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I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest change in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I’m spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong.

Brandon Stanton, Humans of New York (via insp0s)

#musings #q.#this is personally calling colt out #and he hates it

juwudas

i have a dozen hearts swirling around my head irl like that isnt a filter its permanent

#musings #q.

carpetdiem

RAMI MALEK ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’ Special Screening, San Francisco, California (October 5, 2018).

#face #q.

ryangoslingsource

#musings #q.

boutella

#musings #q.

guiltygirl

fuck you for never realizing how in love with you i was

#musings #wc - no control #some! one! gimme! my! wc!#im in need for the Drama and Angst

savageshawns-deactivated2018052

#asethetic #q.

jakesjohnson-deactivated2025081

Ruth, will you please watch Uncle Nick while Uncle Winston and I have a conversation?

#musings #ft. starla #q.#literally colt with starla fhsldhslg

sunnydefazzio‌:

“always for babies, they’re precious tiny humans that deserve the world and nothing less,” she said. she was a tough girl. inside and out. but babies? babies and little kids were her kyrptonite. she’d throw herself in front of a bus to save a stranger’s child. she may seem irresponsible at times — which she is — and she might complain about all of the kids in her family, but one of her biggest goals is to be a mother someday. “i hold grudges, it’s kinda my thing. i can’t help it. i have issues letting things go. i’ve tried therapy, mostly for my anger issues, but it doesn’t really help. i still go though. mostly for the entertainment of watching my therapist get to the point of needing her own therapist.”

“exactly, i can’t say i disagree. i think most things i do are for babies, mainly this one, but you know,” he says, which was still an odd idea to wrap his mind around. though he would never the reject of having kids of his own, colt hadn’t thought he would ever have his own. being a nanny wasn’t even on his radar even a year ago. and yet, here he was--watching over three kids, essentially co-parenting these little people, and actually enjoying it, even being good at it. all people with bad parents were nervous about being a good one themselves, and he was certainly no exception, so the fact that he could actually do this whole nanny thing--it made him proud of himself. “i used to be the same way,” he says, the girl’s comment striking him as a bit of oversharing, but he wasn’t going to stop her, “but, i got better with it. i think it’s a matter of experience over anything.” colt wasn’t going to say much more about the subject, as he wasn’t one to tell a close friend things like that about himself, much less a stranger.

#c: sunny

chaosandbcauty‌:

“ you are not wrong. let’s compromise and say nearly as unstable? “ she questioned, taking a long, deep breath. “ oh, you were trying to juggle a wine bottle, groceries and a baby?! and you managed, for the most part? you’ve got an explanation or am i allowed to think you came straight out of the harry potter world?” a chuckle escapes her lips at ‘nova’s’ answer, reaching over to touch the baby’s arm tenderly. “ well she is gorgeous, no wonder why she’s got you wrapped around her little finger. are you having fun, being a nanny? “ she asks. “ i can imagine, raising kids it’s hard. at least she’s not crying all the time, right? what floor? “ addie questions, pointing at the panel on the elevator.

“since i have absolutely so fucking clue how i managed that, i’ll just say i’m a straight up wizard. call me mary poppins” he jokes, grinning, watching a bit protectively as she touches nova’s arm, the baby extending her arm towards the touch. he shrugs a bit, “it’s very different from anything i’ve done before, you’re basically on the clock all day, even when he gets home. not that i don’t get to go out sometimes, he tries to give me a break, but i want to do as much as i can. all that aside, for the short answer, i do like it. they’re the most charismatic, loving kids i’ve ever met,” he says, gushing a bit, before laughing, with a playful roll of his eyes, “not during the day at least. she still cries though a lot of the night. oh, two.”

#c: addie #is there anything he loves more than sky's kids rn??#probably not

camercns‌:

cameron fixed colt with a half-hearted glare that was severely lacking in any heat. “you’re not helping me,” he remarked, noticing how his heart constricted in something akin to jealousy a little at the thought of someone else adopting the puppy. he was so screwed. pursing his lips, cam tapped on the photo. “maybe he’ll have a caption that warns people that all he does is destroy your shoes, and that will make driving to the humane society right now less tempting,” cam reasoned. instead, his only talked about how he wanted lots of love, hugs, toys, and plenty of time at the park. “well that doesn’t help me either,” cam groaned, running a hand over his face.

colt hands up his hands in surrender at the small glare, grinning at him, “right, right, i’m supposed to be convincing you not to get an adorable puppy,” he says, teasing the other on purpose now. he glances back at the screen, grinning at the dog. as someone who never had any pets, he always wanted a dog, a cat, anything he could name and call his own. there was no way colt could bring home a pet now, so if a friend got a pet, one that he could go and pet and love whenever he wanted...no, he needed to be the responsible voice of reason here. one of them did. “in all seriousness, an apartment isn’t the best place for a dog, you know, there’s not a lot of place for it to run around and shit like that,” he says, shrugging.

#c: cameron

cescres‌:

cesare smirks when he hears the other male talking to the child, trying to let the chuckle stay in the confinements of his lips. he picks up a few things for the other before standing back up, shrugging his shoulders towards him. ‘figured, but it’s not very fun to have to pick up after a bag is broken and what not. on the bright side, none of it is glass.” he chuckles.

“not very fun, what are you talking about? this is what i was looking forward to,” he says, tone sarcastic and playful, not poking fun at the boy but rather at the situation in general. colt nods, placing a hand against nova’s stomach as he picks up the last of the mess, making sure she didn’t move around too much. “oh, you’re telling me, i’ve a bottle of wine in one of these bags. if that had broken, i would be one sad man.”