Rage Into The Night

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[colorfulnighttragedy]

I can't wear the mask

Anymore to hide my face

I'm in a strange time

In a faraway place

I don't know who I was

And I don't know who I am

Now the floodgates have opened

And it's like .. God damn.

I know that I am dying

But I never got to live

There's a hollowness inside me

There's nothing there to give

I'm trying to hold on

And let nature take its course

But my head is all fucked up

It's taking me by force

So i start to wonder now

If anything is real

My life, my heart, my journey

Is it as empty as I feel

I don't know me anymore

Don't know how much I can take

The mask is falling back

And it all could just end up fake

I don't know how to stop

This isn't what I wanted

I want more than the shell

Of a human life so haunted

[colorfulnighttragedy]

There is a moment coming

I feel it someday near

No more pain in my body

An end to the rampant fear

I know you think it's awful

A travesty, a selfish crime

But I can only promise to stay

One More Day at a time

It will hurt you when I'm gone

Your broken heart bereft

But I'd rather you remember me

In the good time I have left

I don't want you to see me suffer

To wither away like a vine

Watching your loved one die

The way that I saw mine

I want you to hear it from me

That I love you all so very much

I won't let you see me die in pain

To see me suffer such