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I guess we’re getting a divorce.

I have tried to implement what therapy has taught me and communicate better with my husband. I told him about an exercise we could do to communicate better and give eachother what we need.

He shot me down with nothing to say and told me, “if you’re so unhappy then divorce me”. I can’t win. I guess it’s truly over.

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I'm pretty sure my husband is cheating on me.

My husband has always been a gamer. He's always played one game in particular with his guy friends. I never had an issues with it. A few months ago he started playing with a woman....Okay, no big deal right?

Well, he starts being a friend to her and helping her through relationship troubles with one of the guys he plays with. BUT...eventually this leads to him being up at 3-4A talking to her. She would message him randomly and ask to chat. He would literally get up out of bed just to talk to her.

I caused a scene (apparently) because I told him I didn't feel comfortable. Well, I started to notice that they would be texting more on playstation. Just them two. It was all harmless texts, but what throws me off is that he will ignore all of his other messages and only message her. Just like recently he sold his playstation because we needed to the money. He literally only messaged her and told her.

Fast forward to now and she literally gave him her personal cell phone number so they could text.

Even if they're not physically cheating, he's definitely emotionally cheating...and it's not like she's across the world. She is literally like 3 hours away from us.

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“where do you see yourself in 10 years?”

dead.

fauxjean

I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not

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commonzinnia

maybe i wasn’t meant to be loved

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I think it’s really unfair that I (a person who needs to feel loved all the time) am so incredibly hard to love.

honestloverboy

Sorry for having symptoms of a mental illness I literally told you I have it will happen again

I will live my own life and maybe someday you'll love me the way that I've loved you for so long. I may have no shown how much you mean to me, but you have meant to the world to me. I started to withdraw and you only seen it as I wasn't trying in the relationship. I felt like I was emotionally distant from you. I felt like you were pushing me away, but you didn't see it that way. I just wanted you attention. I just wanted to know that you wanted me. but because we're married, you believed that it was enough for me to not doubt you. Married people leave and cheat all the time. I've had that idea in my head for months that maybe I just wasn't enough for you. You'd leave me for someone better. I tried to ask you if you were happy with me and you took it as an attack.

I told you that I just need that validation and reassurance, but you brushed me off and told me that my feelings weren't valid. My feelings were just a me problem. I need my husband.

It's obvious that I'll never get the you that I fell in love with back. He checked out a long time ago and you don't even see it.

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