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popping in to say hello happy holidays i hope y'all are doing okay. alright time to die again for 5+ years til i remember this account exists byeeeee
i’m not dead, i swear!!! i don’t know how many of you guys are still active around here, but if any of you want to talk to / rp with me in the year of our lord 2020 (god, i can’t believe it’s been so long), you can find me on discord!! an actual real life alien#9641 i don’t necessarily rp as sebastian anymore, but ocs are still my passion!!
if you prefer tumblr, my personal tumblr is sunshineandkitties, and while i’m not *super* active there compared to discord, you can still message me and i might respond within 3-5 business days LOL
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@shallnotdisappoint replied to your post: “is anyone still alive–”:
MEEEEEE I MISSED YOUU
munnyyyyyyyyy <3 hello darling how have you been
is anyone still alive--
okay so while i fully intended to come back here over break, depression hit me hard & fast (and made me realize just how much i need people around and just how much living with family is stifling goddamn). i’ll probably feel better once i’m back in ireland, but i don’t know how much free time i’ll have depending on if i get accepted into the exchange program (because i’ll begin studying spanish if i do on top of juggling friends & class work & time for myself). i might have to accept that this whole rp thing isn’t gonna happen anymore, though.
if y’all want to reach me i’m still available on my personal blog (@sunshineandkitties) so hmu
HAPPY NEW YEAR
me: -keeps going to bed progressively later-
my body: clearly you still wanna wake up super early ofc
i want to write relationships that are complicated.
i want to write the on-again-off-again relationships. i want the screaming matches and the cancelled dates and the hurt feelings and the second guesses and second chances.
i want to write people who completely shake up each other’s daily routine and flip their entire world on its axis. i want them to drive each other crazy and question why they bother sticking around and then remember the way their partner laughs or see them in a moment of vulnerability that tells them ‘this is is why i stay. this is why i love you.‘
i want to write relationships with struggles. with class differences and financial divide. two people who are so completely different they somehow complete each other. i want the jealousy and the feelings of inadequacy that goes with it.
i want to write people who aren’t afraid to be honest with their partner. who aren’t afraid to say ‘yeah you’re being an asshole’ followed by ‘but i still love you, you idiot.’
i want the first time they see their partner cry and the morning after their first intimate night when everything feels so right.
i want people who get so used to one another that they stop going the extra mile. i want the ‘you don’t make the effort because you already have me’ argument.
i want relationships that challenge each other to be better people and make each other question their beliefs and moral compass.
but most of all, i want to write relationships that are real. that make you feel something. i want to go on the emotional rollercoaster right along with them.
that’s what i want.
this is gonna go under a read more not because i don’t want people to read it or anything, but it’s not necessarily something that has been decided 100% yet and something i def need to think about more in depth tbh
OKAY SO
i love sebastian. a lot. he’s been with me for three and a half years at this point, and he is by far my most developed muse. i started with him mainly because i wanted a muse that was, from the start, going to have negative development just because all my previous characters have due to my own struggles w/ mental illness & my propensity to shove those struggles into my current muse. thus, sebastian.
and really, he was supposed to have negative development. his mental health was supposed to deteriorate until it got to the point where he committed suicide. it was supposed to happen sometime in august/september. clearly, as i am currently here, it didn’t happen
and this in part was because of my own personal growth as a person and because of sebastian’s growth as a character. he’s a stubborn asshat, and he, like me (again w/ my tendency to shove my own character traits into my muse), tends to do things purely out of spite. his current recovery (and it is, for all intents and purposes, a recovery, both in terms of mental health & his fight w/ addiction) was both because of things that happened in the rp world and honestly purely to spite my pre-planned ending for him. i can’t say it was all spite bc his ic relationship w/ bucky did so much to help him get better at dealing w/ his issues, but some of it was purely spite
nevertheless, whichever ending was destined for him, i think his story might be done. i honestly don’t think i can really develop his character any more than it is currently developed short of shoving some ungodly trauma onto him, and i don’t want to do that. he’s been through enough, and this old man deserves a break
this isn’t to say seb is done! and it isn’t to say his muse is gone because it isn’t. this is just to say that even if we do rp with his main verse--as in present day--i won’t really... be able to further the plot of any rp we happen to have, so if that’s what you’re looking for, aus are your best bet. whether that be a completely new verse w/ some twist or simply plopping our characters down in a different time within our given main verses (so teen au & that sort of thing). bc those i can develop. seb pre-2016 in general has so much more to develop, but as of ~july 2016, he’s pretty much developed as much as he can. he accepted his past trauma, moved on from jim, decided to live, and while he has things to work on re: mental health, they’re things he is working on rather than ignoring
i have a lot of emotions about my muse, wow. he’s grown so much, and it’s so, so, so fascinating to see as a writer. it’s so fascinating to see how, after three and a half years, i know him so well. no other muse has lasted this long. and it’s even more fascinating to think about how it would feel to not only have this with one character but an entire cast meant to fit into a novel’s plot.
anyway, as i said before this isn’t something i’m 100% certain about, and it might change the longer i think about it, but this was just a head’s up for those of you thinking about rping w/ me if you wanna. esp. more detailed plots that involve an actual storyline (which... i dunno if that happens much anymore bc it wasn’t really a few months back when i was still around).
i am one traumatized bitch and that’s all i’ve got goin on
Send me 'I want the K' and I'll generate a number
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chivalrousxhybrid:
1: Hot, Steamy kiss
2: Cheek Kiss
3: Nose Kiss
4: Forehead Kiss
5: Firm Kiss
6: Gentle Peck
7: Romantic Kiss
8: Eyelid Kiss
9: Jawline Kiss
10: Neck Kiss
11: Collarbone Kiss
12: Chest Kiss
13: Stomach Kiss
14: Kiss Along the Hips
15: Kiss in the Rain
16: Upside-Down Kiss
17: Goofy Kiss
18: Underwater Kiss
19: Forceful Kiss
20: Any of the Above
21: Then there’s tongue
having lip piercings is such a weird experience it’s like... there are medal bars... in ur face........... but they’re beautiful & i wouldn’t do anything differently tbh
famous first lines of poetry → bold the ones that apply to your muse
tagged by: no one but i got it from @scalpelwielding tagging: bruh idek who’s alive anymore so no one???
i saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness, starving hysterical naked // tyger tyger, burning bright // i have done it again. // do not go gentle into that good night. // the sea is calm to-night. // let us go then, you and i, // april is the cruelest month, // pretty women wonder where my secret lies. // there is a place where the sidewalk ends // i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) // two roads diverged in a yellow wood, // whose woods these are i think i know // let us twain walk aside from the rest // once upon a midnight dreary, while i pondered, weak and weary, // i taught myself to live simply and wisely // it so happens i am sick of being a man // i wandered lonely as a cloud // does it dry up like a raisin in the sun ? // o my luve is like a red, red rose // o captain! my captain! our fearful trip is done; // out of the night that covers me, // it was many and many a year ago, // you may write me down in history // do not stand at my grave and weep // some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice. // hope is the thing with feathers // the wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees, // no man is an island, // remember me when i am gone away, // i met a traveller from an antique land // ‘twas brillig, and the slithy toves // this is thy hour o soul, // when we wear the mask that grins and lies, // death be not proud, // and death shall have no dominion. // laugh, and the world laughs with you; // the art of losing isn’t hard to master; // to see a world in a grain of sand // is there anybody there? said the traveller // nobody heard him, the dead man, // that crazed girl improving her music. // come to me in the silence of the night; // where the mind is without fear and the head is held high // when you are old and grey and full of sleep, // in flanders’ fields the poppies blow // i thought of you and how you love this beauty // life, believe, is not a dream // it may be misery not to sing at all, // if starry space no limit knows // come live with me and be my love, // had we but world enough and time, // my heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains my sense // bright star, would i were steadfast as thou art– // thou still unravish’d bride of quietness // how do i love thee? let me count the ways. // heaven is what i cannot reach ! // my dear, my dear, i know // in visions of the dark night // shall i compare thee to a summers day? // break, break, break // she walks in beauty, // i had a dream, which was not all a dream. // he clasps the crag with crooked hands.
i’m awake come rp w me
@ my immune system listen buddy i know i’m not the best person to you but can you pls let me remain healthy for the small window of time when i’m not Stressed AF thank
Could you please reblog this if it is okay to ask you straight up if you want to ship?
I am a baby and need reassurance that I’m not being too pushy by asking.