CometMoth16

[cometmoth16]

Stupid things that happen

You know when it's late at night and you should definitely be asleep but your scrolling on ao3 looking for a fic to read, but you can't figure out what you want to read, let alone what fandoms you want to read from?

Well I get that feeling a lot, and then a miracle happens and I get this feeling of an idea of what I want to read so i sit and think to figure it out and you want to know what it always turns out to be?

FUCKING FANFICTION OF MY OWN OCS.

FANFIC THAT CANT EXISTES BECAUSE MY OCS LIVE IN A JAR IN MY HEAD.

Do I shake this jar time to time by drawing them? YES, but I don't write okay! So I can't do nothing about the lack of things to read about them you irritating brain.

Like thank you stupid brain for giving me nothing but dispare. Yes brain I get that you love my OCS but we can't magical make that stuff exist.

[cometmoth16]

I always forget that i can actually draw realistic stuff cause I'm so use to draw for fun so I do silly things. But then I attempt to draw realistically and do it wonderfully rending as well cause I can do that I just hate it.

[cometmoth16]

Okay so you know when little kids sudden get into the age of developing a style. It's fun and cute and all like yay individuality go you little creatures.

Buttt it's also jarring because when your on the smaller side and your siblings are turning out t9 be freaking giants that means old clothes you don't want or don't fit anymore will fit them just fine.

Plus on top of that the little goblins have taking a liking to you and your style so your just seeing your old clothes on them and in the washing machine and blah blah story short I get super confused.

[cometmoth16]

Eyes

As a person who has really shitty eyes let me tell you the most annoying thing that happens ever.

Okay so context I have Keratoconus which is an eye disease that misformed the cornea and other complicated medical stuff.

With this it's common to have dried out tear ducts which surprised surprised affects your sight negatively.

Well guess what it does? It makes tour vision foggy, so anytime you dare not blink fast enough, or you get hot, or cold, your vision films over and I feel like my eyeballs are glasses that just stepped out into a hot environment.

It sucks and I hate it, the end.

[cometmoth16]

i have been found out, my secret identity in shambles. All from my own fault of liking posts and exposing myself.

[cometmoth16]

Bored

Have you ever been so bored that you feel like pulling a Sherlock Holmes and shoot holes in the wall while jumping around on furniture?

Because that's what it's feels like it be bored when your both depressed and neurodivergent.

You want to do something but nothing is interesting enough to do so you just roll around bored, mind numbingly bored.

[cometmoth16]

Friends

It's fascinating when you observe a friend group how actually it's not just a single group of friends but actually many smaller dues or trios that form together to make a bigger group.

In this dynamic many groups always have a balance scale of closeness leaving a person or multiple people if they are on opposite sides of the scale left alone despite the many links of friendships in the group.

What makes this fascinating is the fact that we as humans don't always choose to do this but it's just a thing that happens because of personal difference in how well we mold with other people.