Hi, I originally came on here to just read some stories about me and Sam, but I got into writing and might post some stories. (they would be fiction) let me know if there's any specific story ideas that you would want me to start. Love you guys!
it has gotten on my LAST NERVE that this fandom constantly expects colby to pay attention to everyone. give everyone likes, notices, whatever. and when colby doesn't follow thru, he's seen as an asshole. but sam is never expected to do that.
prime example being the merch and reposting/liking fans.
colby has CONSISTENTLY been reposting and liking fans merch posts for a couple months now. and yet, what he's doing isn't enough. there are fans that think he doesn't repost enough of a "variety" of fans, aka he doesn't post plus size fans enough and according to some fans "only reposts fans that look like shea" basically.
imma need yall to consider not using colby to build up your self esteem and do so quickly.
bc look, i'm a plus size individual. i KNOW what it's like to be ignored for my body or made fun of for how i look and just in general to seek validation in men. i get it, i truly do. what i am saying is that colby DOES pay attention to a variety of fans, but bc he isn't constantly reposting bigger bodies, yall see it as him ignoring plus size fans.
this, tied with his dating history that you all love to think you know, you've have come to the conclusion that his type is a skinny, dark haired, blue eyed girl, and anything other than that is ignored.
and i can scream this from the roof tops, until i'm blue in the face: WE DO NOT KNOW COLBY LIKE THAT SO STOP ASSUMING.
we don't know his dating his history, hook up history, nothing. we don't know what his type is. just bc you've seen him with a couple different girls (that he may not have even been dating in the first place) over the years, doesn't mean you know his type.
not to mention if he has a type that is skinny girls with dark hair and blue eyes..... WHO FUCKING CARES?????? he's not trying to fuck any fans. he's reposting who he sees he's tagged in/what the algorithm shows him. be pissed at that, not at him.
bc fun fact: you're not owed a notice. a like. a repost. just bc you bought merch. how many fans have brought merch over the years and never got seen? thousands have. millions even. you aren't owed something just bc you gave money to them. what you are owed is the physical merch and that's it.
we've been having this same conversation for years now, literally since i joined the fandom. and back then, at 23, i felt the same way. i genuinely hated the idea that colby, and sam for that matter, wouldn't find me attractive and thus wouldn't repost me or like my merch pics. but as i've gotten older, and started to LIKE MYSELF, idc if snc think i'm hot or not. i think i'm hot, i don't give two shits what two random boys from kansas think.
stop relying on colby to make you feel better about yourself. stop relying on influencers in general to fill the void inside of you. work on yourself. snc are entertainment, and that's it. they are not your boyfriends who are gonna hold your hand and tell you you're beautiful. i'm sorry, but that's reality.
or... at the very least, if you're gonna continue to shit on colby for this, do the same to sam. sam literally doesn't repost any fans and only start to this past merch drop so like........... where's the outrage for him?
right, i forgot. sam does nothing wrong, but colby does everything wrong. my bad, must have forgot :)
Hey, im trying to work on Lovebirds Go Mad, but uts been SO hard, 1 finding inspiration, and 2, just working on it in general because I have very little free time because of meetings, editing, filming, planning, and lots of other stuff, so I'm sorry nothing about that has came out yet. I'm trying my best to work on it, but I also have other stuff to work on too.
This is also part of chapter 3, it wouldn't let me post this part. Probably because of too many characters.
Devyn says "how about Colby stays with you and the rest of us will be downstairs?". Ash says "that's fine...". She covers her bloody wrists. All the other girls, Jake, Sam, and corey go downstairs. I say "Ash, I wanted to ask if you would be my girlfriend...". Ash says "of course Colby!". She hugs me and I say "I hope you heal fast...". Ash says "oh, im already healed. I healed myself...". She gets off the bed. I say "how can you heal yourself?". Ash says "well, I usually heal in about 3 hours...". I say "then it must be the next day...". I check my phone and say "it sure is! Do you want to to go to the mall or do something fun?". Ash says "how about a game?". I say "what kind of game?". Ash says "how about never have I ever?". I say "Alright!".
DOWNSTAIRS
someone knocks on the door. Sam answers the door and says "Hey amber, Mike, and...brennen...". Amber says "Hey Sam, we wanted to come visit!". Sam says "well, we were just about to play a game, I don't know if you guys would want to play-". Brennen says "we would love to!". Sam says "uh, okay. Just wait in the living room.". Everyone goes to the living room waiting for me and Ash.
IN MY ROOM
I say "Ash, just tell me if you don't want to play anymore, alright?". Ash says "okay.". Me and Ash go downstairs. Brennen says "finally! Who wants to go first?". Amber says "I do, never have I ever cut myself.". Xepher and Ash put a finger down. Xepher says "never have I ever kissed a boy.". Me, Sam, Ash, Kat, and Tara put a finger down.
Sam says" it is Ash!!". I start tearing up and say "I can't, I need to breathe!". Sam says "is that blood in the water?!". Everyone sees Ash's body floating in her blood. I say "that's it!". I jump into the water and pick her up. I say "Ash, say something! Please...". Kat says "I think she's knocked out...". Sam says "no, no, no!". I say5s "Ash, wake up! Please!". I start to cry. Xepher starts crying too and says "try CPR!". I do CPR. Ash wakes up, spits put blood, and says " s-sam...c-colby...?". Sam says "Ash, you're awake!". He starts crying. I hold her back and say "Ash, who did this...". Devyn says "no time for questions Colby! We have to take her to the hospital!". Sam says "I'm gonna go call an ambulance!". Sam tries to call an ambulance but they don't pick up. Sam panics and says "they're not picking up!". Xepher says "Colby, let's take Ash to the couch.". I lay Ash on the couch. Sam says "don't worry Ash, has this happened before?". Xepher says "it's brennen! He did this!". Ash says " mhm...". Tara wraps Ash's stomach, leg, and arm and she says "there you go Ash.". Ash says "thank you...". Tara says "you're welcome Ash. I have a plan to get back at brennen.". Xepher says "what's the plan?". Tara says "how about we show brennen our 'nice side'?". Kat says "heck yeah!". Sam and I say "well, brennen is dead, but what about Ash? We told her dad we would take care of her!". Xepher says "take Ash to your room Colby, we'll take care of brennen!". She smiles. Brennen gets to the house. Tara opens the door and says "Hey brennen...how you doing?". Brennen says "I'm just hanging out with Mike-". Kat says "Charge!". Devyn throws her hair dryer at brennen. Mike says "Hey guys, what's going on here?". Xepher says "payback for what he did to my sister!". Mike says "where is she?". Xepher says "up in colbys room, you two should get going though.". Brennen runs out of the house. Tara says "scram!". Mike says "can I see your sister first?". Xepher says "I guess...". Xepher takes Mike up to my room. Xepher says "here she is...". Mike says "wow...that's a lot of blood...". I say "we know...we're trying to help her...". Mike says "wow...I can't belive he did that...". Ash says "Mike, don't worry about me...I'll be fine, and you should get going anyway...". Mike says " okay, bye Ash, nice meeting you.". Xepher shows Mike out of the house. Sam says "I'm gonna go call Elton to see if he has any health supplies.". I say "Alright, I'll stay with her...". Sam calls Elton and he knocks on the door. Sam opens the door and welcomes Elton into the house. Sam says "did you bring the medical supplies?". Elton says "yes, now let me see Ash...". They come up to my room to see me on top of Ash. Sam says "Colby, care to explain?!". I say "no.". Kat says "really Colby?". She has a disappointed look on her face. I say "let's just say I think I found the love of my life...". Ash says "colby...stop...". I say "Ash, I wanted to tell you that-". Sam kisses Kat. Elton says "what?!". Sam says "sorry Elton, I had to...". Elton says "am I gonna help Ash or are you guys gonna kiss too?". Sam and I say "sorry...". I get off Ash and let Elton look at her. I say "is she gonna be okay...". Elton says "well...kind of, she has so many cuts on her wrists and she got stabbed in her stomach...it would take atleast a week to heal fully...". I say "okay Elton, thanks...". Elton says "no problem, see you later.". Elton leaves. Xepher says "Ash, are you okay? You never had cuts on your wrists...". Ash says "mhm...I want to be left alone...".
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