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Colton Brasden Jr 25 | Deviant | Heteroflexible| Stoner |Addict Badass Bassist & Independent Entrepreneur

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chaotic evil

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Chaotic Evil is referred to as the “Destroyer” or “Demonic” alignment. Characters of this alignment tend to have no respect for rules, other people’s lives, or anything but their own desires, which are typically selfish and cruel. They set a high value on personal freedom, but do not have any regard for the lives or freedom of other people. They do not work well in a group, as they resent being given orders, and usually only behave themselves out of fear of punishment. It is not compulsory for a Chaotic Evil character to be constantly performing sadistic acts just for the sake of being evil, or constantly disobeying orders just for the sake of causing chaos. They do however enjoy the suffering of others, and view honour and self-discipline as weaknesses. Serial killers and monsters of limited intelligence are typically Chaotic Evil. Chaotic Evil beings believe their alignment is the best because it combines self-interest and pure freedom. Chaotic Evil is the most dangerous alignment because it represents the destruction not only of beauty and life but also of the order on which beauty and life depend.

TRAIT STRUCTURE

violent. 

cruel. 

capricious. 

malicious. 

untrustworthy. 

unreliable. 

heartless. 

volatile. 

inconsistent. 

uncaring. 

unfeeling. 

deceitful. 

discourteous. 

selfish.

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psychopathy

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psychopathy is a personality disorder characterised by a pervasive pattern of disregard for the rights of others and the rules of society. psychopaths have a lack of empathy and remorse, and have very shallow emotions. they are generally regarded as callous, selfish, dishonest, arrogant, aggressive, impulsive, irresponsible, and hedonistic.

SYMPTOMS - psychopathy consists of two factors according to  the (robert d.) hare psychopathy checklist. factor 1 is correlated with narcissistic personality disorder and histrionic personality disorder. they are associated with extraversion and positive affect. factor 1, the so-called core personality traits of psychopathy, may even be beneficial for the psychopath (in terms of nondeviant social functioning). factor 2 is particularly strongly correlated to antisocial personality disorder and criminality and is associated with reactive anger, criminality, and impulsive violence. the target group for this factor is convicted criminals. the quality of ratings may depend on how much background information is available and whether the person rated is honest and forthright.

FACTOR 1: PERSONALITY “AGGRESSIVE NARCISSISM”

glibness/superficial charm

grandiose sense of self-worth

pathological lying

cunning/manipulative

lack of remorse or guilt

shallow affect (genuine emotion is short-lived and egocentric)

callousness; lack of empathy

failure to accept responsibility for own actions

FACTOR 2: CASE HISTORY “SOCIALLY DEVIANT LIFESTYLE”

need for stimulation/proneness to boredom

parasitic lifestyle

poor behavioural control

lack of realistic long-term goals

impulsivity

irresponsibility

juvenile delinquency

early behaviour problems

TRAITS NOT CORRELATED WITH EITHER FACTOR

promiscuous sexual behaviour

many short-term marital relationships

criminal versatility

acquired behavioural sociopathy/sociological conditioning (item 21: a newly identified trait, i.e., a person relying on sociological strategies and tricks to deceive)

PSYCHOPATHY AND ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY DISORDER - it should be emphasised that, although there are many behavioural similarities, the terms antisocial personality disorder and psychopathy are not synonymous. ASPD refers to broad behavioural patterns based on clinical observation, whereas psychopathy refers not only to specific behavioural patterns but measurable cognitive, emotional, and neuropsychological differences. in other words, psychopathy assesses character as well as behaviour.

in addition, ASPD is so broad in its scope that between 50% - 80% of male inmates qualify as meeting its criteria; in contrast, only 11% - 25% of male inmates meet the criteria for psychopathy.

despite being unused as the main term in diagnostic manuals, the term ‘psychopath’ is still used by some mental health professionals and by the general public, popular press and in fictional portrayals. despite the similarity of the names, psychopaths are rarely psychotic. although psychopathy is associated with and in some cases defined by conduct problems, criminality or violence, most psychopaths are not violent. in addition, psychopaths do not often recognise that they have a personality defect, and while they do think they are special (“better”, “smarter”, “more important”), the term psychopathy would refer that something is wrong with them, which they often do not see as being true.

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wrath

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Wrath may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. Wrath, in its purest form, presents with self-destructiveness, violence, and hate that may provoke feuds that can go on for centuries. Feelings of anger can manifest in different ways, including impatience, revenge, and vigilantism.

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envy

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Like greed, envy may be characterised by an insatiable desire. It’s a desire to deprive other men of theirs. The punishment for the envious is to have their eyes sewn shut with wire because they have gained sinful pleasure from seeing others brought low.

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lust

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Lust or lechery is usually thought of as excessive thoughts or desires of a sexual nature. Aristotle’s criterion was excessive love of others, which therefore rendered love and devotion to God as secondary. An even enduring form of lust could be love for the self, in the form of narcissism.

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basic information

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➜ GENERAL INFORMATION

FULL NAME: Colton Dean Brasden Jr.

NICKNAME(S): Colt

AGE: 25

DATE OF BIRTH: November 7th

NATIONALITY: British

OCCUPATION: Bassist & Entrepreneur

RELIGION: Apathetically agnostic

SEXUALITY: Heteroflexible deviant

➜ APPEARANCE

FACE CLAIM: Ash Stymest 

HEIGHT: 6' 4"

WEIGHT: 157 lbs

HAIR COLOUR: Brown

EYE COLOUR: Blue

DISTINGUISHING FEATURES: Tatted up. gauged ears, cigarette burn scars

➜ BACKGROUND

HOMETOWN: Green Lanes area in Harringey

CURRENT RESIDENCE: shitty 2 bedroom flat in Harringey 

FINANCIAL STATUS: Making it, hustling every bloody day

EDUCATION LEVEL: High school drop out

FATHER: Colton Brasden Sr. - con artist/thief 

MOTHER: Layna Prince - prostitute 

SIBLINGS: None, Ma got over her issues with abortion real fast after having Colton.

EXTENDED FAMILY: Paternal grandparents both dead. Granddaddy Prince is wasting away in prison, life sentence for killing a broad during a robbery gone bad.  Layna's mother is in a mental institution outside the city.

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Personality positives:

CRITICAL THINKING : GAMBLING : CHARMING : STREET SMARTS

Character flaws:

DETACHED : DRUGS : INSOMNIA : RUTHLESS : SEX FIEND

Colton exudes charisma.  He projects self-confidence, which makes others feel comfortable or quite the opposite.  His self-assurance can make other men quite jealous—however the ladies like it…and he uses that charm to put people at ease.  More important than practiced poise or social grace, being funny and charming attracts people like magnets.  He has a unique ability to be fully engaged in the moment. Despite his lacking of advanced schooling, Colt is street smart, curious and creative. He is able to see disparate connections. He is filled with energy, life and exuberance—and these qualities are contagious. The boy seems to know exactly what to do and what to say in any social situation, no matter how awkward or strange. It really is simply because he does not give a fuck about most anything.  It’s not that he is so much more comfortable than other people—it’s just he cares so much less.

Colt looks at himself and he sees so many characteristics to be proud of—even some of which cause him to be looked down upon by others (like his drug use/selling).  But each part—each trait—each addiction—each experimentation—each little way that he pushes the envelope, refusing to let society define him makes him the confident collected prick that he is.   Asshole—Yessir.  Selfish prick--yes ma’am.  Cocky bastard--don’t you know it!  He owns who he is.  For the good and the bad, he owns everything he does and takes responsibility for his life.  He is not ashamed—not one bit—not in the least.  He is defined by that deep powerful pride that pushes him onward.

He has been a master manipulator since he was a child, able to control those around him—sexually, mentally, emotionally.  Colt is a heart breaker if there’s ever been one.  He can go from hot to freezing cold in a second with seemingly no warning.  He just loses interest.  It’s nothing for bastard to drop the L-word.  He’ll love you til he leaves you.  There is just no telling how long that will be.

There is no use in denying it—there is something that is not exactly right in Colton’s head.  Living through the struggles faced by the impoverished will always corrupt what could have been a pure mind. Colt has some rage issues—some anger that can come out of fucking nowhere.  He can be a really scary dude…especially to the females that have the unfortunate coincidence of being around when he goes from everything is chill to crazy as fuck.  Totally a pyro.  He’s guilty of committing arson more than once…but it’s not like the cops care about shit that goes down over on his side of town.

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Welcome…welcome to London. You’ve just arrived haven’t you? Or have you been here your whole life? Consider this a debriefing of sorts…soldier. Come, wipe your feet and rest your tired soles upon my step. We’ll smoke a cigar and speak of old times. But watch where you sleep, the dogs come barking out in the midst of the night. Strangled, animalistic urges. We wash our hands in the bloods of our friends, our enemies, our lovers. We thrive on the sickness. So…who are you really? Been here my whole fucking life. Who am I really?  I’m nobody.  I’m nothing. Not shit.  A whore and deadbeat drunk’s demon spawn that has been unleashed on this pathetic city. From where do you hail?  

Green Lanes area in Harringey.  Wasn’t always overrun by all these filthy fucking Kurds.  Need to deport all those nasty ass motherfuckers.  Criminals every last one of them.  Can’t hardly walk down the street without getting mugged or some shit.

What’s your business in London? (Are you a student, a businessman, apart of a loving family). If a student, what do you study? If a businessman, what’s your trade? Clarify:

I am in logistics.  I have a knack—if you will—for acquiring that which can be difficult to find.  The internet is an amazing place—and I’ve taken my hustling from Green Lanes to the Silk Road.  Getting high tech up in this bitch!  

Whatever you need—you know that I got it, or can get it.  Blow, Molly, any strain of Mary Jane you’re feeling, Lucy, Roxies, Addies, Zanies, whatever.  And if you ever need somebody to get fucked up with, you know I’m down. 

Got a separate day job? (This is a “pleasant” town, we’re all upstanding citizens here):

Fuck no.  I make bank doing what I do.  Fuck the police.  Fuck the law.  I ain’t going to jail, because I ain’t out there on the street being a dumb-ass.  You got to have your head on right if you thinking about making your living on the other side of the thin blue line.  Give us 5 words to describe yourself. Go on, don’t be shy:

Me in five words…I’m a selfish man-whore drug-addicted insomniac gambler. 

Pick 2 of the strongest words most pertinent to your personality, and give us a breakdown of who you are:

I am guilty of giving into all matters of emotional impulses, selfish motives, and nefarious purposes. I rarely sleep, which leaves me constantly just slightly on edge.   Some would blame the insomnia on my drug use…but fuck, drugs are the only things that I’ve found to quiet down the chaos always churning in my damn head.

I got some skills with the ladies, though.  I think they dig the reckless (likely insane) bad boy—like they know it will always be fun with me—and a little bit dangerous…and that gets them wet.  Nothing gets a pussy going like a man that they have no business messing with.

What’s your family like? Do you enjoy their company? 

My family is fucking stellar.  Colton Sr. takes the cake.  He knocked up my whore of a mother and barely looked back.  It wasn’t until he decided I was old enough to be useful that he started coming around.   And Layna is a real piece of work—  How can a woman selling passes to her cunt expect to raise a son?  

I pretty much grew up on the streets—not that I was actually homeless, but my mom is such a piece of shit—the men that floated in and out of the tiny flat where we lived in just made life hell.  Once I got big enough to get away from her, most times I’d crash elsewhere. You know the story—violence, drugs, drinking—same shit, just a different day.  Everyone in every ghetto across the entire fucking world came up through the same sort of struggles.  Do you reside with your family now? 

Nah.  I ain’t laid eyes on Layna in at least six months.  Last time I saw that dumb cunt she had the audacity to ask me for money.  Guess middle aged prostitutes ain’t making bank.   What do you enjoy doing in your spare time?

Me and Mary Jane got a good thing going on.  She keeps me chill.  I’m a shameless stoner.   Won’t ever find any swag at my place.  Come up from the bottom and now we’re here, hah.  Got a blunt of Jack Herer here if you’re down—I’ll spark this shit up.  One of the best strains in the whole fucking world.  Goddamn! This shit is loud as fuck.  I mean you open the bag and can smell it across the room.  So pretty ground up, too.  Rolls like a wet dream.  It’s nice.  

I do what I do.  Smoking down every day—experimenting with other shit every so often.  Acid—shrooms—opium tea.  Always got something fun hidden away in the treasure chest.  

Average afternoon is spent with a blunt out working on my bike—picked up a Harley import a couple years back.  So sexy—so sleek.  My dick gets hard just thinking about the sound of the exhaust.  Pipes are so mean.  Drugs, alcohol, sex?

Clearly, drugs are a hell yes.   I drink from time to time.  Not really my thing.  Not all about getting fat and nauseated.  Alcohol makes me into a total asshole.  I missed the label that warned when three shots of tequila are inserted I become a crass prick. What sort of Illegal business are you in? Or are you even in one? 

First smoked weed at twelve—was peddling that shit at fourteen.  Dropped out of school at sixteen…and been going hard since then.  Moved up from gram baggies to pushing pounds.  Got a taste of the money and the fun that came from other shit.  Acid, man, I fucking love acid—and shrooms.  Fuck, I love every psychedelic I’ve ever tried.  That shit is all fantastic.   I ain’t a boss, but I ain’t working for nobody either.  I sell my shit—I facilitate my hookups…but I ain’t getting greedy.  No need for that.  Too many times a nigger goes and gets greedy—then he fucks up.  Gotta stay below the radar—don’t want the police or the really dangerous motherfuckers to be looking your way.  Fuck that shit.

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Dean can be a deviant...All about living while he is still alive.

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Sometimes the powder motivates Dean to get creative. 

Isn't it lovely?

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Yummy

cocaine.

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Colt's Bike

2013 Fat Bob with Rocket Bob’s Voodoo fender, Dougz fairing, le pera seat, Vance & Hines big radius, fat boy lo wheel with 200 tire, screaming eagle heavy breather, and Wild1’s 10” drag bar

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