Initially, Kura’s words are met with silence, a muted, near-horrified lack of understanding that sealed his lips as he awaited a further explanation. When none to his understanding is given, a sense of dread is quick to overcome him, an unfamiliar terror, one of confusion and sorrow. Kura is not to be pitied.
A sense of shame and guilt is to follow these feelings, as Sauza knew Kura always made himself out to be an enigma, To truly understand how Kura’s mind worked would be neigh-impossible, yet, Sauza found that he had known him better than anyone else, as much as anyone truly could. He was an empty man, apathetic and withdrawn, something that Sauza very much understood but had dreaded to think about, the emptiness that had made him feel hollow whenever Sauza had realized how pointless his existence ought to be.
This was it, the thrill of battle was the only way for him to feel whole, was it not?
– Or perhaps, something was just simply lost in communication.
A frown, and Sauza peers to the floor, thoughtful in his words, yet with a lack of anything meaningful to say.
A disappointment, but an expected one. He turns his gaze away from Sauza, almost like a punishment, a cold rejection that he would surely feel.
Kura’s words were not to be given so freely, but how else could he make him understand, but to so blatantly explain what he felt? And what drove him, the mighty Icedjinn, son of a king, nay, demon of this galaxy, to feel as if he had to spill his soul for his captain to dissect? Was it a safety he felt in Sauza’s presence? Or perhaps there was a dread, in the cold tyrant himself, that was too heavy to be carried alone?
Maybe even he couldn’t known.
“ I don’t feel real, Sauza. Not in this form. Only when I’m pushed, to that ultimate form, do I feel my.. purest self. “ It was rare when cooler would stop himself mid-sentence, and there was a.. lost feeling in the reflection of his eyes against the ship’s glass, something yet unseen by the captain.
“ Everywhere else.. I’m but a shell. “
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