual encounter we had was along the lines of sexual assault. I didn’t want him, I just wanted to be his friend, but I got myself into this situation so I thought I had to ride it out. I tried to convince myself that this is what I wanted.

When Nikki screamed and pushed Bear off of her towards the beginning of the movie, I flashed back to memories of me pushing my boyfriend off of me or jerking away. I couldn’t take it anymore, I couldn’t handle being something I didn’t want to be so I pushed him off.

I don’t know how to feel. I don’t want to say I was assaulted, I put myself in that position. I chose to date him, I never explicitly said no. When I did say no, he would respect it but wouldn’t necessarily like it. One of our biggest issues ended up being I wasn’t physically intimate with him enough and he needed that. I don’t think he’s a bad guy.

This could be me being brainwashed and unable to see the truth. I’m very scared of that idea. Watching the abuse Nikki sustained and her lack of agency just felt so familiar. I don’t know if that makes it accurate or not, but it feels so familiar.

I wouldn’t consider myself clingy or jealous, but I definitely think I’m whiny. I fear that Nikki being similarly whiny in this movie was supposed to be unsavory, and now I feel like I’m unsavory as well. I don’t think it’s a good thing to relate to a character from a horror movie, almost always horror movies are some sort of commentary on a fault of society. I don’t want to be a fault of society. Who would?

I’m not sure if anyone will see this, the prospect of it makes my stomach churn a little but I need someone to know. I need someone’s thoughts. Please give me your thoughts stranger on the internet.

Thanks

[frznfawn]

oh i'm def cvtting tonight

[iveeaten3humanorganz]

The fact child abuse is so normalized and is just… accepted?? Like what the actual hell do you mean a grown adult can just get away with beating, yelling, neglecting and just assault overall in broad daylight because children are just scene as property?? Another human being as property??

What pisses me off the most is, if you were to do that to a dog, to beat or yell at a dog PEOPLE WOULD SCREAM AT YOU “THE DOG DIDNT KNOW BETTER!” “OMG. THE DOG.”. but because it’s a child it’s like “hahaha that brat deserved it.” FUCK OFF.