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[cokezeroheart]

Hello, lovelies! It's been some time since I've been on Tumblr, i never thought about quitting and frankly just gave it a break, but i am back! I used to be colvmboner if anyone is curious!

I'm back on tumblr to try and gain my confidence back as I've been broken up with recently and haven't been able to feel like myself. These past few weeks have been hell.

My main goal is to find my confidence once again and gain new friends, but to also help anyone who feels the same, and maybe be seen as relatable to others.

Some of my interests are movies, video games, fashion, literature, and animals! I would love to get asked more specific questions since i can't think of much right now.

But yeah! Ultimately I'll try to upload everyday and befriend lots of people!

Love you all, bye!

[cokezeroheart]

Hello, lovelies! A huge update, i passed my school year and i'm now in the 10th grade! I'm super excited but i'm not sure which course i'll be going too, initially it's gonna be photgraphy.

Nothing much has happened, i haven't gotten prescribed medication yet and i'm now working in my moms' cafe. I'll get 100 euros once the month is over.

My best friend is currently on vacation as well and i miss her dearly. #comebacktomeplease

For now that is all, peeps, love you! <3

[luvv4angelz]

I could cry, but the only arms that could hold me aren’t there.

~by luvv4angelz

[pinkmary123]

I wonder if one day I'll be deeply loved and desired

[yumnaice]

[ribbonedgh0st]

I don't want to be anything like him

[pinkcottonberry]

Old Royale High >>> New Royale High

[littlemisshelena]

[unicmagicalkunt]

never judge a boob by its bra

[kissofcocteau]

express yourself don't repress yourself

[triplekkiller]

the f students are inventors

[sk1fpt8]

I would give anything to see this in better quality and more

[dishonortosociety-deactivated20]

pumped up kicks clmbn edit

something simple and i might've fucked up the words but dont mind me

also thank u guys for all the support under my edits :,)

[softkiinns]

Type of bullying suffered by Eric and Dylan..

It genuinely made me so sad when I read this a while ago so I decided to share it for those who say they were 'never bullied' 💔 poor babies

[famefker3-0]

“When I first met Dylan, he was very shy. He dressed like a pretty normal kid: jeans, T-shirts. He liked computers more than other kids but besides that he was fairly normal. He didn’t know how to interact with people without another person there or something that he could talk about like a movie or music or something. But he was just kinda goofy, had a really sneaky sense of humor. And he was really morose and he’d make jokes about things that a lot of people don’t make jokes about: about death and, about just really dark things.

Dylan, the whole time I knew him, never had a girlfriend, and never talked about a girl he liked or anything. I mean, I know that there were girls he liked and you could tell when he talked to them or looked at them, but he never had a girlfriend or anything. That was never something we talked about. It wasn’t something he was comfortable talking about.

Dylan was very smart and you could just even tell by talking to him. His vocabulary was extensive. He was using a lot of… high school kids just don’t use multi-syllable words.”

- Devon Adams in an interview (link here)

[cookiebutterxanax]

Actors as sodas

Dk ꒰ঌ ໒꒱ dr pepper

Eric ꒰ঌ ໒꒱ Pepsi

Jodi ꒰ঌ ໒꒱ Latte

Robbie ꒰ঌ ໒꒱ Jack Daniels

Randy ꒰ঌ ໒꒱ Bud light

[notrueimportance]

People argue Artyom doesn't deserve sympathy and he didn't feel true remorse due to his possible NPD, but he's still human and feels distressed. No one got him help and his own mother enabled him, of course he would have a collapse the moment he's confronted with his behavior. Even if his self mutilation was only to gain sympathy, it's the fact he was willing to go that far shows true distress underneath.

Maybe I'm being a bit too lenient with the guy but I really don't think he'd offend again if he received mental health services and didn't have access to triggers.

Artyom might be manipulative and obviously has tendencies to be violent but who let him continue that behavior?

The whole point is, no one intervenes until someone's mental disorders get so severe to a point they do something drastic. Then it's turned around like they've been pure evil their whole life instead of getting a fresh start with the necessary precautions.