Who am I-

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found. Fallen leaves, Fallen leaves, Fallen leaves on the ground. ((Formerly jbuckybarnes Established 12/28/11 Rebooted 4/15/14 Multiverse MCU/earth-616 Canon/AU James Buchanan Barnes. Mun and muse 20+ Please read info and verses before interacting.)) THIS BLOG WILL NOT BE CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER SPOILER FREE

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OutOfCryo;;

I might jump to my fem!spidey for a bit. 》》 theamazingpetraparker so uh... yeah.

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Scrubs {Sentence Starters}

"Ahh. Uncomfortable silences and alcohol. Just like thanksgiving at home."

"You have no chance of being normal."

"Don't ever be afraid to come to me with stuff like that."

"A person doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what you need."

"It's the kid inside of us that keeps us all from going crazy."

"I don't dislike you, I nothing you."

"Nothing's worse than a ninja - they're masters of every style of combat."

"Have you been in the supply closet, crying?"

"It sounds like you're asking me out on a man date."

"There's a good chance I'm gonna kill someone."

"The only way you could be more useless right now is if you actually were the wall."

"Gosh, now I'm too proud of you to be mad at you."

"Relationships don't work they way they do on television and in the movies."

"Sometimes it feels like you're holding back."

"All you do is bitch about your relationships all day long!"

"We're only four seconds in and I'm already regretting my decision."

"I can't believe you lost our bottle opener."

"I think we both know there's a little more to it than that."

"Does this lipstick make me look like a clown?"

"Why don't I ever listen to me?"

"Well isn't that just the pickle on the giant crap sandwich that is my day."

"Come on, what's the worst that could happen?"

"I can't help but notice you love telling jokes."

"Do you want to be alone?"

"You're telling me that you actually made a decision that had a positive impact on your life?"

"Can you get that for me? I can't reach it."

"Don't look in her eyes, she might steal your soul."

"I refuse to be judged by a grown man wearing a hockey jersey."

"That was my mistake. I keep forgetting that you're a horrible, horrible person."

"Why are you so afraid of loving me?"

"Do you want to cry a little?"

"Why do you have to jump out and scare me all the time?"

"What do I know about good relationships?"

"Newsflash! You can't drink and then come to work!"

"Why is there a pancake in the silverware drawer?"

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panic! at the disco starters - vices and virtues

❛ another dollar, another day ❜

❛ you're guaranteed to run this town ❜

❛ cold and alone, it suits you well ❜

❛ fate will play us out, with a song of pure romance ❜

❛ oh, kiss me ❜

❛ i may never sleep tonight ❜

❛ you're such a pretty thing ❜

❛ when the world gets too heavy, put it on my back ❜

❛ i could kid myself, in thinking that i'm fine ❜

❛ if you don't let it out, you're gonna let it eat you away ❜

❛ are you saving me? ❜

❛ its the only thing that makes me feel as good as you do ❜

❛ my one regret is you ❜

❛ i plead the fifth ❜

❛ i'm just a white blood cell, fighting like hell for you ❜

❛ you gave up on you, and i gave up on me ❜

❛ i know in my heart, that my head is lying ❜

❛ everything seems to be estranged when you're alone ❜

❛ i got so sick of being on my own ❜

❛ our consciences are always so much heavier than our egos ❜

❛ i'm not a betting man, but this is a sure thing ❜

❛ all that hate is gonna burn you up ❜

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OutOfCryo;;

I'm at work, but like this for a mobile starter. I wanna get going again.

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“What do you think you’re doing?”

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Tensing slightly, the soldier looked over his shoulder. "I was just-" Snooping. "Explorin'." Sure, that too.

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OutOfCryo;;

Here are some opens. If anyone wants their own starter, let me know.

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"Damn it-" The soldier hissed, looking down at the crushed beer bottle in his metal hand. Tossing the shards in the trash, James looked up at the sound of someone walking up to his door. He was peering through the peephole before they even had a chance to knock.

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OutOfWinter;;

Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy re-re-rebooting again

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((Having trouble focusing, so I'll be here))

Multiverse, multifandom oc etc

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Eyeing the camera’s lens, he placed a hand on Shane’s shoulder and smiled. Dropping his hand, he looked down at the camera. “Now, how cool is that? I was talking to the girl at the store and she was saying instant cameras were making a come back.” So he just nodded and pretended he’d already known about them. “I got a couple of extra packs of film too, just in case. “

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"It’s awesome, Dad.  Really, I love it."  He turned to smile at his father.  The photo printed out and Shane held it by the edges, smiling at the first picture he had of himself with his father.  "It’s a good picture."

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Moving to see the picture, he nodded. "Not bad, kid. One for the books-" There was a slight pause before he added. "So, I was thinkin, maybe we could go grab a slice or pizza or something- if you don't have other birthday plans, I mean.. Or Christmas plans."

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Snapping back into reality, he offered a shrug. “Until I’m cleared, they’ve got me doing muscle work.” He scoffed, slightly offended by the fact. “I guess it’s better than what my old boss had me doing.” He could joke about it all he wanted, but it wouldn’t change the fact that, those memories still kept him up at night. There seemed to be a knew one for every night terror.

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Natasha nodded slowly. 

"Well, hopefully you get cleared. We’ll need someone good out there since I’m not really…well…Since I’m grounded." 

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His eyes instinctively dropped back to her stomach. "With good reason, I'm guessing." Even top secret organizations needed maternity leave, right? Looking back up, he locked eyes with a man holding an envelope marked 'Barnes'. "Excuse me a second-"

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"Sharp woman, your Mom." Pushing himself off the couch, he moved to stand in the kitchen’s doorway. "I actually- I went to see her before coming here." She may have told him already, but he still felt the need to say it.

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"She did tell me to expect you, so I figured that’s what happened.  She explain everything?"  He asked.  "And I know she’s a sharp woman.  She’s practically a goddess in my book."  Shane was in the Natasha Romanoff fan club.  Not the president, but maybe the secretary or treasurer. He finished mixing the meat and looked up at Bucky.  "If I give you a rubber glove so the meat doesn’t get caught in the grooves of your hand, wanna help me form the meatballs?"

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"She's.. She really is something." Fuzzy memories swam about in his head, it was like wading murky water. Though, one thing stood out, he'd always known Natasha to be amazing, even when they weren't playing for the same side. Looking down at his metal hand, he nodded. "Sure, kid- just show me what to do."

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Howard stared and instead of doing a comical rub off his eyes he just stepped forward into the soldier’s personal space. Then he pinched James’ cheek. Yup. Much better than pushing grim all over his lovely features. “I thought you were dead my boy!” He exclaimed, not the type to hug so instead he just a very curious and prodding scientist. Howard was acting as if the past forty or so years hadn’t happened.

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Blinking a few times, James instinctively pulled back. “Not quite—” Now that- that was definitely unexpected. “Nobody… Nobody told you what happened?” The soldier was confused, he thought if Howard was here, SHIELD would have kept him up to date, right? 

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Howard stepped back at that, making the clearest pissed off expression he could make. He shrugged his shoulders, not even bothering to hide his contempt. “Nicholas and I are not on speaking terms so no, I wasn’t told what happened. Care to elaborate?” He wouldn’t put it past James to lie to him but who knew, maybe he’d get more truths from James than shield or Fury. He had no clue what happened in the past few months. Being an inventor instead of a gossip caused such things.

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He really didn't know.. "Mister Stark, I don't think.. I don't think it's a good idea to talk here." Or at all, for that matter. The fact that Bucky was even alive was a secret. One of the few SHIELD had left after the fall. Since his identity was never confirmed, he was still listed as deceased in all his files. "How did you... Get here, I was told you were dead." Nice save.

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Taking the water in hand, James tipped his head forward, avoiding her gaze. Letting a good minute or so of silence pass, he looked back up at Natasha. “Did he have a good life?”

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Nat looked at him and smiled gently.  ”He did.  He had as normal a life as he could get before his adoptive parents died in a crash when he was sixteen.  He did struggle some in high school but that’s because kids can be mean to those who are different and he’s transgender.  Got in a lot of fights.”  She smiled.  ”Wonder who he got that from.”

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"Maybe it was a good thing I didn't know-" He interjected. "Woulda beat those punks within an inch of their lives." He didn't mean that, he wouldn't have been able to bring himself to harm a kid. At least, not now. This all happened while he was under HYDRA's thumb. And of course, they weren't going to tell him about his child.