(HNLY)

baby, you should pick up the phone, 'cause i'm wondering if you're alone, 'cause i'm driving down sunset, if you're around, come get it. INDIE MULTIMUSE ACCOUNT. EST FEB 2015, REVAMPED.

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hi, i kind of dropped off again. :/ yall know i’m sorry.

[niccolos]

Hayley Kiyoko as Lexi in Five Points: 1x04 - Maybe I Like Eyeliner

[hotelstares]

[susierpt]

me: i have an idea for a new plot

partner: oh cool what is it!

me:

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@werepitiful @solorespiira

[gaelgarcia]

#woke people be like

[solorespiira-deactivated2023020]

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syndromc:

         tien learned from a young age that remaining calm and collected PREVENTED her from making mistakes that she’d regret. this mentality was constantly reaffirmed time and time again as she ascended the ranks in the navy. INTENSIVE emotional labor was a realm that the femme was poorly equipped, never having the right words or the tools to articulate her emotions, yet here she stood, without words and an abundance of emotions wreaking HAVOC on her mind. ‘ i can find company easily. ’ she responded, crossing her arms, her posture rigid. ‘ isn’t it enough that i’m still around ? i haven’t left yet even though i could have. ’

     she falls back. she wants to regain some sort of grasp on herself, try to keep herself from spiraling any further in front of tien. cracks in her foundation showed an ultimate weakness, something she was embarrassed about. her insecurities were something she was usually able to cover up with coldness or contraband, but now she felt abnormally BARE. “how comforting,” she mutters in response. but it’s obvious she’s not looking for comfort. she’s looking for confirmation. ( at the end of the day, it was probably the same thing. ) “i’d rather you leave now than later. i don’t need you sticking around and getting in my shit if this is for fuck-all.” she doesn’t want to invest in the other. she doesn’t say if it’s for her sake --- the amount of time, energy, and VULNERABILITY it would take to shield tien from her lifestyle --- or tien’s.

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sms ✉️ charlotte & anastasia

charlie: maybe you should... work on that

charlie: you don't want to go off the deep end together, ana...

ana: yeah, maybe, maybe not, i'll get around to it someday

ana: why wouldn't i?

[sensatiions]

         the couple had spent the last hour or so SCREAMING at one another, well, the other was screaming, tien simply took it, offering one word responses as she kept her cool. never the talker, the femme INTERNALIZED the malicious words thrown at her and granted she wasn’t contributing that much to the conversation, it still hurts. ‘ — i don’t know what LOVE is. i just know that i don’t like being without you. ’ she interrupted their spiel with the first complete sentence in the last hour. ‘ i don’t like being ALONE. ’

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     she didn’t want to say it, but it showed in her actions --- she let her temper get the best of her and tien was just so damn EASY to let out her frustrations on. being surrounded by people who winter needed to watch her tongue around and keep up a carefully planned facade drained her. it also left her at a disadvantage on how to talk to people who didn’t deserve the shit she spouted. falling silent as the other girl finally speaks up, winter swallows hard. “well, maybe you should learn.” there’s an intended lack of empathy in her tone. “i need to know if this is love or just you not wanting to be alone, ‘cause --- ‘cause i’m honestly FREAKING OUT.”

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also thanks forever to @werepitiful for my gay ass icon and being a great gay ass friend

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i just got back from my trip n am starting school + 2 jobs on monday.... but i’m finally here :)

[givemeaherocookie]

i know lots of people get all hot and heavy for the ‘rebel/bad influence who goes after the goody goody/nerd to corrupt them’ but what about the reverse? what if the rebel was the one minding their own business when the goody goody suddenly started approaching them, asking them out, trying to get to know them. constant pestering and cute little quips that leave the rebel flustered (and a little flattered but don’t tell the goody goody shhh).

just picture it. initially people think the rebel is the one giving the goody goody a hard time but instead the rebel’s trying to avoid getting seen with the other a lot bc no you’re too pure and sweet you’re gonna ruin my punk rock image sTOP. but the goody goody just doesn’t care about image or labels they just know that they want the rebel and dammit they’re gonna get the rebel.

[lestateur]

[alcantarafc-left-deactivated202]

Oh, what? It’s not all butterflies and gumdrops with the snake queen?

[autumnsredglaze]

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@solorespiira / @werepitiful

[deadaccount3859291939-deactivat]

everybody else: has fully-written and detailed backstories of their characters, knows everything about their likes and dislikes, has specific face claims for each one, and has fully thought-out personalities and flaws

me:

[ravanreyes-deactivated20180531]

[prettynerdieworks]