The Mean Reds

[lanaquotes]

[cokezeroextracoke]

I started stopping myself from thinking of your smile. I stop myself from thinking about how your hands shook when we first met. I stop myself from thinking of your laugh when we would get drunk and sing out of tune. I stop myself from thinking about the way it felt to hold your hand while you drove too fast around curves. I stop myself from thinking about the last perfect night we had. I stop myself when I think about when you asked, “where do you see yourself in ten years?” Because it hurts so bad that you won’t be here in ten years. I stop myself before my heart fully falls to my stomach. I don’t know if it’s better this way but I think it hurts less. I don’t cry as much now, but I still miss you. Fuck I miss you.

[unreactive]

[movie-addicted]

[depressingxthings]

[amandum]

[especially]

[pudeur]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“All moons are painful;”

— Arthur Rimbaud, from Selected Poems and Prose; “The Drunken Boat,”

[andreii-tarkovsky]

The Beaches of Agnès (2008)

Dir. Agnès Varda

[amargedom]

““I don’t know who I am. Or maybe I do know who I am and I just don’t want to be her anymore.””

— Gayle Forman (via naturaekos)

[nitrogen]

By Todd Hido

[definitelydope]

[cokezeroextracoke]

Last night was crazy and

There ain't a dent in my truck so we're golden Lord

We wanna thank you again

For watchin' over us when all we do is sin

[novr-deactivated20190712]

by alla nestulova

[skincareroutine]

my doctor: you’re not watching enough vine compilations

[ka-ching19]